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The night was lonely when my pills called for me. Stock piling them, not knowing if they’ll ever be used. I told myself I’d take them if life still didn’t get better. So down they went, at least a couple hundred. I didn’t die, but I caused a lot of pain for friends, family, and my lungs, man.

The ablulance took me to the emergency room in my town. There aren’t enough recourses to save a stupid suicidal teen, so they sent me hours away in a helicopter. The last thing I remember was going to sleep. When I woke up I had tubes in my throat and doctors and nurse telling me to cough so the pills would pump out of my body. How can you cough with a tube in your throat though?

A day later, I was sent to a mental hospital where things only plummeted even more. There were about twenty people there, but I only made friends with two. Eventually more came and I had new friends for a few days. They had therapy dogs to help us psychos feel a little better until you’d go to art and be criticized by staff and become more suicidal. yay!

I was put on antidepressants which made my bipolar disorder peak. They eventually made me lose 80 percent of my memory, so your girl stopped taking them.

Then I got better. Believe me, I too, was an “it never gets better” person. I still was for months after leaving that mental hospital because the experience was so bad, but if you focus on the negative, how can you get better. My old cringy poems from years ago are a great example of how I thought things would suck for ever.

Now, it’s been a bit over a year, and my perspective on life has changed. No longer am I a pessimistic angry teen who hates everyone. I found little things to hold on to so I hade a “purpose” until bigger things that gave me a bigger purpose came along. I wish any who has “it will never get better” ingrained in their head will find a way to make it bearable for them to keep pushing until they realize things do get better.

If I would’ve died, I would’ve lost so much that I didn’t even know I’d gain.

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Spare Yourself the Misery

Don't get too happy
It'll never last
Don't you remember
Like the rest in the past

You trusted them when
They said they'd stay
So stupid and hopeless 
But now you pay

You pay everyday
With your fake smile
You thought they would stay
At least for awhile 

They never stay
Someone eventually gets tired
No matter what
Your time together has now expired

They will always leave
So put up your wall
The only thing they love
Is when you fall

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Goodbye

Oh my dear
Big sharp knife
Slit my throat
Take my life

Take my hunger
Dry my eyes
Load the gun
Say quick goodbyes

Take the blade
Cut my wrist
Feel the pain
Tighten my fist

Lights fade
Time flys by
Get the rope
Frantically tie

Get a chair
Place it right
Once you jump
Don't try to fight

Seeing your life
Flashing fast
You remember everything
In your horrible past

The flashing stops
Everything's black
I suddenly realize,
There's no going back

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Worth It

Cover your wrists
Dry your eyes
Put the blade down
Stop hurting your thighs

Come out of the dark
Be strong and fight 
Don't give up yet
Your future's bright

Open your computer 
Talk to a friend
Keep in mind
This isn't the end

Don't tie a rope 
Put down those pills
Step off the chair
You've got enough thrills

Lay down your head
Don't cry and weep
You're worth it I promise
Now try to sleep

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Sorry

Dear little me,
I never meant to fail. 
Who knew this would be our life?
Please continue to try to prevail

If you don't you'll regret everything
You'll start giving up on your passions
You'll become super depressed
And even stop eating your rations

Now.. You don't really smile.
What happened to being happy?
I thought my life was together.
This wasn't who I wanted to be.

I want to be joyful, 
Not always sad.
Now you cry a lot,
Even when you're mad

I'm just a circle,
Everyone else is a square.
Why am I so different?
Do I belong anywhere?

My depression keeps repossessing,
I still take everything to heart.
But now I'm also stressing
And everyday I fall apart.

I still try to be positive,
I honestly do.
But it's rather hard
When people take advantage of you.

So I stopped listening to my heart
And let my brain take control
Now my heart is colder
And the worlds still dull

But that's okay I guess
Because we feel less pain
Your best friend's your doubt
And your depression is your gain.

So now I'm apologizing
To four year old me.
Because I wasn't good enough
To be who you wanted to be.

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Random

Hide your face
You're torn apart
They keep on beating 
Your once happy heart

They push and shove
Put you through hell 
Nobody helps
Or listens when you tell

You start getting up 
They push you back down
You got to be strong
Don't show them your frown

You stare at the blade
Weary and tired
Filled with sadness
Wishing your life had expire

You take the blade
Cut so deep
Blood rushes out
You release a weep

With your last breathe 
You manage to say
"I'm so sorry
It got worse everyday"

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Random

Roses are red
Violets are blue
My lungs are weak
My heart is too

I'm losing my vision
Everything fades
My life almost over
My debt is paid

I see my memories
Fash before me
My life has been fulfilled
I'm finally free

I whisper my last words 
While slipping away
As my eyes close 
I know it's my last day

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Faith

I'm trying to find God
But it's harder than I thought
Having faith isn't something
That can just be bought.

It's hard to believe 
When he watches you fall
When he doesn't help you up
Does he joke of it all?

What does he do
When my hearts full of pain
When I cry for help
Or say his name in vain?

Does he even want peace 
Does he want us to be free
I guess I'll just leave it to fate
And see who I turn out to be.