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Light Yagami Poem
The little pity committee
And I'm the president
I see everything that's
Good as a strange gesture just
to get close to me
Then when I feel they are in my
hearts they love to tweak it
Rip it, shred it, obliterate it
I thought I could change
But it gets worse
And everytime it gets worse I
want to cling to someone else
so they can help me
Yet
I become an even bigger
burden
And everyone I cling to leaves
me
I can't deal with this alone
I need someone
My whole life is based upon one
person
The only person who hasn't
ripped
My heart out and skewered it
with the points of their teeth
And as soon as that person
decides to change
As will I
And the rags
The remaining trash of my
heart left in my soul will yearn
for a new horizon summoned in
one word
Death
Copyright © Light Yagami | Year Posted 2014
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Light Yagami Poem
These nightmares
They Follow me around
Feeding off my fear and
anguish
Falling in love with my hatred
Repeated everyday
It changes as it finds more
ways than one to torture me
From the people I love
To the memories I try to keep
But these nightmares
They fog these memories I claw
to as
I bang my head for changing
the only beloved thoughts of
my old life
My old friends
My old thoughts
I lay in my bed
Fetal position
Trying to comfort myself
Rocking to the memory of my
mother's voice
Why can't I just live back to
when everything was care free
When I was happy?
When life isn't revolved around
one prayer that you wish that
would come true
That would change everything
for me forever
Is god listening?
Can he hear my prayers of
sadness floating like a storm
cloud to the heavens?
I cry myself to sleep
Dreaming of the past of my
faithful memories
But I still wake up
And the nightmares repeat
again.
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Light Yagami Poem
Am I a good friend? Why can't I
Be?
Except
When I try
They ignore me
It's all I can feel
Loneliness
I've asked before
"Do you hate me?"
And they still give me
Bitter lies
Am I a good friend?
What did I do wrong?
Why can't I trust your answers?
Why won't you talk to me?
I'm alone in this empty world
I thought I was good enough
for them
Maybe they will stop ignoring
me when they see I've
Disappeared
Vanish from mind's eyes
Would they show emotion?
Would they even glimpse at my
shadow?
These were my thoughts
Before I made my choice
What happened to me?
I broke gods grip upon me
A life with no judgement
No sickness
No disappointment
Why can't everyone do this?
Escape the devils playground
Where he whispers in your ear
Makes you angry
Brings you to your inner being
But here, I can be alone. In this
corner of space
Beautiful
Vast
Endless joy
I thought I was suppose to
make everyone see me
In a new vision
Of my past
They never game me a chance
That's how cruel they
Can be
They saw me as an ignorant
fool
They embarrassed me
Bullied me
But now I can laugh at them
As I see them below me
Copyright © Light Yagami | Year Posted 2014
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Light Yagami Poem
If I was not my self
And you were someone else
I'd say so much to you
And I'd tell you the truth
Of as to whom I am
And as to who I want to be
I'm dead in the water
Can't you see?
I'm stuck at the bottom of the
ocean
No one can get to me
Unless they try
Unless they figure out how
To lure me out
I stay hidden
Unfound by you
I'd tell you my life story
If you'd listen
I'd give you my heart
If you'd take it
But there's no point in trying
Because it seems to me
You don't really care
You have your own future
And as do I
Our lives will never enter twine
As you push me away
You may not see it
But it's all I see
Copyright © Light Yagami | Year Posted 2014
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Light Yagami Poem
It's sad
This little part of the world I'm
living on
And I feel like there are so
many problems connected here
And I think
Maybe if I move away these
problems
These problems
They will evaporate
Like smoke through my fingers
But
These problems aren't
connected to the place we are
But are the thought and actions
we are connected to
Our ball and chain
Latched to our legs and buried
in the skin of our bodies
They stay there
Forever
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