Miles Away But Still So Close

I put on my makeup in the hope for good day. Although you're not here, so many miles away. I take a lot of pictures for you to see. Hoping that you will never forget me. You are my true love and best friend. So I can't let this go and come to an end. Even though I have never met you face to face. The word you speak to me, take me to that place. I was searching for something, wasn't love at all. Me resisting didn't keep you from coming through my wall. I built it so strong to keep away unwanted pain. You kept contacting me, you had nothing to gain. I learned some men aren't always so shallow. I still have issues, feelings of emptiness and hollow. A lot of work needs done so I can be free. Trying...over and over, not only for me.