Let Go

As you pull your hand Out of mine I want to hold tighter Onto the slipping shine You will go But not go alone You take my smile And my heart All I felt All I could not Practical and precise you ended it all If you ask me I am still unsure of the call Because you might Not be what I deserved But I certainty will wish you again if I did it once more you were the laugh and the shout the tears I could not stop you are still the reason I will choose to drop From grace of skies Into the pits filled with red If you are what I will get I will swallow what was said I promise myself Each time I see you It is the last time I will cry And it is the end of us two But this hole keeps Pulling me back can you tell me What was it that I lack? Why did you go Is it me? Because I have tried a lot to become what you wanted me to be yet you still turn and only your shadows stay will your memories ever leave will it ever be that day? When I will wake Without the bitter taste Without feeling That it was all a waste When I will remember It wasn’t meant to be When finally between us I will choose to choose me.