The time I looked at god
There was a time I looked at God with sea water in my eyes, drowning in a river of problems. I asked Him, with the last piece of devotion I had, why the Bible never told us that hell is not in the darkness beneath the earth, but in the light of the earth, right
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Categories:
existential, confusion, corruption, courage, dark,
Form: Free verse
Existential Echos
What’s the point of trying,
when failure feels near?
What’s the point of moving forward,
when sadness is all I hear?
Why bother achieving,
when it seems they’ll leave and truths become clear?
What’s the point of taking risks,
when emotions turn to fear?
What’s the point of letting go,
when everyone just moves along?
What’s the point of singing,
when the meaning of the song
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Categories:
existential, humanity,
Form: Rhyme
AI Existential Terror
a poem woke with a silent scream to find his mom was a machine
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Categories:
existential, poetry,
Form: Monoku
Residue
Things are not making sense, and I am questioning if my reality is so because I thought it in to being.
Am I the only one hearing the truth?
Am I the only one believing?
I think I am in need of a witness.
Archons deceive souls using the illusion of separation. The mind is the sole
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Categories:
existential, dark, humor, mystery, philosophy,
Form: Prose Poetry
A Lantern Made of Suicide Notes: Suicide by Metaphors
I. The Hour of Approach
The poem I was writing refused to end—
it kept writing me.
Blood didn't ink these lines—
the ink bled me.
Each stanza a hidden-hematoma
across the white of nothingness.
Somewhere, midnight faltered,
and I was no longer alone.
II. Visitation: Sylvia Plath
Sivvy came barefoot,
bees orbiting
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Categories:
existential, creation, literature, mental health,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
Purpose or Obliteration
I dreamed I was inside a bulb—
a cathedral of filament and glass—
not dead
not born…..
but shumming**.
Glass walls curved like time
sealed but translucent
my fingers curled around voltage
like a secret
God was transcending.
The socket hummed a lullaby
of static.
Every breath of mine made sparks
the air electric
with grief
and longing.
I saw myself outside the bulb
in a room wallpapered with eyes—
each iris twitching
like
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Categories:
existential, identity, imagination, introspection, philosophy,
Form: Narrative
No Way Out
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No Way Out
A genie in the bottle to grant my wishes—
I’m drifting,
looking for the red exit sign.
My desire for freedom waning
like the moon reflected in hues of blue
on the glass
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Categories:
existential, introspection, surreal,
Form: Other
A Literal Dick Measuring Contest
I laid down my long schlong
On a table full of kong dongs
The judges had short tongs
To flip the dongs flop
the men and women on song
You wouldn't guess who won?
God, Tom, John, Cock?
No, you are so wrong
It was not my long schlong
Or Johns God throbbing Cock
It was Moscow
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Categories:
existential, anger, angst, extended metaphor,
Form: Rhyme
Digging for Daylight
This utter silence is stone cold
There's no gaze upon the sinner
This hell has got a wicked hold
And it feels just like a winter
When I fought the darkest demons
I just fought them empty-handed
I pushed through all doubt and reason
And I nearly couldn't bear it
Why would you still demand of me
To bend my shattered knee again
Without attending
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Categories:
existential, atheist, change, conflict, faith,
Form: Lyric
One Existential Frost
The clock with wings goes up and down.
She sleeps only with backwards time.
The glass circle's bridle around
Her fishtail eyes where dark abounds.
Within the floor, she feels the pound —
Grandfather's face in nighttime shines.
The clock with wings goes up and down.
She sleeps only with backwards time.
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Categories:
existential, angst, dark, dream, growing
Form: Triolet
Be Yourself-ish
To be yourself-ish
Or to be yourself-less
That is the question:
It's like not knowing yourself
to be “yourself” that you'll be
everyone else but you
But knowing yourself
that being yourself
cause all but hurt for you
If they know themselves
they’ll save themselves by
knowing they can't save you
So you think to yourself
To end yourself to
spare them the truth
But don't refuse yourself
and
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Categories:
existential, dark, identity, philosophy, self,
Form: Free verse
Jigsaw of a Shattered Soul
The old man's trophy,
antlers impale my v i s c e r a l veins.
Love, a moth's wings, ash-dusted, flutters its last
in death's
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Categories:
existential, depression, halloween, horror, october,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
Hourglass of Primal Wolf Skulls
Why does he provoke me to anger?
He stalks among us - with his song -
a wolf's grin
His inimicality beckons
like a hawk's talons,
luring prey to certain death
Yet he imparts wisdom
to those who bleed
Beware!
his insights twist
like a pit of pepper x vipers;
devouring souls He spins tales of survival
and primal instinct
Beneath the façade
lies decay
concealing
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Categories:
existential, halloween, philosophy, psychological,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
The lizard Wizard
Paranoia guides my gaze to the wall,
Where a dragon stands, fierce and tall.
His tongue flicks with a wicked gleam,
But something’s wrong no fiery fire stream.
He snarls, yet no flames arise,
And sorrow fills my heavy eyes.
"Why, oh dragon, where’s your fire?"
I ask, my heart bound with desire.
His eyes flare up, his fury loud,
Charging at me, dark
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Categories:
existential, analogy,
Form: Free verse
Transcendental Triptych of Epiphanies
into the depths of the bell jar
In quiet solitude
on an autumn night
i drifted through
a quotidian quagmire.
fleeting thoughts of stillness
sparked a quest
for transcendence
in moments evanescent.
the noumenal world beckoned
yet
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Categories:
existential, nature, philosophy,
Form: Free verse
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