It's perfectly natural to have these emotions.
I just wish I knew why I was so uptight.
Maybe it's because I'm pushed in that
direction, sometimes, I don't know.
What I do know, is that I need to focus
on what I am doing here, with my life.
Everything I need to accomplish, to
be exactly where I'd like to be,
And that would be in my lover's arms,
from when the sun goes down, until
it rises again in the morn.
All I want is for both of us to not be
worrying all of the time, and just
know that we love each other.
Not to allow things to take over
how we truly feel.
I want us to be happy, content,
comfortable with everything.
In time, that will happen, but
patience is a main key, here.
I think love will either destroy you,
or make you stronger.
Right now, it is making me a
lot stronger than I used to be.
It is making me do things that
should have been done, years
And now, I'm ready to start my
life with this person.
But that's just my view point on
I need to be around him more,
for him to determine if I'm
"the one", or not.
Although, I know he does
And I love him, unconditionally.
I just need for him to have faith
in me because I will pull through.
That is how much his love means,
to me and he already is aware of it.
I just need to remain calm, think
clearly and do what needs to be done;
and it will be.