Broken Hearted

If this wasn't ment to be then why did God let it go this far? If I cant have tou to myself, then why should anyone else? Im tired of suffering while youre out partying with your friends. I hate that I cant hid from all this, but some how you find a way you can. I hate when I see you for the first time in months. I hate that I build myself up, only to let you tare me down. I dont wanna love you anymore. I dont want to look at him and see you. I dont wanna think of the "What If's". I dont wanna see your face everywhere I go. I dont wanna cry everytime I hear our song on the raido. I dont wanna think about our past, thinking of ways I could of made it last. If you didn't love me, then why did you lead me on? If you didn't care then why were you holding on so strong? If I was the one, then why are you with HER??