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Pills and SM
I drown myself in pills,
and self mutalation,
wanting to feel numb,
and to forget who i am,
even if only for a while,
Cutting and scratching,
helps me punish myself,
for what i have done,
it's a constant reminder,
of who worthless i am,
Pills,
make me feel at rest,
for once my mind stops,
the whole world stops,
and its just me,
So i will keep drowing myself,
in pills and mutalation,
it's the only time i can be happy.
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