I don’t understand my heart any more I don’t understand why at all
All I have done lately is cry how can it be how can I stand to even want to look at that
pathetic thing called a man
But yet my eyes still shed tears for him my body still yearns for his touch why am I still in
love with a joke of such I want to know why and how can I still want him so much ?
I don’t understand after all that he’s done why on earth haven’t I run?
Even after all that I found I still stuck around and had my feelings torn down
I still dream of him
I still call his name I feel so ashamed when I see him walk by I cant even look him in the
eye I don’t know if he sees how sad I am in side but I know that I feel like I have died all
because my true love lied if only I could gather my self and put my feelings of love for him
on a high shelf then maybe I can move on just as he has done but with out him my life is no
fun I wish I could just vanish that way my love for him would be banished and I wouldn’t
have to worry any more but I know deep down he will be the only man I want to love and
adore for ever more .