I admired power ,money and fame;
Hated everybody claimed me to blame
Wandered in hell without shame;
I lost all , I became lame.
When life decayed inch by inch;
I began to loathe everybody and each;
Strived to hide nobody could reach;
No matter if it was an enormous peach.
Fear of GOD peeped into my twilight;
I longed to heal gruesome path of fright;
pain of remorse kicking out of sight;
struggled to refresh heart pale white.
I was trapped in life beyond serenity;
People saw me as I lost my sanity;
I dreamed to seek GOD the purity;
Stared patiently till I get vicinity.
In a silent night as world came to cease;
under the starry dome I prayed for peace;
mingled with enticing fragrance in breeze;
Something overtook my soul ending unease.
I dragged up desire of living to a hoard;
forgetting how to weep or to be bored;
Grasped the beam of light me to award;
I found the way to eternal almighty GOD.