It all started with a simple call again
Evening where clock hand’s tells it ten,
I paused for a second and think
“Why is he calling?” and then I blink
My heart told me to answer the call
My mind stated that it’s not worth it at all
I am in the middle of self arguing
My feelings for him are still confusing.
“Am I going to have a conversation,
Or left everything with no solution?”
For clearing out our issues sake
I let my still wounded heart at stake,
A conversation all start once more,
My heart felt the pain to its deepest core.
He wanted us to be friends once more,
Friends as we were like before.
I felt awkward and uneasy that time,
What he wanted, for me seems a crime
I told him that it’s not that easy
Coz I couldn’t get away with all my weary
He let me asked those unanswered matter
That soon led me to be sad and whimper
I hate the fact that I still love him
Though he changed my life into dim
How could I move on knowing that he’s around?
How could I cry my pain with no sound?
With him – yes, I have been happy before
But now my heart feels nothing but sore
Damn to this heart of mine so stubborn
For letting my feelings for him be born
I once said goodbye and it can’t be alter
There is no future for the two of us together
Yes I am weak for I let what we have gone
But I think it is the best thing to be done
“Sorry and I still want you back…”
Would be the words my mouth would lock.