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Liar of Morpheus

~(2012 Gray wolf re-mix)~


Walking through the crowd
with a false pretense of casual encounter.

Was invited to the wedding of an acquaintance - 
came here to try and connect.
No matter how hard I try though,
I am still a liar, slinking through the crowd,
a chameleon with a flickering neon sign above my soul.

"So, how do you know the bride and groom?"

I turn towards the voice and respond, "Oh....to be honest,
I don't know either of them at all. I don't really know anyone here."

A quizzical look of awkward apprehension is offered in reply.
I simply turn away,
saunter across the manicured lawn
already damp with a thickening night-dew.
Arriving at a miniature, man-made lake,
I already begin relaxing -
the neon sign flickering above my soul begins to morph into something else.
Something alive.

There is nothing here I need to lie to,
and nothing lies back to me.
I spy reflections of stars on the rippling water,
wonder if the Brotherhood is watching the exact same stars.
Are they possibly thinking about me right now?
Of the true mind,
of the true art,
of the cloak and dagger.

They are the only people who I truly relate to.
Truly trust,
and trust is the key to everything.
What have I been running from?
What is the point of grazing with sheep,
making funny noises, waiting for an impending slaughter?

In the wolf-pack I have my place,
have my honour and dignity.

Don't need to be a liar.

Standing back to back when trouble comes,
always prepared to make the final stand.
To make a stand as one mind,
one vision,
one love.

Turning from the lake, I begin to leave.
Not a single person here will notice my departure.

Perfect. A perfect circular departure out of here.

The numbers have been memorized for years,
even if some no longer exist.
A pack of wolves including an honesty of soul,
outweighs ten billion lying sheep.
I haven't been able to stop hunting moon beams,
haven't been able to break the spell -
fingers are itching to hit numbers, 
to dial connections leading away from the neon sign
swaying above my soul.

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  1. Date: 6/22/2012 10:51:00 PM

    good poetry here

  1. Date: 6/20/2012 11:16:00 AM

    Also, thank you, thank you So much for the double win in your contests ^_^! To be included in Both lists is an honor and means so much to me and I must say, you totally surprised me by giving me that 1st place win, I wasn't expecting that!! (I will tell you next time how similar the feeling was with that other 1st place poem that I got from you). As I read through your winners there, I couldn't help but be humbled and feel like my poem paled in comparison to theirs. Even more, just a Super thank you, I can't believe I wrote 2 long back-to-back poems! That gave me a super sense of fulfillment, so thanks :) I am really happy to have written those ^_^

  1. Date: 6/20/2012 11:10:00 AM

    Hmm this sure is an intriguing write (& intriguing title) Chris-- but I have to say I really love that line about the chameleon, the irony of that line is excellent-- how one can try to blend in yet have that damn neon sign above our heads. I really enjoyed reading this loaded poem and I couldn't help but think hmm how lucky of you to have that kind of bond with people, akin to a wolfpack...& yes, quality over quantity anytime. Methinks your connection with them runs deep.Awesome write, Chris!

  1. Date: 6/20/2012 8:37:00 AM

    I won't admit to understanding everything you have said in this narration, but I sense mid-way the relief and understanding oneself, that it doesn't matter who we are to anyone else, if we can only find peace within ourselves...(I may way off-base...but how I interpret)... again, you are an incredible writer...

  1. Date: 6/20/2012 12:44:00 AM

    I don't watch films, never understood the meaning of pills...got kinda freaky when the radio and telly signals disappeared for two days - true. Cloak and dagger? You know this is a something of a different nature...a different substance. Fighting back to back cutting both ways. Never forget who you really are...that is what is most important.

  1. Date: 6/20/2012 12:20:00 AM

    I've been tied up in this poem for days...trying to figure out what it all means...then it all kinda dumped itself on me...No denying.

  1. Date: 6/19/2012 2:51:00 PM

    Soupmail....

  1. Date: 6/18/2012 10:47:00 PM

    I'm Howling witcha dogg...Compton PD proprietor. This was the bomb, all the way through!

  1. Date: 6/18/2012 7:14:00 AM

    intriging work!! well written!

  1. Date: 6/18/2012 5:32:00 AM

    the beginning reminds me of an out of body experience, as you roam through the wedding party. wonderful imagery here. I, also, have been carrying that neon sign above my soul, the one I carry today cast "Conviction" upon my soul. Enjoyed your poem, very, very much. Am putting it into my favs! hugs, Catie :)

  1. Date: 6/18/2012 4:54:00 AM

    This was an incredible ride..I literally thought I was in a movie Chris..love the details and the flow of this poem.