Pain always in my heart.
I didn't tell anyone the burden I bear, but its tearing me apart.
This is the only way of expressing my pain.
Its the only thing that keeps my sane.
Feeling the adrenaline and seeing the crimson red flow.
Feeling the cold, metal blade tear open my flesh ever so slow.
Loosing the hurt with every cut.
Forming scars when they shut.
When I see that beautiful ruby red, I go into a trance.
One strike of the blade after another, in the same sitting stance.
I can't take it, so i'll run the blade through my shattered heart.
None of you knew of my pain from the very start.
So I'm writting this poem for you now, so you can hear.
Pleade don't cry, I don't deserve a single tear.
My heart was to far gone for you to mend.
So i say goodbye now