Lemme tell ya' about a
I met her one night
under disco lights
up at Candies
starin' at me
grittin' her teeth
aimin' ta' see
if I wanted a piece
by way of flashin' granny panties
actin' a fool
took a shot
and one tiny glance
but got caught
lit up a smoke
and tried to play it off cool
but it was too late
she had pulled up a stool
"Hey young felluh, where ya' been all my life!"
"Sorry to burst yir' bubble, but I got a wife!"
"That don't matter kid, what she don't know won't hurt the girl"
as she fisted my collar and yelled, "I'LL ROCK YIR' WORLD! Annie the Tranny is what they call me. Bet you been wanted ta' bone me since you first saw me!"
Fear and frustration danced on my face
I begged the bouncer to
"Get this he/she outta the place!"
My pleas were to no avail,
and that sea donkey lurked hot on my trail
flailin' it's arms and grindin' bar stools with it's tail
Speakin' of tails...
a shiny blue wale tail crept up her back
Her jeans were mean, but couldn't hold her underwear's elastic slack
but at least it beat feastin' eyes upon her crack
wrapped her grimy hands around my neck and asked,
"You n' me, boy, what the heck!?!"
"Look here lady, you seem real nice for a tranny;
to hit the bricks,
and yir' Granny Panties!"
At that point the joint started to really heat up
people were glarin' like they really wanted me beat up
I can't recall how the hell I got out of there
alive and free
it was like a big manly freight train
headin' dead at me
I'm pretty sure I owe the good Lord a big favor
that beast was the devil
and Jesus was my Savior!
It's a night I thought would never end...
the night at Candies Bar n' Grill
Granny Panty Annie got a thrill
tryin' to make me her sexy friend!!!
In a new road,
Rain will fall,
Wind may blow,
Swifting our woe.
The road forever on and on,
Many paths to choose,
Many paths to take,
Through the shadows,
Through the night,
Clouds going by,
There we will lie,
Seeing shivered land,
Seeing the dead seas...
Through the edge,
Miles to go,
Rain may fall,
Through the nightfall,
Through the twilight,
Through the dusk,
Through the dawn,
Paths on and on,
'Till the road comes along...
Someone once told me that my dreams wouldn’t come true
And for some reason I believed them too
So I just stopped trying
And ended up all alone in the dark crying
There was no ignoring the pain I felt inside
But I didn’t show it because of my pride
But in spite of everything else
I decided to start all over myself
I accomplished so many things it was unbelievable
So now the word on the block is “Aaron made it, that’s impossible”
But that’s where you wrong
I’m standing on my own two feet and I ain’t gonna fall
I’m that helping hand that’ll answer anyone’s call
All of my achievements are adding chapters to my book
So before you fix your mouth to say she’s failed take another look
I’ve grown up to be what I wanted to be
And not some black person they see as charity
So the next time someone says your dreams wont come true
Just think of it as being a point you have to prove
We bound down the stairs, out into the light-of-day, and into the blue of the
misty breezes, heavily laden with the smell of wild sea salt roses that grow in
perfusion along the winding road, that bends and turns in gentle lifts and dips to
the other side of the bay, where it crosses the bridge and rises up and winds
away, over the hill.
Overhead the seagulls screech and glide over the ocean spray that washes on
the rocks on the lower banks behind our house along the Fundy Bay, where we
run like the wind through the fields of fresh cut hay and make our way to the
rocky mantle below .
There in the volcanic plateau, worn smooth as glass by the constant rolling
weight of the ocean, is our pool, known by all in our village, as ‘Lizza’s Bathtub’,
created by the eruption of the earth’s inner core, millennia’s ago.
We slip into the still, salty water that has been warmed beneath the blazing sun,
and float with the perry winkles and tiny crabs and listen to the sound of the
ocean, that roars beneath us as it leaves in the receding tide, while we drift
away, in our minds, my little brother the ‘King’ and I, the ‘Queen’ for a day on
the ‘Fundy Bay’.
I'm always there, in that place that doesn't mean a thing to anyone but me. A far away
meadow where I don't have to hide all the happiness of a young girls heart. One that has
been ripped apart, so many times. I stare at all the beautiful flowers and trees of my
surroundings and let the wind gently rustle my hair. I close my eyes taking in all these
wonderful things, as I lie on the cool grass. My body mixes in with the air, and I'm blowing
past natures statues and creatures galore. I stop at the edge of a nearby pond, my body
floating softly to the ground as an eagles feather. I look deep into the sparkling image that
makes me who I am. I gracefully touch the water with my fingertips and let the water
shimmer like the stars. A white unicorn grazing near the freshly harvested hay, called out to
me. It approached me as I stood, and nuzzled my arm. I brushed its silk coat and burrowed
my face against her cool cheek. This is the reason I come to this place. To interact with the
things not known or believed in their world. Its just my own, my sound and the behind
scenes of my eyes. It's calm and peaceful, which their world is far from. I'm the only one with
the doorway to this meadow. I love going there, it's like a blanket that warms its comfort
over me when I need it the most. And when I get there, my feelings are a boat sailing to
sea, leaving me filled with perfect serenity. I'll always be there, till the end of all life, and I
know this lovely meadow will never be replaced.
When you're walking
Scuffling along in trouble's shoes
Head hanging low
Mumbling moody blues
Well me, I'm making lemonade
Why can't you
Taking bitter adding something sweet
Maybe a smidge, no a heap full of hope
Heck, by days end I'll mix it up
Movin' straight to, getting crazy in root beer floats
When all you see is red
Awful thoughts pound your head
"Honey do this, honey do that"
I'm sitting back
Feet up, sipping lemonade again
You look my way and say
"Boy, he's got it made"
Not so my friend
I just taking my lemons
And making me some lemonade instead
There's so much "other time"
To have your little gripes
Or your petty cries
But, now let's toast away the grind
And partake in some lemonade on ice
You've come this far
"And guess what? You've got your health"
Check your pulse you're still alive
So change your ways
Brother, embrace the lemons
Squeeze fresh into winner ala mode
And "live baby, baby live! in lemonade days
"Ahhh ... such sweetness"
My favorite of songs is The Old Rugged Cross.
The most tragic of days was the worlds’ greatest loss.
For sinners that day were all given their chance.
His Father in heaven could not even bear to look not even one glance.
Forgive them He prayed as His life’s blood ran down to the ground.
Can you picture Him there wearing that thorny old crown?
On that hill so far away, sad but precious memories were made.
Born of a virgin mother in the tomb He was laid.
Death could not hold Him, death would not last.
Three days in that tomb, so long ago, death too it would pass.
He arose and was seen by many it was said.
Our Savior arose from the grave and no longer was dead.
As He gave His final words to His apostles and friends.
He ascended to the clouds but they knew they would see Him again.
He made us a promise He would rule once again.
I feel that day is coming we’re reaching the end.
The prophecies that abound.
With each new day they seem to be coming unwound.
Are you ready my friend for the Millennium Reign?
Are have you sunk to wearing the mark worn by Cain?
Sacrifices my friend we all have to do.
Just look at Jesus and the sacrifice He made, was made just for you .
So on that hill so far away I kneel at the thought.
With His precious blood my cleansing was bought.
And what have we learned, or did He die just for nought?
I look to Jesus and His love I have sought.
He must come first in all that we do.
And when the day comes you’ll see I speak true.
The crucible savant.. by Steven Hudson
(Crucible: A place or situation in which concentrated forces interact to cause or influence change or development.
Savant: a person of learning…)
Through sleepless, hopeless nights
With liquor on breath and dull head
Alone and cold in lay,
We made our passage to manhood,
Many days in suffer and want
Through tears and hardness of heart,
With sorrow for cellmates
In a prison self-made,
Rather hunger and want
Then submission to those above,
Wild wanderlust thrust us into darkness
Uncertainty of survival, without care,
Knowing no other way,
We strove to understand the deeds done to us in violence,
Shiver, quake, lie awake, as hopelessness covered us like a blanket,
Thieves and murderers as strange bedfellows,
Ladies of the night for use and forgotten,
Laws of the land forsaken,
In desperate want, Never knowing if we’d awaken,
Making our way through this world
Boys living as men,
We threw the line, heaved and toiled
In bright sun and fear,
With hands and feet against the frigid snow,
We lived beyond the breaking,
Many before us have sought their manhood,
While others have had it thrust upon them,
Much has been learned, much has been taught
By the flames and the fire, the crucible savant,
It has been our right of passage
Through bloodstained cloth and scars,
The fathers who came before us, live forever in the Arms,
Painted grey, now I see, the path laid out for me,
By the Infinite Son, whose Glory was won,
Making the savant, a reflection of Thee..
Every once in a while I lose myself
But I’m glad the dreams are coming back
I feel the thrill filling me
I feel my heartbeat rising
I see redemption rising in the days ahead
I still realise once again that I’ve earned another chance to begin anew
Still glad that it’s early in life
...and I can apply the lessons I’ve learnt before I’m twenty five
Phew! Boy, my heart’s beating fast
I shall no longer look at my past
For the past is just that
...opportunities gone with the wind, never to come back
I look towards the days ahead
I spend today to dream of the future I intend
For I know now tomorrow is bound to come
Today was but a dream ten years back
Had I realised then how soon today would come
I’d already be rich riding on the wings of independence
I pledge never to make that mistake again
Today I shall live like I plan
...and not like my neighbour Mr. Wright
For I know not how much he earns to spend the way he does
Today I shall not live like the society around me
For I don’t know whether they think ahead
...of the days that are bound to be raining with storms of emergency
I pledge to live as befits me
I plan to live today in a way that enables me to save
For now I know I was right ten years ago
But I hadn’t the courage to follow a route of my own
Now I’m determined ten years to come...
I’ll be riding on the unicorn of delight
I pay no care for what those here and there may air
I wanna be happy today in my moderate ways
Knowing all too well I’m headed where
There, in the future where my heavy dreams will float in the air
I’m no hater so for the rest of the players here
I wish all the goodwill and good wishes my subconscious can air
like the raven
who taps taps upon
your chamber door
do not fret my Virginia
for it's my shadow
moving across the floor
this is what I'm telling you my darlin
and nothing more
I still call your name
come to me virginia
come hear the tap tap
upon your chamber door
for only you my love
I surrender and never more
wind howls in blanket snows
here I stand so all alone
broken hearted and misconstrued
my Virginia who lies under stars and moon
just a tap tap upon your chambers door
tis I and nothing more
tales of hidas truth
blackbird sings harps cords
just like the tap tap upon your chambers door
my sweet Virgina whom I adore
for there'll be love waiting and nothing more
as I lay right next to you in this tomb
I counted only seven who have even knew
the times of this raven who
tapped tapped upon your chambers door
twas only I and will be never more
Tribute To Edgar Allen Poe
And His Young Bride Virginia
Also To His Poem The Raven
The little town known as Feels So Good.
