AWAKE ~ IN and OUT ~
Spring arising, before morning light.,
I walk under the new epic sun.
The aroma of yesterday gone.
Today's the day that follows tomorrow.
I quickly walk a certain walk.
Unique is all I can display.
Watery eyes staying in the past.
While vehicles pass this new generation.
Crosses lacking new faith.
I stay awake and mend with my fate.
Foggy toys, I want to play.
I can't keep up with all your kicks.
I look, I stare, at the walls.
Bright and early, I step on my own dolls.
I stay and feel, the way you thought me.
Lifeless, and still so full of energy.
Mad words, unconscious faces.
My sweet needs, now reside inside of you.
Mad, sad, and outside the box.
You close every door, and keep me away from the rot.
You only allow me too feel your morning light.
Why can't you let me see whats behind the shadows?
Why do you turn on all the lights?
I'm here the way you want me to be.
Happy, and merry for the world to see.
This blindness will continue to spot.
Unless you wake up first and remove the dot.
You gave me the thirst, you once knew.
So filthy,, so full of shit,,
Under these closed freaking door.
I'm exposed like the midday sun.
You bang my head on the wall,
You killed me in a way that made me fall!
I only answer to your call.
In and out a hoop~ like a ball.
In me you can not find any real dreams!
Inside me you filled me with a raging scream.
I'm in wonder around your air castle.
Strange and hung on your mantle.
Stepping on a one footed slave.
Alert, alert are we!!!
I shake, we kiss, I wake,
I zip, all things into one zipper.
Pounding my hands up against my ears.
Crazy, taking a jab upon all jabs.
Crazy, you say~ that's me everyday.
I'm up and I caress the photo we once had.
I lay only to stare at you once more.
I awake before I sleep.
Your promises I keep.
In me~ you are also into deep.
My stars change everyday.
Waiting for you, to pull the trigger.
Still wishing me to be a sun digger.
You can't touch or loosen the knots.
Together we will day dream our way to the top
I make you nerves, alive, and wide awake.
We run into the wind and listen.
Quietly in our chamber of thoughts.
Near and far, we both nod off.
In this daily race, with no face.
I caught myself awake,
the day I fell asleep for you.