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Anjali Gandhi Poem
Words today fail me
My hurt left inside
Wrapped into red blanket
Suffocating to die
It would not work
Will it?
Not telling what pains
But how can I say it
When it’s an unfamiliar lane
I don’t know the end
Nor the start of this path
What has happened to me
To my heart
Why it hurts so much
For things unknown
I have not dared to see
What was shown
The fear shackles my skin
Rattles my bone
Why choose a companion
In the end you leave alone
Bitter taste of the truth
Lies on the tongue unfazed
A sting to remind
Reality in misty haze
Bottomless well of sorrow
It pulls you in fast
Dive no deeper than that
it is here to last.
Copyright © Anjali Gandhi | Year Posted 2022
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
My beauty was a pledge I took
Beauty hidden in plain face
In the small secured, kind place
Beauty beyond what was seen
What I had become from what I had been
From the impaired to the mended
Something that surpassed all the barriers
The kind of beauty that chooses its carriers
Copyright © Anjali Gandhi | Year Posted 2024
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
Love that finds no means to return
Stays stuck in a void
Of what if’s and what nots
It makes a loop of an unending cycle
Only to be broken and lay
Spattered
No guilt, no promises
Love that only goes on one path
Is forgotten to all others
But oneself
It carries the faith
Of a thousand loyal devotees
For a god made of cold stone
Staring down on those at his feet
You only a speck in a pile of dust
Love only given
Is a story of nightmares
Tugged into bed of the darkest nights
With tears of smoke
And smiles of glass
No trace of what had stayed
And what hadn’t
It is the utter helplessness
And the strength
To do what one must
To live with a burden
Worthy of skies
While not pouring out
The thunder and the cries.
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
In a society
that has always seen love as reckless and impulsive
I have tasted a different dish,
a side that is usually not explored
With sweet touches and sweeter words
Cautious of effect they have,
With distance so less and yet so more
Miles have to be yet travelled on this road
With gestures that speak more than one can
Beating heart is all I can hear
And his voice
With smooth edges of smiles he cannot hide
And a smirk tracing the tease in the comment
Of eyes that touch the deepest parts of me
Hidden not by clothes but by skin
Of the warmth that spreads within
I have glazed at the bump in his check
With the desire to see his face dipped in smile before pleasure
The love that is careful beyond measure
Because it knows it is the stick of support to stand
And the curves of lives at each end point
A surprise wrapped with faith in all
That has to the ability
To make someone happy
To make someone sad
I have seen love being handled
Like a child in the womb of mother
A bubble made for comfort and growth
Without pain and grief
And it a pleasant way of seeing it
which is criticized so much for the rush it gives.
Love like that warm comfortable home
carrying a tired sad soul.
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
My greatest failure was that
I never had enough of them
I chose the last seat
The second best
Tried hard
But never harder
I flew with my wings
Close to ground
Safe in the knowledge
That the fall will never hurt
Never really understanding
The beauty of the sun
The blaze of risking
All that I had
So that the weak bones of mine
Could burn away
with the ability to shine
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
Tell me words, words of pain
Of broken abandoned lanes
Dreams you dreamt
In the cover of night
Have you lost all that
Ever made you bright?
Do you whimper from wounds
That never heal?
Do you also swallow taunts
At every meal?
Do you eyes swell
from tears?
Has it ever become
Too much to bear?
I want to hear your
Bitter laughs and broken smiles
So let me stay
for some more while
as you stand beneath the
burden of skies
trying to survive
one of a thousand lives.
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
When the water sang fire
Sweet roaring flames engulfed
And molded into melodies
Of a dreamer
From a far away land
I heard it speak words of love
Of guilt and regret
Choosing to let go
Before every holding it,
Marveling its beauty.
Greed embedded and woven
With each wave who dared
To touch the hot passion
Anger of the red perishing under the blue
While it looks fiery swimming underneath
Water and fire blended
Into a sky that bled heavy
Drops fall and carcass
The dry swollen skin
Who hides the soul-
Of a lover and a dreamer
Of what had been and will never be again
Of the joy and the pain
Of all that lost for no gain
A warrior fallen before the battle
Fallen from the grace of skies
To the water that sang of fire.
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
As you pull your hand
Out of mine
I want to hold tighter
Onto the slipping shine
You will go
But not go alone
You take my smile
And my heart
All I felt
All I could not
Practical and precise
you ended it all
If you ask me
I am still unsure of the call
Because you might
Not be what I deserved
But I certainty will wish you again
if I did it once more
you were
the laugh
and the shout
the tears I could not stop
you are still the reason
I will choose to drop
From grace of skies
Into the pits filled with red
If you are what I will get
I will swallow what was said
I promise myself
Each time I see you
It is the last time I will cry
And it is the end of us two
But this hole keeps
Pulling me back
can you tell me
What was it that I lack?
Why did you go
Is it me?
Because I have tried a lot
to become what you wanted me to be
yet you still turn
and only your shadows stay
will your memories ever leave
will it ever be that day?
When I will wake
Without the bitter taste
Without feeling
That it was all a waste
When I will remember
It wasn’t meant to be
When finally between us
I will choose to choose me.
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
We love all that death touches
And so maybe we love in halves
We give and yet hold back
Because when we hurt
We fear the ash, our fire might become
The air that will scatter it
The wind swallowing it, erasing it
When we smile, we do it slight
Let’s not tempt fate
Into making it harder
The past is buried, forgotten
Not forgiven
We muse and then carry guilt
Over dreams squashed by our tiny feet
No one pushed us to do
And so maybe we did it because of them
we hold our heart into cages
of glass and iron
we peep outside and wish for freedom
then close the doors
don’t look back
we act selfless to hide our desires
kill a little of ourselves
to make it look more polished
where others grin at mirrors,
we pick out flaws
we want to love all that death touches
but ourselves and our hearts.
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Anjali Gandhi Poem
My words are tired
My mind’s a little slow
My hands are empty
I have nothing to show
My heart beats faster
I run towards no end
I want to scream and tell
I am not what I pretend
My scars are ugly
But they are a few less
I have no energy left
To sort out this mess.
Copyright © Anjali Gandhi | Year Posted 2022
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