I still keep your email address and your phone number in my contact file/s.
I don’t know maybe it was your time to go but who knows for sure;
Maybe I could have made a difference or at least prolonged it a little.
I never saw it, it was too close for me to spot and I was looking from behind a wall.
We could have never been like that for a lot of reasons;
But there was other ways to be that might have made it different for both of us.
When you saw me ready to give up you were right there;
Telling me to come up and stay with you.;
What I needed right then was in my face but I couldn’t see it.
Life and love isn’t always about sex is it but now I know you loved me;
You loved me in a way I didn’t even know I needed but t’s too late now.
I’ve never gone back and like I explained I can’t really;
Even remove your email account on yahoo.
I don’t know where you are but I sure miss you here;
You were a good loving friend and you became;
A better person than I ever thought to aspire to;
If we ever meet up again I hope you’ll forgive me for being typically stupid back then
You’ll always live on in my mind and I’ll always remember;
The loving compassion you tried to give me