I wish i had a wicked heart
I am fed up of being cheated
I am sick of being played
Helping you and paying me back with evil...
I am done with it.
I wanna put a stop to being taken advantage on
I wanna be stone hearted to all that come my way.
I wanna be asked a penny and offer no dime.
I wanna turn down every little request.
I wanna say "no, i don't have" and stick to it
I wanna spend all my money all on myself without giving
I am done being their scape goat.
I wanna treat every little issue in a big way openly
I wanna be strong enough to watch people beg without showing mercy.
As much as i try and wish for all this,
The more calm i get ...
The more i give out ...
The more gentle and meek in attitude i become ...
JUST THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WISHED FOR ...!