Was a jolly little village hidden deep in the woods.
The people there would never go to sleep.
Hidden back in the woods so deep.
They never got big they never ever grew.
They averaged in height about an inch or two.
Mostly all they did was run and play.
That’s what made Feels So Good, so good they say.
The sun always shines it never gets dark.
Another reason they’re happy, happy as a lark
Their sky is always blue, and that’s the only blue to be found.
Happy thoughts and smiles they pass all around.
If you’re ever down their way just do as I say.
Take a sip of their water and get ready to play.
You feel yourself shrinking but it feels so fine.
So you can run and play in their warm sunshine.
Well I guess I better go and take me a sip.
Then I can run and play hop, skippity, skip.
Goodbye for now but you’re welcome to come down.
And join us in this merry little town.
Tomorrow’s times are in these eyes of mine.
Away and far my world shall part.
The Seas shall rise from their depths of deep.
And in the glow of the shadows the willows will weep.
The Sun will rise as my days still come,
The glory, the power, it is the rains with Sun.
Tomorrow’s times are in these days of mine.
Far and gone my world shall bond.
The Mountains will fall from their heights they climb.
And in the glow of the shadows the willows will shine.
Tomorrow’s times are in these thoughts of mine.
Gone and here my world shall fear.
The Lands will separate the world by Sea,
And in the glow of the shadows the willows will be.
Tomorrow’s times I know are mine.
Here it is that I fear I’m near.
My Land, my Seas, my Mountains of plain sight,
And in the glow of the shadows the willows shall shed their light.
®Registered: Ann Rich 1998
What do you do when life throws you a misguided curve?
You just keep on chugging, never losing nerve.
It’s easy to quit, give up, holler I’ve had enough.
But just shake it off, get tough, show em you got the stuff.
Pity parties are for losers that will only sire defeat.
Never stop trying even when better judgement says you’re beat.
If you’re not fully charged with a positive electrode,
Then it won’t take much of a negative to drain your load.
Keep yourself charged with a positive upbeat,
Then you’ll know why I say victory can taste so sweet.
No matter who you are there is always somebody that looks up to you.
So be a role model, set good examples in all things that you do.
Your one fleeting moment of good may set the tone,
To that someone that was watching, that you may have never known.
Take it from someone who has been on both sides of the fence.
A positive and good attitude is always your better defense.
Just have faith in knowing that tomorrow the sun will shine.
Just in believing will give you a much greater peace of mind.
What do we do when we know our life is nearly through?
Do we get mad and throw a fit, what good would that do?
Or do we push everyone away with nothing more to say/
Or do we turn to God and thank Him for giving us this final day?
We all know from that first day how life as we know it must someday end.
What if this were not all there is, would you then be willing to listen my friend?
What if we knew there were certain other places we must attend?
The Bible speaks of heaven and also of a place called hell for those who
choose to sin.
The good part in the bible tells how even the sinners can be forgiven.
It tells us by repenting and claiming Jesus as our Savior we still can enter in.
Is death our final captor, well I sure pray it’s not for me.
There is but one way to know and not many are in a hurry to see.
I just pray death is not a four letter word for that’s not where I wish to be.
No I choose to walk in the light of my Savior for all eternity.
Not many know what day is their chosen day.
And that is why we must turn to Jesus and follow in His ways.
So don’t let death be a four letter word and make you afraid.
That you repent all your sins and turn your life to Jesus is what I just prayed.
Death awaits us all behind every corner or maybe behind the next door.
I just pray that we are all ready and someday we meet on Heavens Shore.
The Lord Keep Us Till Then.
Alone on a crisp seashore
Bellowing storm clouds engage
Rolling above me as I walk the beach
A pleasantry lifting my rage
Bending my head back looking up
My arms stretched out to their sides
Cool rain drops lightly kiss me
Sensuous tempestuous skies
Taking in a deep breath
I let my repression fade
Peace penetrates my Heartmind
Removing the storm's I've made
Slowly with each rhythmic beat
From these tiny three foot waves...
My anger vanished with the storm
Into a gothic indigo haze~
My friend is a diamond, with facets radiating her shine,
as pure as the finest, you will ever find.
I know in my heart, I can always depend, for
her beauty is sincere, not only on the outside, but in.
Few will ever know, the worth of a true friend,
but if ever a contest for one, I know she would win.
I love her for everything she is, and what she does for me,
this beautiful woman I call friend, thank you, Cee Cee
Wing are made so they can be spread
Food is there so you are fed
Tables have legs to hold it steady
You run when you are ready
Spread your wings and explore
You will learn there is so much more
He loved you too, you know
Loved you like his very own
In away you were
You came into his life as my friend
Through the years you grew to be my brother in arms
Along the way you became the son he never had
He loved you as a friend
He loved you even more as a son
A son he never had
When things began to spiral out of control
You stayed when so many others ran away
You helped when I couldn’t
You meant a great deal to him
You never looked at him differently
Nor did you treat him differently
You stood by his side
When he fell, you stood by his side and mine
You were willing to help me fight his battle for him
You were there from the beginning
You were there until the bitter end
Always remember my friend, my brother
He loved you more than you’ll ever know
Dedicated to close Family friend Rodney Howard. He loved my Daddy just as much as I did/do.
By Nate Spears
Published 2013 In Death Of A Rose by Nate Spears
Rescue this sunflower
It's capable of being a ray of light
Nurture it, value it, and love it
Its petals are more delicate than they appear in sight
A wild flower it is; but it displays beauty
The facts of its species remain unknown
Its fight to reach its true potential is admired
It’ birth to existence is undetermined
It’s roots shows trauma
Its presentation brings hesitates to potential caregivers
No one's prepared to take a chance
This flower is destined to win
All earthly roots sprout from above
At some point in a life’s span; we could use a kiss or hug
He who refuses to display any element of the wild
Is merely real
An artificial representation of life
Stuck in Styrofoam surrounded by fake moss and dust
No breath, no soul, non-existence
A human being choked from an outer dimension.
Rescue this wild flower with love.
A little girl lost her home this year, for her, Christmas wouldn't be there.
Her family was angry from all the troubles, they simply couldn't repair.
Don’t bother us about presents her parents said, they were depressed by their fate.
With bitterness they said, you’d be lucky to have dinner tonight, or even a plate.
Life was harsh, nowhere to go, anger and fear had put their souls, in a terrible place.
The little girl had found no hope or joy, lurking near their old car, of late.
The car was their home, gas money was scarce, and with few places they could park.
Yes, their troubles had slowly extinguished, that precious hopeful spark.
Without that spark, they’d never find their way, from this terrible place of cold and dark.
And life’s darkness grew deeper nightly, as hope vanished under a reality so stark.
Even the very fiber of her family, seemed to be shattering slowly, slowly, apart.
The child felt alone here in this dark car, as sadness tried to engulf her little girls heart.
The future seemed filled with hopelessness, as shame and dread, were leaving their mark.
Embarrassment to be seen and turned away, made it hard for them to reach out, to restart.
But life goes on, and we can’t fear to rebuild, or the future will be hard to impart.
The girl suddenly declared there’s more to life, and she wouldn't let it conquer her heart.
She decided triumphs will come, and all will get better, if she held to that hopeful spark.
Seeing the desolation and anger here, she couldn't stay around, she had to get away…
So she climbed out of the car, and she walked into town, not so very far to stray.
She went and looked at the store windows, where Christmas was being displayed.
The music and people filled her heart, lifting her spirits, deep inside, that day.
She noticed a store, way down at the end of the row, on the next block, where it lay.
No one was there, it seemed lonely, and the darkness was again, spreading it’s decay.
She ran there in time to see an old man closing up, with sadness on his face betrayed.
What use were his goods, if no one would shop, or come down along his way?
The super store down the block, was daily making him lose more and more in the fray.
He could no longer afford to hire people, and the season had very little time, to stay.
As they talked the girl saw that she couldn't let the darkness take another, so she prayed.
Then she told the old man, if he’d open the shop, she’d bring customers down his way.
She added, she’d find reasonable workers, if her family could live upstairs, she portrayed.
First bring the customers, he said, and the rest will be yours little friend, he conveyed.
She had him put his best toys, as a contest prize, and to add lots of lights on the display.
He set a contest, “Winners-the best collectors for families in need” on Christmas Eve.
He put out a bright contest sign, but still nobody came to his end of the block, to survey.
So she had him call the Salvation Army, for a kettle, Bell ringer, and Carolers, who came
Lickety split, their way.
Then she had him call a dear old friend, and farmer, to bring a tractor full of bails of hay.
Another volunteered his horse and sleigh, both, to see the city lights thru New Years Day.
This was a great idea, since the older drivers, could use the help, for their bills to pay.
The girl ran all over spreading the excitement, and to come see the prizes, his way.
The families suddenly started heading toward his door, and to those wondrous rides.
At that moment her parents came, and she explained what her hope, had improvised.
Her father talked a contractor into building a disabled family a home, to help advertise.
He could get a tax break; come to this store for supplies, and hire unemployed workers, he devised, so wise.
In the end, each night grew brighter, because of a girls hope, and heart-warming delight.
And the old man began smiling for the first time, in a long, long, time, starting that night.
All was saved, a home was found, and another built, as a sad little girl taught grownups to smile along the way…
You might say, A Spark of Hope lit a candle, then a raging fire, which was burning bright by Christmas day.
The moral to my story is:
Never give up on Hope; it’s your best friend, as life brings its troubles your way…
Know that with time, a good heart, good will, and friendly ways…
You can find God’s gifts again, if you don’t let the dark take you away…
I used to receive regular phone calls so gladly from her
I could feel all her excitements and when she’s so eager
Telling me about her and how bright the sun in her day
And all her surprises and experiences while I’m away.
Until such a day came which terrified and shook my nerve
A voice on the other end had seemed can no longer serve
I knew she was right there, trying to reach me out here
All I heard were sobs and I couldn’t imagine her profuse tear.
It took a little while before she’d finally composed herself
In a quivering voice, she told me that she’s at the ridge of a cliff
I asked her why and she said so sadly that she has a breast cancer
I was shocked but still quite skeptical of what I’ve heard from her.
