Please pick me up!
Never mind I'm gonna fall down anyways~
Please show me how to tie my shoes and sing my ABC!
Don't worry mommy I'll walk barefoot and teach myself one day~
Please daddy show me how to ride my bike!
Never mind It takes up to much of your time~
Please mommy don't hit me again!
It's okay I need to be taught a lesson~
Please cousin don't touch me anymore!
Go ahead they won't believe me anyway~
Please teacher defend me in school!
Never mind my body is used to the abuse~
Please don't tell me sleeping with you is the only way!
Okay I need to be loved even if it's for one night~
Please teach me how to raise a baby!
It's okay I can't blame others for my mistake~
Please don't get violent when you start drinking to many beers!
Okay if it makes you feel better hit me, I'll hide the bruise with makeup & tears~
Please tell me that I'm beautiful!
Wait! Your right I'll never look like her~
Please someone call 911!
Never mind it's only a broken nose~
Please officer why are you taking my husband?
Don't you know it was my fault, he loves me and won't hit me again~
Please don't hit me in the face!
Go ahead that's what I get for standing up and defending myself~
Please God don't take my baby!
Go ahead and take her I don't deserve her~
Please don't tell me your not in love with me!
I understand I'll never be worthy of your heart~
Please don't walk away and break my heart!
It's okay I never made progress or was good enough~
Please don't leave me alone I'm okay with the abuse!
I understand your tired of the reason and my crying excuse~
Please someone help, I'm hurting inside!
Never mind my feelings don't count~
Please God*can you hear me!
Please God*can you rescue me!
Please God*can you walk with me!
Please God*can you show me the way!
God* I was a baby, I was weak, and didn't speak~
God* you didn't protect me on my first fall.
God* I was abandon and neglected before I learned to crawl!
God* even you rejected all my prayers and call.
I understand now I don't need nothing! I don't need no one at ALL
So PLEASE~PLEASE leave me alone, behind these walls.
Please! If you read this teach me how to smile!!
WAIT! Smiles don't come with self blame & guilt :-(