Why Am I Here
The depression is strong
Sometimes I wonder why
I was even born
I’m nothing but a stressor
in most people life
I make one mistake after
another in life
I keep thinking I found
love just to have my
heart ripped out and
handed me on a silver platter
Why am I here
Why am I even alive
I’m nothing but a burden
to everyone in
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, anxiety, depression, emotions, feelings,
Form: Free verse
Suicidal Thoughts
"Tell me how you feel,
Cause I wanna know "
It's all we left to say once another one goes
It's sad ?? we taking count once one is gone
And its even harder taking into account when they alive
Cause we've grown so tough we hide our pain in
Only for it to consume us like the darkness it
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, cry, death, humanity, sorrow,
Form: Free verse
Pensamientos Suicidas
Estos pensamientos suicidas me están matando lentamente y volviendo más Loca
Me cuesta despertarme y salir de la cama
Estoy cansada de sentirme débil, triste y cansada de sentir mi muerte tan cerca cada día se vuelve más difícil destruyo todo lo que toco ... tengo miedo de mi
Estoy cansada de sentirme y ser juzgada
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, depression, desire, fear, grave,
Form: ABC
Suicidal Thoughts
These suicidal thoughts got me lost inside my head
It's hard for me to wake up and roll out of bed
I'm tired of feeling weak, sad and I'm tired of feeling dead every day gets harder i destroy everything I touch .....I’m afraid Of my thoughts
I'm tired of feeling judged because nobody understands
And
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, blue, crazy, death, god,
Form: Dramatic Verse
Suicidal Thoughts
Suicidal thoughts often flashed across my mind.
I might have lived and died million times.
I searched for the way to reach suicidal point
Short cut, long cut any cut to reach.
But I couldn't get one
So I just postponed it for an hour.
My thoughts went on traveling too far
But it hanged between
If, that and this.
What will happen after
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, suicide,
Form: Verse
Suicidal Thoughts
How my mind races...how my heart breaks with every passing thought...each one weighing heavier on my heart! Every one causes me to roam closer to that cliff...closer to my escape...THEN I LOOK BEHIND ME and I see the hurt bewildered look upon my loved ones face...and I see a mirror image of myself...asking WHY? In
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, change, death, depression, how
Form: Blank verse
Suicidal Thoughts
I'm sitting here wondering.
What's wrong with me.
These cuts, blood, and scars.
Are all I really see.
I sit here alone.
With no one els around.
I have no one else.
I don't hear a sound.
I like to feel the pain.
'Cause I hate to be alone.
Finding someone else.
Pain is all that shows.
All I have are songs
And lyrics in my head.
Suicidal thoughts
When
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, death, depression
Form: Rhyme
Suicidal Thoughts
Every day i smile
to hide every emotiion and all the pain
i suffer through everyday
I keep everything bottled up
I dont let anyone know what im thinking
Im tired of everyone saying
Everything will be fine
I just want to give up and die
I know that no one really cares
Because if you cared you would look right into my
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, confusion, death, depression, hope,
Form: I do not know?
The Nightmare (Suicidal Thoughts)
Sometimes I feel like i wanna die
I'm gettin tired of living and dats no lie
So go get a casket, some flowers, and a shovel
So I can go to hell and come face to face with the devil
I'm going to tell him he's a coward to his face
Then tell him move aside so I can take
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Categories:
suicidal thoughts, death, depression
Form: Rhyme