She relayed the diagnoses from her doctors and gynecologists
She got a lump, a sign of dreadful cancer on her left breast
Hiding the echoes of my tears, I tried to give her comfort
Feeling horrified but I tried to control myself with an effort.
It didn’t take so long before she has undergone an operation
Her left breast was taken off like a total fiasco on her own
She felt all the darkness which she never had in her life
I tried to light her mind, despite hectic work I was on her side
Once in a while, her close friends and co-workers took my place
When I went back to work, they helped and assisted on her needs
We kept her mother uninformed because she has heart trouble
But not with other relatives so they’ll know our situation together
After several months of thorough medications and chemotherapy
She has improved her situation also with her faith in the Almighty
Amenable on pieces of advice and religiously took her medicines
In her battle are also exercises, herbals, juices and other nutritious aids
Now, she’s almost recovered although her cure will take five years
I admire her courage, strength and perseverance - all at her gear
The traits and practices she’d exhibited are also for me to emulate
( She has considered me as her younger sister since we’re still young)
To prevent any health problems that come or knock on my gate.
Note: A dedication to my loving cousin and a friend, (2nd-3rd degree cousin) who is still under recovery of breast cancer. She visits her doctors regularly also to monitor her right breast . Thanks to the princess’ hospital (for cancer patients) that at least had enlighten her financial burden. Although we’re in the same country, we live far away from each other but she’s always with me in my prayers. I can only be with her this time only on our longer holidays (school break). Ialso lovingly dedicate this poem to all victims of breast cancer. There is always a miracle in healing.
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My friends and I had midnight hide and seek
One had to stand by a tree and not peek
In my state of hiding great I was hard to find
My friends decided to just be unkind
They all got together and decided to hunt me down
I first hid in the river near my house and almost drown
When they walk close by me I silently move through the grass
It was very hard to see, but I crawled a long time and almost ran out of gas
Then I heard one say that they were going up and wait by the tree
I had an idea that made a way to make them see
A shadow that ran in the distance thinking that would be
I had my horse pull a little manikin to make them think it was me
My friends took their flashlight and shined it toward it
I thought I had them but one thing was clear they did not fall for it not a bit
They all laugh and started to call out my name
They all asked how the heck did you have time to pull that trick that was so lame
I did not answer so they kept on looking for me, but I was so quick
Some of my friends started to get really mad and tick
I was a master of doing weird things they all knew what I can do
The night was still young and the grass was collecting dew
I decided to make a distraction once again
To think of it, it would probably make the night end
My friends finally surrounded my tree house
I was quiet, so quiet, more than a mouse
I had some rope in the tree house to make my escape
To distract them I made a loud noise like an ape
The tree that my tree house was in was at least forty feet up
I had some stash in my tree house a drink or two in a cup
My final hour is about to end I did not want my friends to catch me till I got to the tree
I took the rope and tide it on a branch and pushed off and that was the key
I landed on the garage roof and sneaked my way to the tree
My friends knew me to well that they plan things before I could see
They had a fish net ready for me to step into
I thought that was kinda wise and some what like pew
The few feet by the tree there was two of my friends that was ready
Up in the tree they both jumped down and pulled me up in the net fast and steady
They thought they had won, the person had to tag me before I touch tree
She ended up having to get something to stand on to reach me
I swung my weight back and forth till I ended up touching and the game ended
My friends and I were so full of surprises and that is what the game handed
She is a southern girl.
She is a country gal.
She is the apple of my eye.
Her beautiful long red hair is done up in a ponytail.
A baseball cap sits upon her head all cattywampus.
She has the most lovely sparkling green eyes.
She has a beautiful smile that drives me wild.
She has the softest voice in the whole wide world.
And of course she speaks with a southern drawl.
I have never seen her in a dress.
It’s sweatshirt and faded jeans in the fall and winter.
It’s t-shirt and jean shorts in the spring and summer.
As for her feet it’s her choice: tennis shoes or flip flops.
For all of eternity she will always be the apple of my eye.
My mother, my grandmother before has always held a place in my heart.
My father, and my grandfather before has the same part.
I was young and very active with unwillingness to listen fully to what they had to say.
I had a problem, never could be solved without my parents and grandparents till today.
With patience they all come to my aid when I fall on my face.
With little dishonor I listen to them and what they had to say, I embrace.
Over the years I go to them with no doubt a feeling of no dismay.
Over the years I go to them and they help me solve problems that to me is O.K.
Now I am getting a bit more aware of what had happen to me when I was growing.
Now I remember how the ride was in my beginning: it was a trial of not knowing.
With the guided words of my parents and grandparents I survive through them all.
With it some being a problem that I remember I recall.
My mother and my grandmother always said to be patient and it will be easy to solve.
My father and my grandfather always knew that I would grow and evolve.
I could wonder everyday what if my parents and grandparents was not in my life.
I could just think that would be fatal like a stab with a knife.
With knowledge that they had past on to me of what they had experience.
With their proof of teachings they had past on to me is their self existence.
Over the years I grew with life so full of happiness that was because of my families love.
Over the years it showed me the path that led me to all the above.
Now cherish those words that help me through my troubles in my new family.
Now I listen to my parents healing words of wisdom and except them gladly.
Rosalina is a Spanish lass,
she slipped across the Juarez pass;
evaded the cops, eluded the hounds,
and made it up to my hometown.
Biggest brown eyes to ever grace God’s green earth,
a mouth filled with happiness, laughter, joy and mirth.
Legs so long and lean that they touch the ground,
and stretch all the way back up to paradise found.
Hips that swivel, swing and sway independently,
defying all of the known laws of gravity.
A voice so soft and sweet it puts the angels to shame,
makes my heart skip a beat every time she says my name.
Breasts so round and firm they bounce to a Latin beat;
make a blind man stare and a deaf mute speak.
Puts her arms around my neck, leans forward and kisses me;
giving me a little glimpse of what eternity will be.
Sits in my lap and tells me all of her hopes and dreams,
makes me think the Lord moved heaven to earth, or so it seems.
She wiggles and jiggles and giggles a lot;
makes a warm blooded man sun spot hot.
God surely looked down from heaven and took pity on me,
and sent lovely Rosalina to take good care of me.
She’s sweeter than honey from the honeycomb,
and makes my house a happy, loving home.
So, if the jerks at INS think they are going to deport my gal, well,
those lousy stinking rat bastards can go straight to hell.
These were my confessions
(A message to God)
The light begins to fade
(It’s time to go)
Back into the shadows
(That hard black fog)
Where darkness has its way
(God rest your soul)
Nothing left to tell you
(It’s all been said)
No more songs to write
(This silent Fall)
Nothing left to offer
(The well’s been bled)
From a shadow’s waning life
(Who lost it all)
Take my words and hold them
(Don’t be afraid)
Place them near your heart
(And heal your pain)
Shadow words will kiss you
(And heal your pain)
When your world turns dark
(Don’t’ be afraid)
And I kiss you
I kiss you in the dark……..
The Morning Star
By Nate Spears
There’s clarity in the depths on my deepest thought
I’m never blind to a world of darkness
I’m challenged by whatever in time
Defeated by my ambition in others
Close to my last day
But far from my last night
And I’m light years away
From my very last fight
The actions of the man
Creates the path of his life
The absence of the man
Restrains his rights
The mentality of a man
Saves the day he's granted
The intent of the man
Leads him the way the earth has planned it
So feel my rose as it fades
Feel my pedals bring a new days
As I sprout beyond the stars
To a galaxy that stands out
The route brings the creation to light
After the day
After the night
After the darkness
After my arrival
The morning is tainted
The day is seen in a human’s eye
Sight has been sinful before and after
You and I
This is the heart filled reason
For the birth Christ.
A Dream For U
If I could dream a dream for u, in your dreams all would come true.
You would be that person that gets the last scoop of ice cream.
You would measure up to almost any and everything.
You would be that person that people loved the most.
The type of person that just don't boast.
You would get the best part in the play.
And nail it solid, on opening day.
If I could dream a dream for you.
I'd dream the sun is always shinning.
The sky always blue.
You would have more wealth than you knew what to do.
If I could dream a dream for you.
I would wish you well.
And for your secrets knew,
I would wish no one tells.
I would wish the finest things for you.
Even when you awake, I do too.
Urge To Smile
By Nate Spears
The morning sun rises
My flesh is set back
Due to my body needing
Much needed rest
Does anyone else feel
the urge to smile?
I know right now
I'm feeling sour
A grin attached to my face
That lights up the sky
Behind my clouds of joy
There lies a lie
With everyone wondering how?
How can he smile
with so much going on
Rapidly by the hour
People losing their homes
Some can barely feed their kids
The government is gone
They rather spend our money
On billion dollar drones
Never the less
We're here to see another day
Being healthy and relevant
Gives me strength
To soar into a new day
With unlimited fight
Packed up under my wings
Thanks in advance
As long as I'm living
I can better my condition
It's mandatory to smile
A privilege to be living.
I saw a young lady who was so perfect that she made my heart beat
I could not figure it out and now I really don't know I had to take a seat
She smiled like an angel in the heavens with glorious blinding teeth
She seems so kind and full of life and never put people beneath
I do not have a bad thought or a moment without any ease
I notice that because she pulled me up and smiled with a tease
She kept things close to her like my hand and my heart
She knew that I was just the man that gave her a good start
I never had a thought of leaving because of a fight
I will never part with her because she is my sight
She looks forward at all times and never looks back
She knows how I am if some one would hurt her I would attack
I will never leave her side with out her knowing she is safe and sound
I am the man of her dreams I will never let her down hard on any ground
She loves me with all her heart and I know this because she gives me the look
She knew how long I waited for her to notice me, I remember it was long time it took
I waited by her side when she was ill and could not walk
I held her hand and made her smile when I told her I love her, when I talk
She noticed it in my voice the feelings with care
She never looked at me in a blank stare
An Open Heart
I open my heart
only to be burned again.
But if I lock it,
there`s no chance for future love.
Open, I still cling to hope.
written by Carolyn Devonshire
This is a little poem that says many words.
Having a open heart, it has at least this
particular lovely poet.
Carolyn Devonshire has an open heart for all
and encouraged all other to do the same.
Carolyn Devonshire gives everything of herself,
which I appreciate alot.
I put you on a throne today Carolyn, because you
are a lady with a lot of love, caring and are loved
Do not forget dear reader: HAVE AN OPEN HEART!
