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two days before the new year, and this is how i spend it

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two days before the new year, and this is how i spend it

i dont know what to do...
nothing is real.
a hole has been ripped through my chest
hands shaking
tears streaming
nothing matters
i want to die
i dont want to face it anymore
and i dont care if that makes me a coward...
my heart has been broken forever
i cant catch my breath
i feel so alone
but i have to keep it inside no one can know...
i can trust no one..
no one cares
no one loves me..
i wonder what it feels like...
death i mean..
i bet its easy,
peaceful almost
maybe thats what i should do...
maybe i should leave
no one will miss me anyway...
so whats the bother...
i dont know whats real..
i dont know what to believe....

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  1. Date: 1/3/2012 7:54:00 PM

    You don't know me.. But I will miss you. Your sadend words..Make me so blue. If you need someone..I am always here. Help you in sad times..And wipe away your tears. :o)