I know I am young
And I have my whole life ahead of me
But it is so hard
To watch other couples
And know that I don't have that
I used to have it
But then lost it
I thought I had it again,
But that was a loveless relationship
Now I have to think about my son
I want to be held, to be loved
But I have to think
Will this guy be a good father?
It is just so hard to want to be loved,
But have to consider so much
Especially when I don't even know the person
What is he going to think
When I tell him I have a son
Is he going to want to talk to me?
Is he going to want to date me?
Is he going to want to be a father?
I wish there was an easier way
To find someone