Wish you all the best dear Carolyn!
love from Anne-Lise Andresen
(1st place in the contest)
We have a beautiful liturgy
so dramatic and impressive
that one may be glued to it,
be involved and participate.
It presents a new movement,
along with its recurring theme,
a celebration of life and promises
that God, our Savior, makes us one.
He teaches us to serve others,
He teaches us to give humble service
He makes us aware that we’re followers
of his preaching to love one another.
It’s an act of self-giving to love others
as depicted in foot washing at the last Supper
where it happens on Maundy Thursday
as he institutes the Holy Eucharist
as well as the sacrament of priesthood.
It’s so rich with images and symbols
especially in our attitude of serving people
these are reminders that we’ve a role,
a mission to fulfill, a faith to proclaim.
In my own country where there’s poverty,
corruption, injustice, and inequality;
it’s a chance to incarnate in reality
what the gospel teaches us to do.
Though some hurdles may hinder
to move freely and be with the poor
yet the love of God for these people
is our priority, the preferential option.
The warm light calls me
And all the people who cries for thee
I raise my hand in this abyss
Only to make one wish
To float among the others
With all my sisters and brothers
I call out for forgiveness with passion
I take their pain into myself for this occasion
The moment that I see the sky
I will not look back and cry
My body is laying still
People standing by it with a chill
The air gets dense with sadness
I would not think of it less
Some people look up and down
To see the light hit the ground
Some can vision the uplifting feeling they see
One soul that has been and always be
It is special to notice such aberration
And that might be how souls are awaken
A prestidigitator I know
graciously agreed to show me
how to make quarters vanish
for small children in costume
on Halloween night.
After insufficient practice
the night came for me to
offer the choice, "trick, or treat".
Few came by to engage in the
uh..."hallowed" American tradition
but that is another trick.
When asked "Do you want the trick, or
do you want the treat?",
everyone, said "treat!", much to my dismay.
The final costumed charges came up,
a probable four-year-old girl
and her younger brother in tow,
mother at the driveway.
I asked her the question, expecting
the previous answer in return, but
to my keen expectation, she answered "trick!"
I proceeded to pull out a quarter
and do a slight bit of slight-of-hand,
somewhat clumsily, but when I opened
my hand to drop the vanished coin
into hers, she looked at her empty
hand for a few perplexed seconds,
then began to giggle uncontrollably
- now that, indeed, is magic to me.
© Goode Guy 2012-11-01
she got the "magic" coin and a big candy bar.
I'd like you to meet my Uncle Joe
He's the vegetable of our family.
That is, if we listen to statistics.
According to them, the experts,
Since Joe didn't die by the age of five
He is now a vegetable.
Well! We wish every family
Could have vegetable like ours;
On that walks, talks
And has given us many years
Of pure pleasure and
More love than we'll ever deserve.
How many vegetables do you know
That give the world's best hugs
And tell you every day you are beautiful?
How many vegetables do you know
That pray for you every day?
How many vegetables can crack you up
By misquoting old sayings-
"You can lead a horse to water
But you can't make him stand on his head"?
Yes, we are extremely fond of our vegetable
He's been in our family
Over 50 years and although
He is pretty spoiled rotten by now
As vegetbles sometimes
Become after a time
We plan to keep him around for fifty more!
The rush of swish against the shoreline
The wind blowing swift by is a sign
A storm a brewing, clattering, and shattering
The thunder clapping a great sky battering
The waves swoosh higher up
As you can get this sound like in a cup
But more so just cover your hand
Now the feeling of grit giving sound to sand
Whoosh! the wind takes your hair
It is fear-est when water spit as it declare
War on your skin, with vibration that pings
And the silence of slow blowing wind sings
RENEWED BY GOD'S SPIRIT
Falling, falling are the salty drops from my eyes.
Crying, crying is my broken bruised buckled heart
so long oh so long, I am within a cell of loneliness
that windows and doors I kept on guarded walls--
strangers who passed by on microscopic study...
My glass of trust cracked to pieces
that I don't know how and when will it be whole again...
Disturbed nights caused my eyes a free make-up of black shadows
yet, one night, as I have no one left to talk to
You may say crazy, but what I did is just to have a solid storm of cries
together with my laptop, it's where I tip tap everything;
that flooding pains and hurts rooted deep down
that well of frustrations, unmet wants and needs raining along
that crippling fear of uncertainty
one by one, my every tap seems a spiral step of explosion.
My shoulders droop, my body assuming a fetal pose
then again I shudder--- tears running fast inevitable.
Some sounds vibrate free from my drying throat
I want to halt them but am too weak, weak but still, they came through
volts of perspiration duet to my sobs and murmurs
then finally, I came to my senses, I hold my hands close to my heart
and I began to speak at first syllables to my God...
I opened my heart to Him, my mountain to mountain jars of sadness
I lift it all to Him... I confessed to Him like a child
baring everything as I fall to my knees and bow my head.
And in that deafening silence of cold November last year,
there is the hush of warm breeze engulfing my being
it did comfort me; suppress slowly my sobs and cries
stirring my senses; firing my faith and spirit
and so that fleet of darkness that touched my being.
6:29 PM, December 08, 2014
Sponsor Shadow Hamilton
Contest Name Fighting Depression(poems for PD)
Gun fire all around, bombs going off in the distance
It was some of the angry mobs and resistance
Father was the king of SafeHaven a small kingdom
Like all other kingdoms it fell in random
Fire started in the castle
And along with it came a battle
It was a distance memory now because the child has now grew
Many things in this child that made memories stew
My name is Mastrey, a young orphan who was there that night
Mastrey saw her in the distance and her father and mother in his sight
Everyone was loud that night and made all the children hide
But that evening Mastrey saw her mother and father die
She ran into the bushes in such a fright
And evil doers were running around with flashlights
Mastrey remember it as he distracted them
Her eyes was so confused with problems
Mastrey new that it was because of what just occurred
His feelings of what those people did was not awkward
The distraction worked, he went back to were she was
Hiding and very scared she was, he asked her, can you trust me just because?
Her answer that night depended on her lively hood
As Mastrey was their with his hand reaching out to her as he stood
Pulling her up from the ground he looked into her eyes that were SeaBlue
Mastrey had made a life long friend and love, She knew it was true
Next: My Story Telling, Who is this Princess
Go to war and you will find out
that everyone bleeds red blood.
Be you red, yellow, brown, black or white;
if you are wounded, bright red blood comes gushing out.
Skin color doesn’t make any difference whatsoever.
While I’m on a railing rant let me tell you another war truism:
if you are mortally wounded and die a slow lingering death,
you will cry out for your mama.
No man cries out for his wife, no woman cries out for her husband.
No one even cries out for their papa.
When you are lying on the doorstep of death’s eternal rest,
you will leave this mortal world with mama on your mind.
Do you want to know why?
Because your mama will always dearly love you
whether you grow up to be a good person or even if you turn out bad.
Where every answer looks so wisely upon us all.
Time there being a matter of no importance,
Where love reigns supreme over mortal ignorance,
As eyes shed only tears of joy in its presence.
Walking always in light that knows no darkness,
Where angels lead the way to eternal happiness.
Standing forever at the side of our Lord,
Where sorrow will never exist again.
Yet how do I know all this is true?
Because my sweet Rebecca has told me so.
For her voice was like no other,
This woman I adore who never lied to me.
Always having held me in the comfort of her truth,
As she does now and will throughout infinity.
My lovely angel with whom God blessed this humbled mortal,
There waiting with Jesus to welcome me home.
Copyright © 2014 Robert William Gruhn - All Rights Reserved
"A poem to me is the essence of any thought,
Being built from its foundation into tower scraping sky.
It can fly like no other bird to places never seen,
Even spaceships can only dream of taking its place."
© 2014 Robert William Gruhn
The night air made her feel tired
As she looked out side all the fences were wired
In the distance she hears crowds yelling
As she was to young to know they were rebelling
Father she asked where are we going?
Mother said to keep quiet and keep walking
Mother yelled in the night air
Father gave out a blank stare
They yelled run my princess run as far as you can
As that moment past her little feet pushed off and she ran
She ran to the nearest bushes and crawled into it to hide
She never smelled the air before as if someone just had died
As she lay on the ground under a bush she heard
A loud yell in the distance almost to absurd
My name is Angelica, I am just a young girl who does not know
Angelica just wants to live her life with help to grow
Angelica did not know what just happened she notice a figure in the distance
A little person just like her, a strong but gentle presence
Angelica saw the people who were shouting run off toward the voice
She was scared and she knew that she had to make a choice
Angelica fragile state was so confused and lost
She knew it will take burden on her at a cost
But in that moment of quietness a young but strong voice called out
Can you trust me just because? will you come with me with no doubt
My Story Telling Together In A Strange World
Inspired by a close friend to remind me to keep holding on to hope as I pass it along.
Focus on the Good
To keep your focus
Only on the good
Doesn't come as easy
As it seems it would
All the daily hectic-ness
With those ups and downs
Brings the woe and worry
That tries to chase you down
It is like being trapped
In a wilderness of weeds
Ever growing wild and tall
For as far the eye can see
Then you see a little flower
In the weeds bursting through
Or was it the few kind words
You heard spoken directly to you
The fruit of the Heavenly Spirit
Full of love, happiness and joy
Lives within us to give to others
For your goodness to self employ
When that flower or bit of kindness
Runs into more conflict somewhere
Be sure to look before it fades away
For another beautiful bloom to appear
When you see even a little sparkle
Clear away the debris to let it shine
Turn away from the discontentment
Keep only goodness in your mind
For us to inherit His kingdom
One thing the Bible does say
We should focus on the good
Before we find the pathway
Florence McMillian (Flo)
She is so typical
For most part difficult
I never really could grasp her in such way
She just wants me to some how stay
She comes to my man cave and makes me obey
Shy she was and now I am scared
In such way I almost cared
She thinks she can do everything for me I swear
She makes me guess everyday but I keep on believing
Because it is fun to give her a kiss, while she does not know when she is sleeping
She stresses out but I will tell her my love for her keeps deepening
So for the most part I just keep her close to make her smile and me
When I do things I do it for her it is always a key
Call me romantic or call me stupefied, but it makes her so, so, sooo, happy
By Nate Spears
Published 2013 in “Death OF A Rose” By Nate Spears
A diminishing Rose Bush
With every pedal plucked, beauty is fading away
Losing its essence of greatness
As we proceed to deplete its history
Life flows away,
I remain standing above
Stems are bare and exposed
Vulnerable to the world and its nature
I give woes
I give worries
I give troubles
These are my possibilities
Then the death of a rose and destruction
Bare my green,
My DNA shows traces of the best soils
Traced back to my mother’s land
Surrounded by fellow planted gold
Some will never know
Doing well isn’t doing well
We can’t bloom unless we unfold
Reproduce the best again
Stop dying daily for less than a win
There’s nothing we can’t do
That we’ve done once again
The next season will bring new pedals
I will never grow pass go anymore
Next year, beauty will flourish
Next season remains to nourish
Each season we should cherished
In our best moments
Each year is the best one of your life.
