It consumes me slowly
Yet fast at the same time
Death will be a nice way to leave this terrible world
But what would happen if I would fight and stay
Would I go back to the terrible life I had before
Or would I go to a better time and a better place
So, if I can fight and survive what's the point
Can you tell me why I should stay in this world
If my life is terrible then when would people care
Who would care my parents, my friend, my boyfriend?
Stop me from making this decision
And stop all the other people from trying to do the same.