I was waiting for that day,
Yet I do not know what to say.
That date for us to celebrate,
Everything seemed too late.
My mind is at mess,
Am I being careless?
My heart is throbbing,
Is he worth loving?
I know I have been a fool
For letting my heart rule,
I thought everything is fine
And there is no crossroads in line.
I thought you are the person
That would love for no reason
Days, weeks and months spent
I did nothing but remain silent,
In my comfort zone I cried a river
Tears in my eyes see nothing but blur.
All I can hear is a soundless shout
Heartrending words came out.
So many unanswered questions,
So many hanging decisions,
Troubled with this gloomy thing,
There is one choice I am having.
I don’t want to be this unhappy
It’s time for me to be merry.
To quit those tears from falling
And for me to start smiling,
Love I’m offering isn’t meant for you
So what is the point of going through?
It’s better to end it up this way
Forget the melancholy starting this day.
Thanks for the things I learned from you
Hope you learned something from me too
And as I end this poem today
Goodbye is the only word I want to say…