I feel that I have found a home in this cyberspace
with full of hearts and ideas in a special place
I wonder of all the people in the world to make me smile
with antics that help me grow in every mile
I do want to say to all of the people with respect
because of all of you my mind is not in a wreck
I would lie if I did not get ideas from all of you
without you my poems would not come true
I bless everyone with care
with kindness and without dis-pare
I hold my hands high and put them together
with this I bless you with good weather
I do read some of the poems that people put out
sometimes I feel with out a doubt
I feel the pain in the poems that some has revealed
with hopes that they can read with their mind not sealed
I smile a bunch with every word
it is like a music in my head making a cord
I do want you all to know that you have made my day
to be a better day in every different array
I cherish my time with all the people in my heart
the words flow in my mind is just but a start
I'm happy with everyone in PoetrySoup.com
with hardship that came this cyberspace makes me calm
I cannot choose five cause if I do I don't think it's right
just to tell you that is just my own insight
I thank all for helping me grow with all the poems that are shown
with faith and humor, with views of kindness this site has grown
If I had to say or dedicate my poems to who
would be the first five who reads my poems with a point of view
VIETNAM VET SOLDIER'S NIGHTMARE
Another dream –
I could not wake –
Escape from what would follow--
Grasping for a secret word, the letters stark and hollow--
I was trapped entangled there,
Just beyond the reach
Of men that could release me
Or a hill that could be breached
Gunfire was a backdrop
Soft and pungent was its sound
Fell on me like raindrops--strangely harmless on the ground
Smoky gray encased me like a piece of sleeping net
Tunnel faces hidden —easy killing, no regret--
Felt terror and the aching for the friends around me cold
Standup guys with stalwart hearts--just did what they were told
Then my cell phone beeped a beep---
A message had come in ....
Now awake I saw your name---
My new day would begin.
November 25, 2012
waking from a nightmare contest
He stood and aimlessly watched the parade of patrons and volunteers that wandered daily past his kennel. All so familiar, so ordinary. Just like every other day he mused. Nothing new. Nothing special.
Moving to the small crumpled blanket near the back of his cage, he turned several times and finally curled up, head on his paws, positioned so that he could watch the activity around him. But in reality, he was bored. It had been a long time since he had met each morning with anticipation. Too many days. Too much disappointment. He would leave all that barking and racing to the front of their cage to the younger pups who hadn’t figured out yet that the cute ones went first. It didn’t really make any difference what you did to attract attention if you weren’t young or cute, or both.
Too much time had gone by to participate in the charade. In reality, Walter had seen a lot of people that he would rather not spend a lot of time with. You know the type. Kind of hyper, bouncing from stray to stray, looking for a perfect dog. Kids poking their fingers through the kennel screen or banging on it. Some even making barking sounds. He didn’t need any of that and was glad when they were gone.
Walter was very picky. Set in his ways after so many years. He had had it good for a long time. An only dog in a household of two people that let him be himself. No tricks. No stunts. Just long naps and daily walks. A yard to himself to reflect on what was for dinner. He had been fond of his doggy bed in their bedroom. Each night he would help his owner walk through the house turning off the lights and checking the doors before they climbed the stairs together. And there was always one last good night pat before settling down.
But those days were gone now. First one had become ill and went to the hospital and never came back. The other one changed overnight, spending long days, sitting mostly. The walks became less frequent. Walter did what he could. He could see it in their eyes that they were hurting from their loss. He would make a point of laying his head in their lap, trying to let them know that he missed them too. At times like this, he instinctively knew that although it remained unsaid, they only had each other.
He remembers well the day that his owner snapped a leash on him and said, “well Walter, I’m afraid we have to say goodbye. I have to go to a place where they won’t let me keep you, so I am going to have to let you go.” Walter could see the tears in his eyes. He knew it would do him no good to whine or resist. It was obvious there were no alternatives. And besides, it would just make it harder on his owner. But he was going to miss him. It was not going to be easy to adjust.
But adjust he did. He had been here a long time now and had seen countless pups and dogs trot past his cage with light hearts and new owners, heading off with new found hopes and expectations. But it soon became obvious that there weren’t a lot of people that wanted an old yellow hound. Everyone wanted the young ones. So here he lay, dozing a bit, but still keeping an eye on those walking by, many giving him but a glance before moving on.
He heard them before the saw them. ”Honey” the voice said. ”That looks like Walter, old Mr. Whitney’s dog.” Walters ears perked up a little. ”Do I know them” he thought. ”They seem to know me”. I’d better go take a closer look” and with that, he stood and slowly ambled toward his kennel gate, giving a cautious wag of his tail.
“It is him” the man said. ”Walter, how you doing boy? Do you remember me?”
And upon closer inspection, Walter did remember him. He used to live right across the street. He would see him in his yard and if Walter were to ramble over, he usually had a dog treat in his pocket. With the recognition, Walter gave a little stronger wag and moved toward the fingers extended through the fencing. It was good to see an old friend.
“What do you say hon” the man said. ”How would you feel about bringing Walter home with us?”
Walter looked at the woman and saw her nod in agreement. ”You wait here and I’ll go find a volunteer.”
The man bent down and said “What do you think Walter? Would you like to go home with us?”
Actually, Walter decided, he could think of nothing he would like more. A chance to go back to the old neighborhood with people he already knew. What was there not to like.
Soon the woman returned and the gate opened. A leash was snapped on Walter and together they proceeded past the rows of dogs and puppies, all vying for their attention. Walter couldn't help but stand a little straighter, stepping a little more lightly, showing off. ”This is what going home looks like guys.” he thought. ”Good luck and goodbye”.
As they neared the car the man said “I can’t believe we found you Walter. There is someone I am going to take you to see. I can’t wait to see the expression on his face when you walk in his room>”
Walter, of course, knew exactly who he was talking about. And he couldn't wait to see the expression on his face either.
He stepped out of his car and rummaged in his pocket for some coins to feed the meter. As he stepped up on the sidewalk, he noticed a penny lying near his feet. He briefly contemplated picking it up before dismissing it. It was just a penny. It's value hardly worth the effort.
As he stood there, he heard a voice say “Sir, could you spare some change to help me out?”. He turned to see an unkempt man, languishing on the stoop of a vacant store. He held a cardboard sign on which was scrawled “Homeless, Can You Help, God Bless You” . He looked bad, and, as the man walked closer, he noted he emitted an unpleasant odor as well. His first thought was just to walk away, reasoning that if he gave him anything, he would probably just buy some liquor and drink himself to sleep. But he did not. There was something about the man that held his gaze. Instead he spoke to the man saying “the uniform jacket you're wearing says Walker over the pocket. Is that you?” “Yes” the man replied. “That's me”. “Are you a vet Walker” the man asked. Again the man answered “yes sir”. “How did you end up here” the man questioned. Walker dropped his head, then looking up he said “I got some things I can't forget. They drive me crazy sometimes and I do stupid things. Caused me to lose everything. It's my fault, but that doesn't change anything, they are just as gone.” The man reached in his pocket and withdrew a twenty dollar bill. As he offered it to Walker he asked “Will this help soldier?”. “Oh yes sir, thank you sir, and God bless you” he replied.
The man turned to walk away, and as he did, he thought about how, in just a matter of minutes, his opinion of the man had changed from one of disdain to one of compassion. That was a real person sitting there, perhaps even a hero. He had a name. He had an identity. Under different circumstances, each could have walked in the others shoes.
He had no idea what Walker would do with the money, but it didn't matter now. In his mind he knew he had found another penny on the sidewalk. But this time, without regard for value, he had stopped and picked it up.
God Is Real/Miracles Happen
By Nate Spears
God is real, and miracles happen
Despite of his struggles
The middle class poet kept on writing his chapters
Times were tough
But he didn’t give up
His bills were overdue
No water, no power
He used GOD as his source; and
kept on writing his chapters
Then came a knock
He opened his door, but no one was there
There was a note left behind, along with a white feather on his mat
A rent paid receipt
Plus full payment of his utilities
He closed the door quickly, and went back in the house to his desk
The pages in his book was flipped
to a ending page he couldn’t miss
A inspirational piece was left behind that he didn’t write
It read this:
For your time and effort given
to lead and inspire, this is the final chapter in your book that I so desire.
I restored your power, to give you energy to write.
I gave you water again, for the tears shed on your writes.
I provided funding for your rent, for the priceless messages your poems present.
Those sheets of paper have inspired many lives in need to vent.
I read the final chapter, and started to cry
I glanced out the window at a river of joy nearby
A rainbow appeared in the sky
Under covering my darkness
There lies a ray of light
No matter how deep life pounds
No matter how hard things get
If you believe you can overcome
Just keep up the fight
The battle is already won
Your frequent absence made me question,
your existence and your importance.
I contemplated your possible ingredients to my growth.
I gazed at the stars at night, feeling the connection.
Hoping that you were watching, the same star lite sky.
Hoping you were seeing, the same images, that I was.
where ever you were.
Like the light of a blinking fire fly. I tried to grab that firefly,in the nature of a baffling night,but when I opened my palm, there was nothing in sight. I couldn't fathom your inconsistency of light.
I know you and my mom didn't agree on certain things. Thus you spewed words that you both regret now. Since you left, I became a ball with out air, under clouds that cried nails and chunks of glass.I pleaded with mystical nature, like freshly cut fingers of grass,pleading to hold sunlight of spring again.My vision obscure. Questioning your love and fatherhood all the more,and SURE that could change.
Like season, if you gave me a reason, for your absence and you did.I was walking to the supermarket.With my head down,hands in pocket,rotating change,to cheer mood, with queer sounds, of rhythmic jingles.
A hand roughly touched my shoulder,following with the words hey son!!!
where you going?
