Love made me crazy - Crystal Wilkins's Blog

People tell me falling out of love is hard, I disagree. Being in love is harder, with falling out of love, you know where you stand, you know where he stands but with being in love you know where you are but where he is, is another guess. This is the leap of faith, the one that hurts  the most if he isn't there to meet  you in the middle to catch you, the slightest thing can have you questioning if he is there to meet you.
My name is Crystal the man I love didn't contact me in a few hours and i went down hill, way down hill. It had me questioning everything, wondering if I blew it? Did I say the wrong thing? Does he even like me at all? Later on he replied, a short simple, sweet text that erased any doubt I had and suddenly I was a rocket in the sky, spinning head, whirling emotions and a pounding heart. Sometimes I think falling out of love is less of a roller coaster than being in it
My name is Crystal and this Is how love made me crazy.

Sorry for the random speech, it was something I had been thinking about for the last few hours, based partially on my truth. I needed somewhere to put it so i can come back to it when I need to and there's no better place than poetry soup. Anyway I want to thank everyone who has comment on my poems it really means a lot, I hope everyone is having a great start to there week!

Crystal 

Robert Pettit Date: 2/22/2011 7:42:00 AM pleased to meet you. Just checking out these blogs to get to know my fellow soupers better. Login to Reply

Joe Inka Date: 1/28/2011 10:53:00 PM Love makes everyone crazy, men and women(likely frogs too). Let me ask ,if had called you 10 times in those few hours how would you have felt? Maybe he wanted to but he didn't want to look like some kind of psycho. lol Login to Reply

Carolyn Devonshire Date: 1/10/2011 5:16:00 PM Once you have fallen in and out of love once, it's even harder to take the chance a second time, Crystal. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Best wishes, Carolyn Login to Reply

Andrea Dietrich Date: 1/10/2011 3:59:00 PM crystal, this was a fun blog. I know just how you feel. Men are different animals entirely. They don't get back right away with you and it makes women crazy. Here is my story for you. My second year at BYU I immediately met a very charismatic guy (I bet he has gone far in life) In just a week, we got serious fast, but for one week he did not call me back or anything. In the meantime, I met Joe, my husband. A week after I was with Joe, this guy called me and found out I was with Joe. I will never forget what he said to me and it made me feel really cool. He said:"He who hesitates is lost." So men, if you are reading this and are not calling back a woman, think hard, she might already have moved on!! (btw, this guy had WEBBED fingers. That was the only thing I did not like about him!!)I could have married him and had baby frogs or something Login to Reply

Constance La France Date: 1/10/2011 12:26:00 PM Crysal, You have described the love thing "perfectly" in or out it is very complex and complicated~~ Login to Reply

Diane Locksley Date: 1/10/2011 12:25:00 PM I can understand what you are saying, Crystal. Love can make us vulnerable and we are afraid of getting hurt. At least women can lean on each other when they need support. I don't know how men handle it because they are usually afraid to show their emotions. Congratulations on your lifetime membership Crystal. Best to you, Diane Login to Reply

Linda-Marie Sweetheart Date: 1/10/2011 12:17:00 PM Crystal being in luv is harder but staying in luv is super hard to do ..it takes two working at it all the time.. when it is right.. it all comes together ... I know.. I have it luv.. so nice u are back .. u are luved here by all of us.. Login to Reply