Long Bumpy Road

We started having so much fun together. Being side by side all the time is not always better. All these different issues I have leave me edgy. With so many thoughts and feelings, I might not be ready. No matter how hard you try, you can't change me. This is something I must do myself, I hope you will agree. Hoping you will always have the patience to be by my side Cuz the road I must travel is going to be a bumpy ride. Many life changing things I have in my past. Happened one after another and all fast. I never had a chance to work through the hardest one. I gave up trying when my world no longer spun. Maybe that's what brought all this evilness my way. Attracting so much wrong doing in my life to stay. Someday it will change, I will have my moods in control. Be patient, all I need is time to soothe my soul.