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Kierstein Mcfarland Poem
Love hurts and people change. Things go wrong and things get strange. But life goes on and you only life it once. Be strong cause things will get better over the months. I thought I was heartbroken, I thought you were my world. You fooled me though, made me think I was your only girl. But all along, you didnt care. Im not sure, your were even completely there. But now I've moved on, when I thought it was impossible. I had to be the bigger person in this breakup, I was responsible. I let it get to me, but I didnt let it ruin me completely. I didnt do anything about the hurt you caused me, I acted so sweetly. I let you walk all over me, I tried to ignore how you disrespected me. But when I ended things, the pain was easier to see.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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Would you believe me if i said im inlove, if i said i couldnt amagine my life any other way. That if i said i cant live without you, that i hope your here to stay. I remember when i was heartbroken, i remember when i cried myself to sleep everynight. But now youve changed my life and i know everythings alright. I dont have to worry about getting hurt or being alone. I know that if i ever need you that all i gotta do is call your phone. You listen to what i have to say, you give me the advice i need. You help me through tuff times and make it easier to succeed. So what im trying to say is I love you.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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The pains starting to kick in now that i am all alone.
I wish i could just take everything back and make it all how it use to be.
I was so happy when it was just you and me.
Everyones made these lies and rumors to make me look bad.
I know thats the reason your so mad.
You dont believe them but you dont wanna look dumb.
I feel so broken inside. I
ts like when you left, a part of me died.
I held it back for some time and i feel so stupid for not chasing what was mine.
I acted like everything was okay like i was just fine.
No adam, no. You have no idea baby you dont know.
Your probably gonna laugh when you read this.
If i ever get the guts to even email you this.
Youll probably show your friends and have a laugh with them.
To me, you were always that perfect him.
I looked aside on your inperfections and made them perfect.
I wish i wouldve told you, none of this was worth it.
I never cheated. I never meant to hurt you.
I shouldve told you the whole story.
Maybe we would still be together, maybe we couldve lasted forever.
Now your gone, and im all alone. Baby, come back.. you were my back bone.
I never thought what we had, would ever end so bad.
I miss all the memories we shared. At all the other jealous couples that stared.
I miss being your baby girl, i miss being one of the important things to you in this world.
Im not ready to through almost two years away, i fell in love with you and i still feel the same way.
You are and always will be number one. Please dont let me go. Im falling apart. I need you..
**Please do not correct my poem in any way I am only 14 I will learn from my mistakes but I was in a hurry just typing away what was on my mind.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2014
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There's this girl who thought you were really hot, so she messaged you and y'all began to talk a lot. Then you found out she was carrying a little one, but it never occurred to you that he was one day gonna be your step son. You secretly thought to yourself this won't last, but then time passed. And You stuck by her side through the pregnancy, then began to fall for her seriously. You and her had a connection that you had never had with anyone else before, and day after day you started to love her more and more. Months had went by and you were happy you had given this a try. Even though she was having someone else's child, you still smiled. Because you became attached to her, no matter how things were. As time started to speed up, she asked you to come with her to a ultra sound check up. That day was the day that it all hit you, that just a few more months and the baby was due. You were nervous and excited, maybe just a little frightened. You didn't know how having a child would change things, but you were down for whatever it brings. She kept gaining weight, but to you she still looked great. She was so thankful to have you, and you were thankful to have her too. She started to become more and more insecure, wishing she could go back to being littler. But you made her feel better about herself everyday, just by the way you looked at her and by the things you'd say. Then one night she started to have a sharp pain, so she went an lied in bed with her mother and didn't complain. Till two hours later, the pains grew greater. She got up to pee and her water broke, that's when her mom had to be awoke. Rushing to the hospital, she was scared just a little. Blowing up your phone panicking, letting you know what was happening. When she got there she setback, and waited for you to text back. Finally you did and you were asking her if she was okay, she told you she was having the baby today. She wanted you to be there so bad, and you're parents wouldn't let you go which made you so sad. She wanted you there too, you parents told you no so you didn't know what to do. To make the both of y'all feel better she texted you the whole time she was in labor, cause talking to you made her feel safer. She stopped replying, you sent her another text worrying. But still no reply, and you were dying to know why. So you texted her mother, who replied with a picture of the new born baby boy and his mommy staring at each other.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2016
