to my soup friends. many of you have know me for a long time. long enough to know that i lost some one that i loved dearly. i won't say her name at this late date. but for a wittness to Death i'll say that the person that died yesterday. died the same way my loved one died. the drugs caught up with her. and they took a life of misery. in my case it took a bit longer to find her. but find her they did with empty drug bottles. sitting in a chair.
and it is only now that a new message has come from the grave. "If I would stay. I would only be in Your way. So I'll go. But I'll know, that I'll think of you everystep of the way. and i will always love you, I"ll always love you."