With perplexity I stopped. I turned slightly startled. A giant with facial hair,and a smile and a look, that some how made me forget, he was gone all the while. I gave him a hug. He gave me a bike and said hop on and look straight. He pushed and I peddled.After awhile,I looked behind me, he no longer had his hands on me,I was ridding alone.
Good job son! Keep going straight!
I laughed and did exactly that.
I rode my way to a happier day.
He ran next to me smiling with watery eyes.
That explained every thing,
that needed to be explained.
Then I realized he was guiding me,
with the absence of his hands,but
remaining the presents of his fingerprints!!!
His prints left instructions.
I CAN RIDE!!!
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!
Sponsor:Destroyer ~ Poet
Contest Name:Any poem
Written by:Elliott Bowe
Fields of flowers sway to the onslaught of the purest of pure winds
The fresh scent it gathers by brushing through the grass itself
The motions it creates a delicate change with every brush
It combs through the endless views of long slopes
The wind in fields are the purest of all it gathers life with in it
Pushing the way to the edge of the forest were it dies down
But I rather not say die because it still flows through
On top of the forest, above the rivers, and hills of old
Where the wind blows
The thought of her smiling gave me faith
From when we were little we bathe
My mother and her mother is best friends
They both took care of us and gifts they send
We pulled each others hair
And she was always quick to dare
When I smiled at her she knew it was no good
She learned to pull me up and she understood
I just wanted her attention and that she gave
She knew it in her heart love was my slave
From when we were a child with full of energy I had my way
She was the one who was my guide and she did not push me away
When I saw her cry one day and her eyes was so sad
I gave her a flower and I smiled at her and made her glad
When some one special leaves her heart
I sat by her and never wanted to depart
She is the love of my life always
She is the one who gave me my hope through out my days
So I gave her my heart and love from within
And I did not make it thin
I stood by her side since I was a child
I gave her my support when we were wild
She knew who I was and I let her go the distance
I did not hate her or give her resistance
My mother and her mother are great friends and their virtue will never end
Because of their love they both trusted us to live our ways to transcend
So my childhood friend was my best friend, and now my wife
She new it from the start that we part of each others life
My only companions are my dreams
my only friends Who call out for me
their voices a melody for me to fallow
save me my friends from this Dark World
Wolfs teach me to be loyal and to fight the dark
and when make love to the dark embracing
it becoming dark myself yet not to succumb to its control
Fae teach me to kill with words And when to use them to save
Of the meanings of speech and its clever twists
To speak a truth one does not want to hear
And still make them hear tote truth
Twin sprits teach me to know the sprits
Those elusive things some call souls
Not knowing how to talk with them, we converse
Not knowing how to feel their presence, I touch them
I feel the hands brush against my skin
As dragons, teach of fire, rage, and bloodlust ,when to use it
and how to use it well like a well made WAR HAMMER
,and from the masters I learn lore and flight
for though I have no wings still I fly with them
Trees teach of patience
And the earth’s presence and how to care her
Of the minds herbs and streams to feed my roots
As my branches wither
Their Skills With The Wood Are Rival To None
Succubus and Incubus you teach of the heart,
it’s betrayals, loves, comforts
how to guard the heart, and still feel
for they know best, its mysterious ways
Whilst my heart, mind and body scream
Scream for release from this reality
To dreams and the worlds found
through their doorways
Call out to me my friends
save me from those who ridicule me
who constrain me in chains of iron as they sear my flesh
Holding me fast to things, I must not do or have
cages of words, deeds, people, and their judgments
I Hate Them, And Their Ways are both evil and cruel
I know not how long I have left
For my blood screams for vengeance
To bathe in its fires ,to soar free in the skies
where none but you can reach me
SAVE ME, MY FRIENDS I BEG YOU!!!
I long for your embrace your fiery breath
the sweet scent of wet moss you warm sprit upon mine
the pack running singing the songs
that change me to your likeness
the sleep where my heart lies in your hands
as you feed your lustful hungers upon my troubles
leaving me to sleep untroubled free of my cares and worries
giving me my heart backed still with its worries and cares but unburdened
you cleaver teachers I lust for your wisdom
and the peace you bring me
please come open the doorway
to the forests and the fire moors
save me my friends
this is also a personification
Please come embrace this write of me,
If my words don't help maybe a hug will do.
Still I'll try to serenade your mind with comfort,
These expressions attempting to soothe a tired brain.
I've wrapped myself in those arms of your pain,
Reaching out to feel some to understand just a little.
When you wave hoping it's only a temporary farewell,
This man's already died in too many permanent goodbyes.
I have wings enough to carry us to that heaven,
To a paradise which waits patiently in star's rafters.
We're all afraid of final end yet some even more,
Let me show you only a beginning that will never end.
If you hold my hand I promise to take you there,
For He has granted me with a vision not to get lost.
This map to eternity firmly blazing in my psyche,
I know the way so simply follow me to nirvana.
Copyright © 2014 Robert William Gruhn - All Rights Reserved
"A poem to me is the essence of any thought,
Being built from its foundation into tower scraping sky.
It can fly like no other bird to places never seen,
Even spaceships can only dream of taking its place."
© 2014 Robert William Gruhn
I searched for you night and day,
My lungs gave out and breath gave way.
It was endless in miles and vast in count.
The treasures in measure are heavy in amount.
Piece by piece I seek to find,
Gathering myself with a soul and mind!
I prayed for you day and night,
My heart gave way and my feelings gave out.
I was surrendered to my love without a doubt!
© Copyright: Ann Rich 2006
If I could fly, where in the world would I possibly go?
Up and away my wings would carry me,
My destination not known!
If I could fly, I’d capture all of the Sun’s rays.
Up and away!
What a sight to see with such a grand milestone!
If I could fly,
I would always look below.
Down and deep!
My eyes focused only on you.
My journey’s still unknown.
If I could fly, I’d stay on top with memories buried to keep.
Down and deep!
What an experience just to fly through!
Such a waste without you!
If I could fly, I would soar with my best perfection.
Soaring with pride!
My life achieved.
My destination excluding restrictions!
If I could fly, I’d forever remember this glide.
Soaring with pride!
What a thought to preconceive.
Such bright reflections!
If I could fly where in the world would I possibly go?
Up and away I would go only with you.
My destination remaining incognito!
If I could fly, I’d want to stay up and away!
What an incredible zone just to pass through!
Such a magnificent plateau!
If I could fly, I’d fly only for you!
®Registered: 1997 ANN RICH
I stood before the mirror
in my violet cotton shirt
and jeans from the Gap,
with combed brown hair
falling just below my shoulders,
my backpack in tow.
Small but mighty,
there I was,
ready to be one of
the big kids now.
I held on tightly to my mom's hand
on the corner of Hazel and Greenleaf,
anxiously awaiting the arrival
of the yellow school bus
to take me off to my first day
as a 1st grader.
She sensed my nerves
and knelt down beside me,
placing a small black leather pouch necklace
in my hand.
"Put this around your neck
and whenever you start to feel
scared or lonely at school,
just rub the pouch and I'll be there,"
she said with a smile.
I clutched the pouch
in my hand as the school bus
pulled up to the corner
and opened its doors.
Charlie the bus driver
welcomed kids with a warm smile,
but I didn't want to let go of mom's hand.
With the pouch in my right hand,
and her hand in my left,
everything was right.
But as the last of the other kids
boarded the bus,
I knew it was time to let go
of mom's hand.
I waved one more time from the bus
as I sat down on the sticky brown
school bus seats.
I looked out the window
trying to hold onto my mom
with my eyes until
I couldn't see her anymore.
I felt the tears begin to well,
and my lower lip trembled,
the only thing I wanted
was to be back with my mom.
I took the pouch out of my hand,
and slipped it over my head
onto my neck.
Closing my eyes
I rubbed the pouch,
and just like she said,
she was there with me
holding my hand.
on a humid day in late September
I stood in front of the mirror
in my apartment,
wearing a yellow tank top
and a loose brown skirt,
my short hair pulled back
in a ponytail.
As the time came for me to leave,
all I wanted to do was cry.
I wish mom was here to hold my hand,
I thought, looking down at my
I grabbed my bag from my chair,
and a worn black leather pouch
fell from the chair onto the carpet.
I stared at it for just a moment,
and then picked it up and tied it tightly
to the strap on my bag.
As I walked into the room
for my first day as a big girl
in the real world.
I realized I was rubbing the pouch
with the fingers on my right hand,
just as I did on the first day of
the 1st grade.
I knew she was there with me
holding my hand through my struggles,
just like she promised me years earlier
while waiting for the bus
on the corner of Hazel and Greenleaf.
I took a trip in my mind today,
Astonished by what I found,
You only weighed a pound,
All of you were at play.
I wanted to stay,
But I was bound,
Standing on my ground!
I tumbled where you lay.
The grass was jade green,
And the sky was baby blue,
A vision I’d never seen,
I stood there looking at you.
Smiles and laughter filled the air,
It was a lost paradise where all was fair.
© Copyright: Ann Rich 2006
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Introduction: We don't really think deep enough about "What A Poetry Actually Is", the
obvious question which we all know but don't think how to really elaborate on. We mostly
see the story, depth and the purpose it delivers. Well, here's one a little bit different
Poetry is the reflection of our lives like in the mirror,
It is something we can relate to and share.
It's our memories written in jumbled words,
It's like a song, with a meaning it holds.
A mere idea of our mystical lives,
Expressed in a way from deep inside
A way which only the heart can see,
A place where the eyes get cold-feet
The earnest truth and the sweetest lies,
It's all the irony that makes poetry so alive.
