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Feeling Abated
I admit these times around i feel highly abated.
I walk around school tired because i lose sleep and i hate it.
I roll onto my back every night losing hours n hours of sleep.
I promise my body i'll rest it, but dats a promise i dnt keep.
I try so hard all the time to stay calm,but I fell dangerously irritated.
I'm irritated get out of my face plz my space is getting invaded!
My will power is starting to fail, succumb,deplete, diminish.
I'm on a breath-taking journey to live my life, but i can't help feeling that I won't finish.
Being a man means admitting that you need help and u need it fast.
I'm feeling abated can't u see it's not long that I can even last.
Watching my friend die I felt so enraged I wish me and Him{Almighty} could fight.
I confided my father w/ this, he thought me wrong, I thought me right.
Do sins catch up 2 u to da point you applaud yourself every morning you awake?
Or am I coming to grips w/ my alter-ego that religion is fake?
Let's not get carried away before u say or do something you'll regret.
You think you feel abated, u only 17, u aint seen nothin yet.
It's all good, because I survive by keeping a higher hunger.
Like Kanye said: "What doesn't kill me can only make me stronger."
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