So much happens I can’t explain.
Thoughts fly by much like a train.
I know things can’t remain the same,
I can’t help what’s inside my brain.
I have these visions and see you,
I remember things we used to do.
It has passed and now is gone,
I hold on, but for how long.
I remember when there was a time,
When I could see at least a sign.
Still, I seem to fall further behind,
Now so much is gone I can’t find.
All I wanted was to smile,
Now it seems I am out of style.
I once had love but now it’s lost,
So many opportunities that I tossed.
I want it all to go away,
I have to leave I cannot stay.
I look around, I’ve lost my way.
I think of change perhaps I may.
I seem to get lost inside myself,
Then I become someone else.
I try to see the light of day,
All the clouds get in my way.
I feel tired and lose some fight.
Light gives way, brings forth the night.
I look for answer but there’s none in sight.
I can’t explain so I hold on tight.
I need to lie down and get some sleep,
Close my eyes and count some sheep.
Maybe tomorrow will be better than today,
The fabric of life appears tattered and frayed.