I look ahead to the ends promised in my mind
But always reality clouds my eyes with the peppers of life
Sometimes I make hasty progress
Only a few steps ahead to be forced more steps to regress
Sometimes my hope gets a boost from a fine line I read off a book
But as soon as I lay down the book
The reality of a stool beneath my foot
Makes me anticipate the pain of the noose
Still I have a will and I know that soon I will
On the back of the winged unicorn of my dreams
...I will soar free
This reality is for the benefit of my dreams
On its harsh grindstones I will sharpen my will to live
He was so dull and lazy
Frightened and hazy
Never was able to mingle with others
And he knows that he always suffers
Tries to avoid the school
Does not like to be called a fool
He was not that much responsible
For his behavior so intolerable
That is his form of a character
Anyways, it does not matter
And his father passed away early
When he was a 2-year old baby
Mother always was worried
About his studies
A small business she was running
Needs her only son to get going
And people make fun
Of her hapless son
So much obscure the childhood, is unbelievable
As childhood is indeed enjoyable
But for him it is a curse
Six years later he changed gears
He decided to work hard to improve
He yearned for, something to prove
That he can do it
He started to look fit
For he concentrated hard on studies
And completed even the medical studies
He is now a famous Doctor
And a pediatrician for that matter
His was the worse childhood
And for him a bright future stood
He is now enjoying his life
He has kids from a beautiful wife
~La Gala Grandeur~
Revived from mine mortality,I adopt my rebirth
Through neonate eyes,the world now glows ethereal
As my resplendence arouses,death is relinquished dormant
Though newly formed,I step unteeteringly unafraid
Motlique auras,encompass my fellow scions
The firmament above,an wombous spectrum pletharic
Engrossed of adolescence,I become exhilarantly aware
My lineant precursors,swarm samely for my embracing
Free from fragility,I am no longer appraisal's prey
No less nor more than another,we abide incorruptable
Orchestras of saints and psalmists,exact an spectacled sonata
Devout and divinely,we dance dutifully for mercy's grace
This revel illimitable,is always available
Admittance thou art assured,whether or not of invitation
With none boundary of era,we know ye will attend
It is but a matter my friend,of just when...
~Azaza~ June 19th,2010
Here In the wide open Wyoming wilderness,
My eyes capture what can't be enhanced.
A campfire crackling beneath a star filled sky,
time that stands still as consolations pass by.
shadows of sage that dance beyond campfire light.
A realization of the treasure it is; this Wyoming life.
The plateau breezes that naturally eases,
the mind of this callused man.
Take's me back to a time now long forgotten,
when solitude, was the attitude,
of every Nation, Tribe and Clan.
With the stillness of the night,
you can still hear that plight,
through the cry's of the coyote howl.
So it seems; that all poetry brings,
is solitude that will last just awhile.
there he sat, still an Restless
under the muddy light post
on the Slimy, Cruel hill
the Dust blew in a daze
and Mud spat in his face
the Rain began.
there he watched his home Bury away
his mother, father, sister, and son
fly deep into the waves
the Fog sat in, and sat thick
while the Wind roared in wheezing and pushing
the rain kept on
then came a rich, beautiful man
bearing a clean red cross on his chest
his smile sympathetic, but reason hollow
Depression crept in, slow and quiet
picked a spot and was made comfortable
the Rain crashed hard
but there, behind the clean blond hair
over the mud, and past the dirt
a smooth, white cloud beckoned.
his heart, blackened and crushed.
the Rain, deep and dark inside, had Stopped.
What is held beneath the hidden haven is such a mystery.
Looking in and looking out never a dream and never a doubt.
Souls in need for mercy to plea a soul driven just to be set free!
The hidden haven remains such a mystery all throughout.
Obscuring what life is really all about and drenched in all of its diversity.
What is held beneath the hidden haven can never be known.
Many more tears are yet to come,
All hidden where we all begun,
A need to be loved with a place to belong with a chance to grow!
The hidden haven remains a dark mystery that’s all alone.
Concealing what life has really shown,
Omitting my every attempt to reach out and truly be done.
What is hidden beneath the hidden haven is between me with you.
A clear moment with your brightest light,
All given and laid before your eyes very own sight.
The force of strength will carry us through!
The hidden haven remains a mystery with the life we will choose.
Provoking the battle that is prepared to fight,
Crushing the life you always knew,
The hidden haven can never be known.
It is hidden!
For it is deep!
A soul that absorbs life alone,
A moment forbidden,
But held forever in my keeps!
®Registered: 1997 Ann Rich
A quandary of memory
stands here before me,
with yesterday's long gone.
Fifty years ago,
just like the minute before;
I started this life long poem.
There's times it seems,
the probable things,
are lost on the tip of my tongue.
Every ladder I've climbed,
is left behind,
pushed to years ago when I was young.
My friends let me know,
every detailed episode,
that pulls at my confused brain.
Is it present or past,
and this time will it last,
never my mind to return to this day.
Solitude is my enemy,
but then again a friend to me,
for it's where I find in my mind,
the things I find so dear to me,
as I travel once more; back in time.
how much is it worth to you to feel safe and secure?
how much would you spend? how much could you afford?
what is the monetary value that you would place on your life?
how much money would it take? how much would you sacrifice?
what price safety? how much money would you spend
just to have that feeling of security once again?
too frightened to get on the elevator in the building where you reside
don't know if you'll make it to your door before a thief is at your side
too scared to walk to your car alone in a public parking lot
don't know if you'll get the keys in the door before you're assaulted or shot
America has been on heightened alert since the Twin Towers did fall
the airports, the borders and Homeland Security are constantly on the ball
so how much would you spend to remove from your life that spirit of fear?
how many dollars would it take to protect what you hold dear?
there're not enough police to go around to be in society's face
so security officers take up the slack and stand in their place
we've become the front line defenders that the community sees
to detect, protect and defend them and their property
yet without benefit of weapons, no batons, no vests or guns
we hold to our positions and we get the job done
but we're at a disadvantage when it comes to getting paid
for we barely make what would be considered a livable wage
what price safety? what would it be worth to you
to give security officers what they are due?
what price safety? I ask you once more
what price would you pay just to feel secure?
WHAT PRICE SAFETY?
Forgive me father for i have sinned, bless me for i have repented.
Now i truly know the power of the lord upon this blessed land
I have seen this worlds true colours. For these people there is hope.
The gardens of earth watered with the blood of tyrants.
Leveled out by the sweat of heroes.
I hear your name whisperd through the wind.
like chinese whispers, it gets mislead and twisted.
I see your image perfectly crafted upon each of us.
You give us a spirit, you guide it. but like a feather in the wind it blows off course
We are brought into the world, being told lie after lie, subliminal messges are the truth.
We stumble across the truth by mistake but we ignore it, asif it were not there.
We live in a time of need, we need our gaurdian angel to continue to guide us.
To guide us through the dark world of decietfulness,
To keep us warm from the cold hatred thrown upon us,
To shelter us from the hailstorm of lies.
People are losing hope, they no longer believe,
but i have not given up.
We need you to return to help bring the world back to order,
I'll travel to the far ends of the world to discover the truth,
I'll sail the bluest of sea's to find peace,
I'll fly through the clearest of skys, fluffiest of clouds to find out what awaits me in heaven
She walked around this earth with a jar filled with love
Dipping into its commodities when she saw someone in need of
a smile, encouragement, understanding and compassion
Her jar was always running over bringing others satisfaction
Oneday while on a daily routine she saw a tattered old man
Sleeping on a bench, in his right hand he had an aluminum can
She dipped into her jar and pulled out a mysterious note
She had held it for quit sometime a poem she had long ago wrote
She parked her car around the way
It was a cold and rainy November day
Then walked up quietly to this sleeping guy
and suddenly formed tears in her sensitive eyes
She took the poem from out of her jar
Put it inside his portable bar
Then quickly tip towed away
Hoping to God he would read what it had to say
The poem was a love letter to anyone
That had given up on life and had completely shunned
the world out because of many horrible trails
The poem was written to encourage someone and inspire
It was signed with just a smile and a phone number too
A nearby church and rehab center who
Took men in for absolutly free
helped them to discover who they were really meant to be,
A week later this girl drove that same way
There was no sign of this man she so often saw on that bench during the day
A month later, on a Sunday morning she could not believe her eyes
She was in church and to her surprise
The same old man that had been dirty, drunk and out of social reach
Stood in front of this giant congregation and made a beautiful speech
All bright, clean and with tears in his eyes
He told a story about an angel who stopped him from suicide
He said there had to be a God for he woke to take his last sip
And in his “jar” of beer he found a poem and decided to read it
And now he had been sober for thirty days
He found his two lost sons and he just wanted to give God praise
This girl and her "jar" never said a word
She just sat in her chair as her soul sang like a bird
So never be afraid to carry goodness in your life jars
For you never know when you may be a persons saving star!!!
Based on The contest :JARS
I grasp visions of an ideal hue.
Dismay fades as light lives inside.
Images of gray rush through my mind.
I am defined by darkness,yet color burns bright within me.
Not who I am,but how I see.
Fluent rays set my blindness free.
for the ''Color Blindness Contest''
sponsored by...Olajide Adelana
written by...Kacey Greenlee,kaceymike29
How much is time worth? Is the cost of opportunity beneficial? Compared to the time spent on a single affair. Are your achievements worth the hours wasted? Or your failures moments of clarity; something to have learned? Time is a fire and before long, you get burned. How you recover, is truly the answer in which your past regrets are your present woes and your future attempts are blind to the eye of happiness that remains closed. Is time your friend? Is it your foe? How many minutes have you given away? In turn, how many seconds have you received? By another courteous enough to spend the energy to give you the time of your life. Time, I deduce, is a waste of...i regress. For time has been no brother's keeper. It has transformed beauty to an unpleasant event. An open eye sore, vision-less. You get what you desire, eventually, in time. So, if time is all we have shouldn't my desires be mine? As I sleep I lose time; as I stand idle I lose the drive gasless in this vehicle of depression understanding time doesn't heal all wounds. Time cannot be gained nor inherited from a father that isn't of my timeline. He's your immortal enemy armored with an infinite spirit. We spend our time wasting time, losing track of and then wonder where it went. In due time, maybe so. Looking back over time of years ago.
Introduction: Limit itself has a limit of its own…
A walk, mile after mile
In quest for my lost soul,
I had forgotten how to smile
Everything felt out of control,
I fought too hard to be worthwhile
By that I got lost in my life’s hole
The regrets for mistakes I’ve made
It took me off the edge, way too far away;
Yet I tried again so hard to get off from that shade
But got caught up in my brutal fray,
The same song keeps playing with such a vicious rage,
I find myself down to my knees, nowhere to go - So I pray
A prayer to leave the worst and move onto more,
Come off this fantasy and onto reality, to be -
Closer to something I’ve been fighting for
The touch of the light cutting through the night, it rains down upon me
As I overcome the grief and believe, recovery lies ashore,
Only three steps remain, to be fixed and free.
A lesson of value I earned from my faults -
Never push yourself off the edge,
You’ll lose the only key to the vault
A life you never had to live – It too could forever be lost,
So stay confined within the limits of the limit
As it seems - Your control over lust, only can make you complete.
Brother had made me mad so I knocked him down the basement stairs.
Choicely words he hurled my way-His teary eyes reflected pain and back at me they glared.
