As i live in constant edge of my emotions, i can't release the feeling that leads me to mope.
I have to blank it out from the outside world and never give up on hope.
There's more for me in this life, i should be further than what i have foreseen.
Its better if i stop looking back on my life and regretting the things that i could have been.
Its time to move forward as the past is now in the past,
and know in my heart that i am finally ready at last.
To grow as a person and start setting myself a proper goal.
As i am now aware of who i am, I know my lifes role.
It's going to take time and study to be where i want to be, to move on.
Though when i am finished i will be complete and this feeling will be gone.