Sorry

Dear little me, I never meant to fail. Who knew this would be our life? Please continue to try to prevail If you don't you'll regret everything You'll start giving up on your passions You'll become super depressed And even stop eating your rations Now.. You don't really smile. What happened to being happy? I thought my life was together. This wasn't who I wanted to be. I want to be joyful, Not always sad. Now you cry a lot, Even when you're mad I'm just a circle, Everyone else is a square. Why am I so different? Do I belong anywhere? My depression keeps repossessing, I still take everything to heart. But now I'm also stressing And everyday I fall apart. I still try to be positive, I honestly do. But it's rather hard When people take advantage of you. So I stopped listening to my heart And let my brain take control Now my heart is colder And the worlds still dull But that's okay I guess Because we feel less pain Your best friend's your doubt And your depression is your gain. So now I'm apologizing To four year old me. Because I wasn't good enough To be who you wanted to be.