I've been away for sometime.
Trying to figure out this life and where I will be.
So many obstacles coming towards me,
I see loved ones dying cause of mistakes they made.
Drugs not being my lifestyle,
but having a man be my addiction.
Trying to get rid of this pain,
Not knowing how to overcome each day.
I still find myself standing strong,
with my head held high.
My little sisters,
not understanding why sissy can't be around.
I'm so far away.
Seeing a little girl cry,
makes my heart shatter,
makes it break.
All this pain that I have to bear,
and only being 15.
Watching mommy be doped up,
so much she can barely see.
Trying to take away a man,
the only thing keeping me sane.
I'm going crazy in this life,
still wondering where I will be.
What should I do,
please tell me..