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Its bad enough that everyday I walk down memory lane, &&' It really puts me in alot of pain. I've been doing the best that I can, but I am who I am. I'm getting tired of everyones exspectations, people always pulling me in different directions. Even when I'm falling down, people still push me on the ground. I'm gonna keep trying, no more lying. No more games, done mentioning names. Being two-faced isn't cool, it just makes you look like a fool. I'm never looking back, that life was wack. I'm done trying to make everyone happy, when they treat me so crappy. I may not have alot of friends, in the end, but atleast I don't have to pretend. I'm gonna be true, with or without you. You'll see, I'm done letting people get to me.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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God i don't know where to start, because Iove you with all of my heart. Jerry Jacob Eaton you are the love of my life. And one day I hope I'm lucky enough to call myself your wife. Because when I look at you, I see no flaws, no imperfections. All I see is love and perfection. It's crazy how it's been almost a year and you still give me butterflies, every time I look into your eyes. I swear I fall in love with you every time I see you, I just wish you knew. I mean I know I'm territorial and sometimes it gets out of control, but it's because I've never felt a love like this, a love I just can't let go. Like you've got me bad baby, the kinda bad that's driving me crazy. Hell I'm obsessed with you, like you're all I ever think about. The love I have for you, knows no amount. I mean my life literally revolves around you, I'm always waiting for your text or call. While taking care of our son, watching Netflix and all. But honestly I do see myself with you forever, hell I've even got our entire future planned out together. It's all in my head now, but one day it's all gonna be happening. And we're gonna have our own house and our little ones running around laughing. But i swear you're always on my mind when I go to bed and when I wake up. Wherever I go or wherever I end up. We're stuck together till the end of time, you're my ride or die partner in crime. Oh, and I can't wait till the end of the day, when I will be lying next to you in our own comfy bed at night. And to me, that sounds like a perfect life, alright babe? .
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2015
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I'm feeling down, &&' I'm already on the ground. I cant get any lower, my patience is getting slower. I've already hit the floor, &&' I'm becoming sore. I'm not sure where I went wrong, but now I dont belong. I'm like the unknown, all alone. This feeling is unbarable, the pain is unbelievable. I'm ready to walk out the door, I can't take no more. This is why I don't trust, I always get pushed in the dust. Now I got to cover my eyes, &&' ignore all your lies. I've been left in the rain, I've felt the pain. I knew things were wrong, but I stayed along. Now I'm here all alone, waiting for the sound of my phone. I wouldn't wish for my worst enemy to feel this way, that's what I have to say. I didn't really have a choice, now I'm missing the sound of your voice. I made mistakes that wont fade, not even with a blade. My heart isn't bullet proof, &&' that's the truth.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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I feel like I'm living someone elses life, a life in strife. I've been strong, but when will I belong. I feel so alone, but I'm doing ok on my own. I can't describe the pain, but I keep in mind every storm runs outa rain. I use to think our love was unbeatable, but really its unforgettable. Everyday I walk down memory lane, trying to ignore the pain. He crosses my mind everyday, when will all this go away. There's gotta be something more, my heart is becoming sore. My momma doesn't have to worry, because I'm not sorry. I know he made the mistake, and he's the reason I have this heartache. What we had, was bad. I shouldn't have let it go that far, your just another scar.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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Sometimes I like to pretend, things never came to a end. But over time, our love became a crime. I didn't know what we had, would ever end so bad. But then I knew things weren't right, when we started to fight. Now I walk down memory lane all the time, the pain is worst then committing a crime. We only caused eachother pain, but we were eachothers maine. I thought things would be alright, but I cried alot that night. I don't want things to change, without you my life is strange. You said you wanted me so much it started to hurt that you couldn't wait, now im just another person you hate. When you said you didn't care, I knew the person I loved was no longer there. You aren't the same, the new you is lame. We both fell, now it's hell. You use to always be here for me, like family. But now your nowhere in sight, things aren't right. Empty is all that I can feel, I still can't believe this is real. I didn't mean to let you get away, I didn't know what to say. Am i with the right guy, or am i telling myself a lie. I was afraid to loose what we had, but to you that choice was bad.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2013
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I know I'm not the best role model and I know I'm not the best big sister ever. But I do try my best and I'll love you forever. You're my baby girl, I wouldn't trade our friendship for the world. I'm the luckiest older sister, to have someone like you. And I promise everything I'm saying is true. You're always there for me, and I'm always there for you. Oh yeah, and you're the craziest little thing to. I love your personality, even though you can be hard to handle sometimes. But for the most part were usually having fun times. I'm so proud of you, you're growing up on me. Like I miss you being so little, but then again I love the woman you've came to be. Stay strong beautiful, you've always got me. No matter what, even when you feel like you've got nobody. I love you little me, be good. You'll go far in life, I bet on anything you could.
Copyright © Kierstein Mcfarland | Year Posted 2015
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