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Nasilele Mubyana Poem
Sometimes in life
We need a journey
A five year walk
Of intelligence and maturity
At the age of eleven
Thrust into the journey
A five year equation
Turned into four
Its stoichiometry persevering
A golden web
Spun glisteningly around
A silver blade
Ready with armour
Sood do you find
Its golden silk
Rots inside
Despite your glory
And quite honour
You suffer bruises
Cuts and blisters
And when your tedious journey is over
You stand precariously
Smiling
A true L.A. survivor
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2008
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I woke up one morning and my little girl was sliding on lip-gloss.
I woke up one morning and my little girl had hips and breasts.
I woke up one morning and my little girl was beautiful.
I woke up one morning to a boy on my front porch.
I woke up one morning to my little girl crying into her pillow.
I woke up one morning to my little girl’s broken heart.
I woke up one morning to my little girl’s battered face.
I woke up one morning in a prison cell.
I woke up every morning with a need to protect my daughter, my little girl.
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2013
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In my heart, I know I have made a mistake.
Yet the pain of reality does not sicken my mind into the fairest decision.
I am but without envy.
I am a coward, to seek not love but passion.
Truly in hopes of future love that one day true emotion will wither its source straight into my lover’s heart and for once he will look into my eyes and see himself, as he should; as my heart’s truest desire.
I am mistaken for a mistress and he for a companion.
I am lost within the meaning of this love.
Cruel, more so, the devil has had me covet more than I should ever ask for. Grieving, as I am, I am a shadow in his future, my definition blurred beyond a tale; never will I surface in the history of his years to come.
Time has seen me reduced to a past time and silenced to a mistress.
He leaves me without a promise of honor and an empty womb.
I look upon my predicament and wonder, how I made this mistake.
I have granted my heart to a mockery
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2013
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I too was once loved
As I remember
A time when his name
Caused seizures in my tummy
Oxygen debts to my beating heart
Dreams to my forgotten mind
The north wind to my soul
Life sights that can never be appreciated when not seen by his side
I too was once loved
As I remember
A moment in time when the clock ran
And I bathed in its ticking
A time when never
Did I wonder
Nor did I covet
For he was all that I needed
With him and in him
I found me
My inner beauty
My hidden talents
My flaws
Of greed
Envy
Obsession
Vanity
Egoism
Insensitivity and
Tyranny
My flaws
All beyond his care
I too was once loved
As I remember
A point during my greatest flaws,
When I was shown
Sincerity
Compassion
Tolerance
Commitment
Forgiveness
Love and
Passion
All taken for granted
And now I too understand
Why I was once loved
Why his beauty can never love my beast again
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2011
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Strange it is
To look back
At your previous younger years
See the person you have slowly become
Seldom done
Rare events bring about a compulsion
To reminisce
There is no bitter sweet
Merely an acceptance
There is no regret
Merely mistakes been
And forgotten
Harshly learned cliché lessons of life
Teenage tears, whose causes seem all so trivial
I wake and wonder
Who I am growing to be
Realising that with all this changing we go through
As we get older
It is truly possible to be born
An apple and die an orange
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2014
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Shame has closed the way to through the gate
Darkness now has clouded its pristine pavement
Trees: …
Speak not of its existence
Speak not of its doorway
Speak not of its key
Clouds hide the sun’s rays
Daring it to try one move
Iron bars shield for its defense
Putrid smell diffuse through its cracks
The wood fails beneath its derelict ness
Ho! Ho! Does it cry
Voices cry from within the get
Hence where do they come from
Cries: …
So morbid
So malcontent
So sardonic
What confusion is this?
So then where is the gatekeeper?
What say ye?
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2008
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The mines have taken my strength
taken my sight
and taken my breathe
Crawl to the light I cannot, thus my
Energy
Nor will I see the light before I die
I am hopeless.
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2009
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Each year we grow a year
But the expenses grow more wholesome
Each year the talk grows weary
A duty nonetheless
Now my emotions
Have less composure
I cannot comprehend
The depth of this problem
If there is one at all
Perhaps you’ve grown tired
Of this tedious intimacy
Or a bore am I?
Your patience worn out
It’s the answer we all dread
It’s like a hangman’s noose intimidating you
Oh Daniel, Daniel
I’ll only ask once – (dear me)
Tell me
Am I losing you?
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2008
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I see North Africa
Through a little girl’s eyes
Continental ignorance
Stagnant in their reflection
Oppression
Like sinuous flames
In the heat of their arid deserts
I see America
With its once prolific economy
One man
It tumbled all
Two elections – “it’s all your fault!”
Teetering precariously, waiting…
For Obama to hold it together
I see Europe
Where art thou now?
Hiding like politicians – fools they are
Come out, come out
Where ever you are
Bush needs his poodles
Ha Ha Ha!
You’re all in this together
Manipulating each other
Pretending to need the UN more than the other
Who’s ruling the UN Bush or its general secretary
Britain cannot criticize, they ruled the League of Nations
You’ll never step up to the plate
And be manly enough
To take the blame for the world’s disastrous fate.
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2008
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Don’t riddle me a mistake
Every tomorrow brings a new day.
Every new day is a continuation of the previous day.
Every previous day’s problems follow on into the next day
so the past should fail, to be forgotten
So, it is history?
but how can I explain, the past is the present.
The past was yesterday
but yesterday begins today.
Yesterday is your life today
Forgetting the past is like flouting the present
if you let it go, you lose yourself.
I will not let it go.
I won’t be forgotten.
I will not fade nor blend with the shadows.
I won’t silence myself, as the wind does in summer.
I deserve to be more than the present.
I deserve to be remembered today
for what I was yesterday
So don’t riddle me a mistake
I didn’t not force myself on you.
I am grateful though
because of you,
yesterday I breathed
today I am alive
So don’t riddle me a mistake!
Copyright © Nasilele Mubyana | Year Posted 2011
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