So this kid got hit hard.
and stubborn gravity pushed down
harder than it ever could
This is very much
what its like to be insane.
it is necessary.
I have indeed gone into my head.
True it can be mistaken for a circling.
But its more digging.
Delving. Deeper. Seeping.
Swimming through farther.
With no such thing as shores
No doubt. for your eyes are indeed closed.
But, you'll only be bored keeping your eyes above the water.
But dare to sink your head.
Discipline yourself to survive
with out hallucinating on oxygen.
Breath in your blue liquid.
The strength coursing through,
your body and mind unite
A temporary Completing.
Freedom. an eighty year cleansing
Then alas open your eyes and storm the shore.
Stop to manually drown the thing you were in the shallow.
Standing waist deep
with your past.
It was never taught to fight for life.
This death killing is priceless.
Goodnight useless, silent mosquito