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Rebecca Cagle Poem
you said you always wanted someone that
would stay by your side
but when i tried....
you left mine
you said you wanted someone that would be there
through thick and thin
and i was....
no matter what you did
you said you wanted someone that you
could call your wife
but....
i was willing to give you my life
i stayed by your side through thick and thin
i gave you my life....
but look how it ends.
Copyright © Rebecca Cagle | Year Posted 2007
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Rebecca Cagle Poem
all i ever wanted to do was make you proud
but as i sit back and smile
i relize that it would never worked out
you would find some reason to push me away
eventhough in your heart you wanted to stay
they say "you never know what you had till its gone''
but i knew what i had all along
maybe one day youll see what you lost
and when you do i hope it burns you like a ciggrett on your heart
i hope to god it rips you apart
i hope then youll see what you put me through
all the pain
all the crying
all those times i felt like diein
one day youll relize what you lost
but when you do ill be gone
youll relize that im the ONLY one that will put up wth your crap
and youll come running back
it never stoped you before
"but this time it will be diffrent"
yea thats what youll say
yea youre right it will be diffrent
cuz this time im not going to stay!!!
Copyright © Rebecca Cagle | Year Posted 2007
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Rebecca Cagle Poem
They tell me to just hold on, everything will be ok
But all i can think is that they've never had to live in this place
What they call my ''home sweet home''
I call hell
This is a place where ill never have the chance to be myself
Im stuck in a world where everyone around me thinks they're perfect,
like theres no wrong to anything they do
So i just try to tune them out
I stuff myself inside this little box where only me and my son can fit
No one can see past my smiles and laughter to this pain im feeling inside
Its like on the outside im all happy and smilen'
But on the inside im screaming for help,
but no one can hear me
Im stuck in this world all alone
this place aint reality i just want to go home
Im just waiting for the day where i dont have to wait ne more
And when it gets here i swear ima RUN out that door
With my son on my hip and bags in my hands
And i promise you
these people will NEVER see me again
They've pushed me to the very end
I hate the thought of being here for 2 more years
But all i can do is cry these unstoppable tears
Copyright © Rebecca Cagle | Year Posted 2007
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Rebecca Cagle Poem
Do you see me?
I'm STILL right here.
Do you see me?
You're so near,
yet you feel so far away.
Remember all those nights you begged me to stay?
And I did....
But then you faded away.
At one point I was everything you wanted.
At one point you couldn't even think about saying goodbye.
Confusion is all I feel.
You left me here, with this broken heart to heal.
Do you see me?
Or are you too stuck on yourself.
Do you see me?
I'm screaming for help.
Copyright © Rebecca Cagle | Year Posted 2008
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Rebecca Cagle Poem
If this wasn't ment to be then why did God let it go this far?
If I cant have tou to myself,
then why should anyone else?
Im tired of suffering while youre out partying with your friends.
I hate that I cant hid from all this,
but some how you find a way you can.
I hate when I see you for the first time in months.
I hate that I build myself up,
only to let you tare me down.
I dont wanna love you anymore.
I dont want to look at him and see you.
I dont wanna think of the "What If's".
I dont wanna see your face everywhere I go.
I dont wanna cry everytime I hear our song on the raido.
I dont wanna think about our past,
thinking of ways I could of made it last.
If you didn't love me,
then why did you lead me on?
If you didn't care then why were you holding on so strong?
If I was the one, then why are you with HER??
Copyright © Rebecca Cagle | Year Posted 2007
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Rebecca Cagle Poem
I looked past all your faults
i saw the real you....
while everyone was putting you down
I was the one holding you up....
you always said that you needed me....
so that you could be the man you always wanted to be
you said youd always be here
but...u just simply aint near
ive forgiven you for everything youve done
but just to find out that i wasnt the only one,
i gave up everything for you
i gave up my old life to start a new
and honestly i thought and was hope n' it would be with you
you just dont know how bad it hurts to see his face everyday, knowing that when
he grows up i have to tell him why you didnt want to stay
Although, i never understood why you left
its just something my heart will never forget
Copyright © Rebecca Cagle | Year Posted 2007
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