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Long Bumpy Road

We started having so much fun together.
Being side by side all the time is not always better.
All these different issues I have leave me edgy.
With so many thoughts and feelings, I might not be ready.
No matter how hard you try, you can't change me.
This is something I must do myself, I hope you will agree.
Hoping you will always have the patience to be by my side
Cuz the road I must travel is going to be a bumpy ride.
Many life changing things I have in my past.
Happened one after another and all fast.
I never had a chance to work through the hardest one.
I gave up trying when my world no longer spun.
Maybe that's what brought all this evilness my way.
Attracting so much wrong doing in my life to stay.
Someday it will change, I will have my moods in control.
Be patient, all I need is time to soothe my soul.

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Let It Be

One messed up thing after another
and get put down by my brother:
Everyone knows my life better than me.
But no one is here to help me up off my knee.
I'm tired of being pushed back down;
I can't pull myself back up in this town.
Why can't I forget and get on with my life?
Cause I've been torn to pieces and stabbed with a knife.
Everyone has their opinion of me.
But no one takes the time to understand and see.
I am the one to blame for all that was done.
I need to be numb...so my feelings are none.
Quit saying I can make it...just need to stay strong.
I'm doing everything I can to keep plugging along,
not being strong. I don't deserve to get through
with all these emotions and thoughts that I brew,
I will just continue to fill all this pain.
Knowing all along I am the one to blame,
a mom is supposed to protect her child.
Now she might have to testify at his trial...
He continues to cause all this grief
I wish him dead...then maybe I could breathe.
He has no right...he should have to pay with his life.
For doing things to her...the a man does to a wife.
Everyone wants me to overcome this horrible bind.
I am trying but sometimes I feel intertwined.
Being in a relationship with someone so heinous,
especially with him. I feel this is outrageous.
I should have left when he started taking my freedom,
acting like I was a servant in his kingdom.
Why did I stay when he started being so possessive?
Instead I let it go even when he got aggressive.
I was so blind...didn't see any sexual abuse signs.
Leaving her home, while I went to work...with him at times.
This was me...putting her in this mess.
I pray she will overcome this and be a success.
She is the strong one that keeps me going.
The power she has without even knowing.
The pain is more than her share.
This life of hers is so unfair.
This is why I keep moving along.
She keeps going on strong.

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Friends Are Suppose To Be

Friends are suppose to be 'til the end
One's that I've had were just pretend
People don't care about loyalty and trust
Throwing family values away...it's unjust
Everyone forgets to give...only looking to gain 
Things we learned growing up became in vain 
Betrayal and backstabbing shouldn't be used
This behavior can caus hearts to be bruised
Then surrounded by awful thoughts
Guilt will come...causing you loss

You, I could share everything with
But I know that was just a myth
You pretended to listen and care
When all you wanted was more despair
Taking everything I ever said
And using it against me instead
You just turned everything around
To make sure you knocked me back down
Making friends shouldn't be so hard
But me having trust, you have scared

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Deranged Thoughts

These people all around me who I thought I could trust
Questioning everyone and everything is now a must
I feel these things in my life are someone's big scheme
Or roof undercover project developed by a SWAT team
I don't understand what I did for this attention
It's not wanted, I can't live with all the tension
It's someone trying to make me go insane
I'm smarter than that, I know how to use my brain
People might believe my thoughts are deranged
I won't back down, my mind will be unchanged
I might not be so vocal but I know what I see
You're not that clever if you think you can out smart me
Just because you've had time to plan what you do
I'm not far behind getting ready to break through
Changing things that no conduct me will notice 
Make people think I am really loaded
But keep messing with me and you will see
That I can be worse than a fuming banshee 
When I come after you with the power of three
Everyone will hear you try and plea
When I get a hold of net I won't give and kind of mercy
After all the misery I've been through you're unworthy

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I'M Tired

I'm tired of all these fears
I'm tired of my tears
I'm tired of so much ache
That's why my smiles are fake

What should I call it when all I'm feeling is pain
Then loved one's look at me and all I see is shame
I don't want them knowing exactly how I suffer
Crying so much each and every day is even tougher

I feel like this is an all time low
Nothing can make me happy so darkness begins to grow
No joy, no hope, no drive
It's all a failure to strive
Only confusion and doubt
All this suffering and I still can't speak out

Life is unfair with all this anguish I can't bare
And the way I feel is too hard to share
This endless sorrow is so tough to live through
Why do I always have to be so sad and blue

I'm tired of all these fears
I'm tired of my tears
I'm tired of so much stress 
And not being able to express 

Dreadfully sad to know what's true
And how could I not have a clue
Some will believe I just didn't care 
Even I want to know how I was not aware

People around try to pretend
What I am going through they comprehend
Then these people talk about me behind my back
And this just causes me to have another panic attack

I realize I need help some kind of support
Because this will just get worse when it's time for court
He has already taken too much and caused so much pain
So why should I give him more satisfaction when he is the one insane
Give sometime for me to get back to being me 
One day I'll be strong again so I can be free

I'm tired of all these fears 
I'm tried of my tears
I'm tired of so much pain
So this, I'm trying to explain

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Miles Away But Still So Close

I put on my makeup in the hope for good day.
Although you're not here, so many miles away.
I take a lot of pictures for you to see.
Hoping that you will never forget me.
You are my true love and best friend.
So I can't let this go and come to an end.
Even though I have never met you face to face.
The word you speak to me, take me to that place.
I was searching for something, wasn't love at all.
Me resisting didn't keep you from coming through my wall.
I built it so strong to keep away unwanted pain.
You kept contacting me, you had nothing to gain.
I learned some men aren't always so shallow.
I still have issues, feelings of emptiness and hollow.
A lot of work needs done so I can be free.
Trying...over and over, not only for me.

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Life Is Confusing

Life is confusing, why so sad.
Even when I'm happy it's just for a tad.
I can't see where I want to be.
But I know its some place free.
From all this hurt that comes my way.
I need a change, I need to be strong...I can't stay.
I tell people I'm getting better, it's just an act.
I'm feeling more depressed than ever in fact.
I wish I didn't have feelings or didn't care.
But I can't get my thoughts out to share.
My life went from stability to not knowing.
Now it's obvious, don't like it showing.