Beyond the Blackbox
Attention:
This one is the problem child.
Mom and dad deny autonomy
take authority over a diary
supervised at all times; no privacy
door hinge wide open
so why are the walls closing in?
This home is an emotion free zone
Mom says save it for therapy
but stops taking me
says my borderline personality is burdening this family’s budget
believes I’ll be cured if she
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Categories:
medication, angst, anxiety, depression, mental
Form: Spoken Word
MEDITATION
Meditation, is a medication for the soul
Catapulting you into realms of serenity
Giving clarity, to act in any situation
Meditation yields calmness
The remedy for a disrupt mind
Connects you with the divine
Enhancing a communion with the Almighty
Sanitizing your thoughts and emotions.
Calmness is prior
The sharpener of thoughts
Helps to make a decision
Improving your
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Categories:
medication, africa, children, christian, community,
Form: Narrative
MY MEDICATION LIST MEDICAL HEALTHCARE TREATMENT FOR A CONFIDENTIAL HUMAN SOURCE USA
JUSTICE DEPARTMENT MEDICAL RELEASE MEDICATION LIST MEDICAL CARE FOR A CONFIDENTIAL HUMAN SOURCE INFORMANT FOR THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION
PTSD RESULTING FROM WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI MEDICATION KLONOPIN BUSPRIONE LEXAPRO 20 MG FOR SEVERE ANXIETY DISORDER 10 MG AT NIGHT I SUFFER SEVERE PANIC ATTACKS RESULTING FROM MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR
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Categories:
medication, allah,
Form: Naat
thirty
In three months I’ll turn thirty
And my sister will still be 25
Three months seems so long when
All you can think of
Is seeing those two little lines
Three months and you talk to his family
You’re married but they don’t recognize
That three months is too long
You can’t afford the trip but your trip into town is all
They talk
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Categories:
medication, age, angst, anxiety, birth,
Form: Free verse
Caught among the Wild
His meds kept Andrew sane
He lived with us, no one to blame
But one day he refused his pills
I knew what that meant, a battle of wills.
In a few days voices told Andrew to leave.
He vanished, left a note I didn’t believe.
I tracked his SIM card to Idaho.
I had lots on my plate but I had
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Categories:
medication, america, crazy, father son,
Form: Lyric
Dr please listen
Dr please listen
Dr. please listen,
I'm laid up in this bed and I'm wishin',
Hopin' for a doc to come with the vision,
To gimme pain meds,
the ones I've been missin'.
But into the wind,
man,
I been pissin',
Layin' here hopin' the docs would listen.
They'd rather see me suffer in pain,
So I may as well quit,
I'm makin' no gain!
It
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Categories:
medication, anger, angst, conflict, drug,
Form: Free verse
Medication
One’s existence sustains uncertainty,
disruption subsequent to such functionality.
Proceeding reality as my own assessment,
despite that it might get unpleasant.
What transpires within this body and mind
obliges the supplement’s empowerment to be one of a kind.
Attempting for a disparate upshot,
its side effects hit like a gunshot.
Normality dismantling this flow is
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Categories:
medication, 12th grade,
Form: Rhyme
Medication
Rubbing my palms together.
Too much heat, pills rolling on the counter.
Rolling and toiling.
The pills look bigger than usual.
A glass of water, sloshing, and splattering.
Medication is…
When it’s late and you want to go to bed.
Medication is,
White, green, blue.
Trying to grasp them.
They seem different today.
So do I,
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Categories:
medication, mental illness,
Form: Free verse
Medication
When I'm in depressed
I only look to the sun
I'm back to normal.
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Categories:
medication, depression, engagement, faith, health,
Form: Senryu
What You Said
What you said
Vs1
My hands are shaking
I light another cigarette
My heart is breaking
I wish i could forget
What you said to me
What you did to me
What you mean to me
Oh oh what you mean to me
Vs2
My eyes are heavy
I pour another drink
My stomach churning
I just don't wanna think
What you said to me
What you did to me
What you
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Categories:
medication, addiction, angst, betrayal, suicide,
Form: Lyric
Medication
A money pit for the poor- because doctors know that everyone needs medicine
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Categories:
medication, people,
Form: Monoku
Medication
Medication! By Sammie 2006
A row of bottles on my shelf
Caused me to analyze myself.
One yellow pill I have to pop
Goes to my heart so it won't stop.
A little white one that I take
Goes to my hands so they won't shake.
The blue ones that I use a lot
Tell me I'm happy when I'm not.
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Categories:
medication, addiction,
Form: Rhyme
Withdrawals
Trigger warning ??????????
This was a pretty hard piece to compile, and definitely a personal piece to post but my hope is it may reach someone who needs it.
Withdrawals
The pain is indescribable, but with my words I can but try,
To describe the hell on earth that withdrawals will supply,
It covers every single miniscule
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Categories:
medication, addiction, angst, anxiety, cry,
Form: Rhyme
Light Rises On Her Passage
free verse
Sheltered in safety's shadows.
Knowing God cares for her chief concern
Soon the golden sunshine will flourish.
She watches tiny minnows, skittering they scurry;
and notes the hawthorn berry’s smell, sweet yet faint.
She hears music from the brook; recalls a tune.
Whisp’ring rest, grace notes echo from limb to limb.
Twixt hearth and home, her heart cannot grasp
Trusting God, what
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Categories:
medication, 11th grade, heart, journey,
Form: Free verse
Sane Again
I've remembered how to be,
And recognized it though,
Before I did not dare to see,
That it had not been quite so.
It was I, and I was it,
And me, in neither lie,
Confused I stood to ever sit,
As essence, rather'd die.
Broken boy, battle lost,
Tell-tale acrimony,
Bitter breath, idle cost,
Ancient ceremony.
Until a hero outside met,
That inside I had hidden,
Unknown to
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Categories:
medication, adventure, age, anxiety, courage,
Form: Rhyme
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