To the one person who saw me and loved the being I am. for the hours on the phone to listen to my joys, my ups and downs. who took the place of my mother who pretty much wasn't around. A letter to my grandma that's what I write today, to say all the things I didn't get to say. My rock when I lost Willie Cathrine, my hope when I lost james Russell, and now I feel the tears because you grandma Ruby are no longer at my disposal. I believe in my heart you knew but did't want to tell because you didn't want me to worry. A letter to my Grandma one with my feelings deep on this page. Thank you being who you were I loved you despite your faults the way you loved me despite mine, I'm proud of you the way you were of me. We've made it through alot grandma and we're still standing. A letter to my grandma I love you rest in peace.