Like a viper he laid around the house daring me to come his way.
Sorry am I now for I have no one with to play.
After several weeks had passed, he still snarled and hissed.
Only his foot- to-hip cast kept him constantly at bay.
But I grew lonely with no brother to rumble with; no one to share my day.
Then the thought struck me as a jolt of reality-tomorrow is his birthday.
Off to Mr. Green’s corner store I went for a birthday present- I had fifty cents.
I spied a red kite- asked him to rap it and back to brother as I whistled and skipped.
I presented the little red kite which brother threw down-saying you ain’t right!
Sadly I looked for a solution of how brother can fly his new birthday kite.
It was in the backyard, positioned under the lean-to – the answer to my prayer.
I dragged it out and cleaned her with new found hope and no despair.
I carried my brother and placed him in the little red wagon with difficulty as he held his kite in hand.
The school yard was empty- we tailed the kite and then pulling the wagon I ran.
The little red kite stilled high in the air as brother and I where once again a pair.
The kite soared the faster I ran and finally at the end of the day, a brother’s love had been won again.
The King of Charm
I have searched for and wondered
Just who my prince charming would be
You know the one who was made
Specifically for me
He will want to treat me
Like I am the very best
He will make me feel like
I’m better than all of the rest
He will really want to hold me
Not only when I ask him to
It will just be something
He truly wants to do
The kisses he gives to me
Will be so very sweet
That I’ll tingle all over
From my head to my feet
His love for me
Will be so real
That I’ll know how
A woman should feel
He will be my soul mate
Though I have had one before
We never shared our life together
So this time will certainly be more
It’s as if the journey
Goes on and on again
As if it’s in a spin cycle
Without reaching an end
I’m really in a higher category
As a friend pointed out to me
I actually need a level above
Who a prince charming would be
Now the next level up
From a prince charming love
Would have to be a king’s status
So that’s why I’ve only had love duds
I may only be the queen of drama
As is what my friend actually said
It still carries the category of a queen
So those are the steps I’m going to tread
Now I am turning in a new direction
Away from those prince charming men
They seem to be galloping all around me
Just not meeting the criteria of my searching
So it really must be the king of charm
The one who will find true love with me
Together we will share our dreams of life
And live together forever very happily
Florence McMillian (Flo)
My first love - when we ended,
They told me to pray to God,
And that he would make time,
My new best friend.
And with the love I had for you,
The despair I would fall out of.
My second love - when we ended,
They did not tell me anything,
For what really could they say?
I sit and watch the hands of grace,
Embalming memories of emotion.
Love forbidden to ever die but,
Peace in how under time it hides.
So I still know,
In spirits and parallels,
I am still with you both,
And this was never written.
From time to time
We all run into
A fog of some kind
Yes, even you do
Your path becomes
A big thick haze
And then for some
The mind reaches a daze
Uncertainty can get you
When it is so unclear
Obscuring the view
All around so near
A type of trap maybe
Inside a clouded mass
Blinding the vision we see
As if the fog will not pass
I travel through just fine
For me that’s when it seems
To be my most favorite time
To dream the impossible dreams
When times are the toughest
Where the darkest moments are
Mountains are climbed highest
And I reach for the brightest star
Not one thing will stop me
From dreaming of tomorrow
My hopes go as high as can be
Tossing away thoughts of sorrow
We all pass through
A bit of fog sometime
Just remember it is true
The sun will again shine
Florence McMillian (Flo)
One cold Sunday morning
I walked across the road
Cold wind striking my cheeks, leaving its bleeding marks
Hands stuffed in my pockets, feet peeping through my socks
I sat on the cold steps outside an old church
I had no other place to shelter.
People came and people went
Carrying heavy hymnals
Wearing pretty clothes within fancy coats, stockinged feet in striking shoes
Some threw me coins, some just passed by
Till a little one came running up, took my hands in his little ones
Looked up into my eyes and smiled.
That my friend, made me warm
Forget my hunger and made me strong
To look through this cold day
And see another
Better and beautiful one.
The winter went and Summer came
I had a little shop by then
Fixing bicycle tyres, mending broken brakes
Hands covered with grease, forever on my knees
I sat on a little stool in my tiny rickety shed
I had a place now to shelter.
Children came and children went
Bringing bicycles old and new
Gaily painted shiny ones brought some, some ones battered by fond use
To some I was a friend, to others just a bicycle-man
Till one day came to my shed, my little friend who took my hands
And smiled at me on the cold stone steps.
He brought his sparkling new bicycle
Steady my handle, I can’t handle
This bicycle, it makes me tumble
In his eyes, I saw fear and hope
I bent down
And studied the cycle spokes.
“My little friend”, to him I said
“The fear is only in your head
Climb on the seat, look only at the road ahead.”
I looked down at him, smiled and said, “I know you can.”
He looked back a long moment and smiled
He gripped the handle and rode, bold down the road.
SEA TO SHINNING SEA,
...this is so intimate of time, as a first kiss of time is...so close of soul, so near, so dear of heart beat, so precious a rhyme that flows so intimately,
deep of time, down by the Crystal Seas...
...this is so intimate of dreams,
as the Crystal Sea so reveals of destinies galore,
destined as the night light of the moon-glows of starry eyes,
upon the waters,
...seeing tranquility upon the waves...
watching to the depth of a dream,
and a sun-rise
being so true...
for underneath and within this a moon-lit poem of starry night eyes, down by the Crystal Seas, a vessel sets sail upon the deep...into a kiss of dawn...
Sea to shinning Sea.
Frozen in time,
captivated by this enormous being,
the size of a small car.
his every move.
The way he used his hands;
With all the consciousness of the world,
and graceless coordination.
of the visitors,
as they briefly called out for his attention.
Only for a moment,
then they were gone.
in an orderly sham.
He sat there,
in his dark cave.
As if he was waiting for the light to find him.
on a boulder,
squatting, and primitive.
Drawing in the dirt with one hand.
Swatting a fly with the other.
as he rushed to consume his food.
The females hovered behind him,
His movement mechanic.
His presence powerful.
He was the king of his domain.
his magnificence, I watched.
How smart was he?
Could he feel my presence?
Engulfed in the very essence of all that was him,
how he felt, I watched.
Did he think he was still in the womb of Mother Nature?
Or, did he know the iron bars which embrace him now?
our eyes met.
He noticed my presence.
His gaze intimidated me,
But I did not look away.
He approached me.
I felt his eyes inspecting my soul.
A chill ran down my back,
I turned behind me,
only to find no other presence there.
When I turned back,
we were face to face.
Separated by the sham,
And a two inch piece of glass.
Just me and him,
the two of us,
and the females hovering behind him.
His old eyes spoke to me,
“I am like you.
I love, I feel, I hurt.
I am, like you.”
I put my hand on the glass
and with all the
consciousness of the world,
he did the same.
With tears in my eyes,
Then, he pooped in his other hand
and wiped it on the glass.
This was a sign of endearment.
I laughed out loud.
And I swear,
He smiled back.
I'm fine! Really, I am.
My eyes may give way
To emotions, but I've found
That hiding them is okay.
No one wants to live with
Their heart on their sleeve.
That'd be just fine if
People didn't care or need.
As it is, no one can
Survive. Not alone that is.
Clinging to one another and
Crying together like kids.
I want to surpass that,
I want to be able on my own.
In many ways like a cat,
I would do more alone.
Sometimes, when I think this
Loneliness pushes it's way in
And it gets so hard to resist
That noxious butterfly's sin.
Sure, I care for others
And want those feelings in return.
People are like wet covers
Weighing you down to get burned.
My feelings, I want to cut them.
To tear them down and rip them out.
But once it's dance has begun
The butterfly will win, no doubt.
No more! Leave me be I say.
You imploring noxious butterfly!
Feelings, I will not hear of them today
There are no rules that life goes by.
But within me the dance continues,
Those horrid things I want to forget.
Some sort of personal revenue
My noxious butterfly, my feelings, kept.
To live a life of splendor
A life of joy, comfort, and wonder
Trust me, believe me, stand by me
The one in your dreams, let me be
Walls slowly came crumbling down
Unaware of what was bound
If only you came with a caution sign
so I could at least resign
I still opened.
Let the truth be told
For this I am too old
I cannot open.
Was I the fool
to be had by such a tool?
You continued to knock...
I will not open.
Farewell to you and your cruel lies
I turn a deaf ear to all your cries
I will NEVER open!
Surfeit of stalagmites barring, hampering my way
Clouds descending from heavenly heights
Obscuring my outlook in the rarified air
Mount Certes challenged all my senses
Aching muscles, pounding heart, gasping intakes of breath
But for all that I felt elated, ecstatically elated
My soul craved for such a challenge an achievement made
I hesitated pondering whether to rest for sustenance
Or carry on unreservedly whilst still light enough to see
There were mountain caves inhabited by Franciscan monks
Many mystics through the ages marvelled at Certes enlightenment
Mount Certes was inaccessible by the seaward side
Sheer chalk cliffs had disintegrated battered by stormy seas
Atop the mountain was the Pinnacle chapel
Once offerings had been made on the site to the Greek Gods
Recent excavations had uncovered many artifacts
Venerable was whispered by town folk below
Whenever the mystics descended for the yearly penitents offerings
Was I strong enough to reach the Pinnacle?
My unswerving faith would ensure
Though my unfit body would be a daunting problem
Recently I had decided to reassess my whole lifestyle
I wanted to be reborn in my values and jaundiced outlook on life
Washed clean, inviolate new goals and to be strengthened spiritually
God would surely forgive my introspective selfish ways
Confess and your sins shall be forgive you
Professed to have been spoken about by the disciple Peter
coming directly from the lips of Jesus himself
I was a sinner, still am, until I reach the Pinnacle of perfection.
What a wonderful human being this giver of cash seems to be,
Making a fortune on real estate and then passing some on to strangers,
Just imagine if every person who did well financially passed some profit on,
I just hope that mostly homeless brothers and sisters find this generosity,
And those who really do not need it desperately give it to them that do,
This is what would truly make this Hidden Cash through Twitter Wonderful!
MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS THROUGHOUT OUR WORLD!
Love always and forever,
Each traveler's face shines with lights from windows
of shops which line the cheery esplanade.
The pinks of spring bloom on their pale night skin
and all like babes reflect love, limb from limb.
San Francisco’s night life warms like brandy.
The street light glows a soft, warm, gold at night,
as syrupy, and sweet as butterscotch.
The well pruned trees are laced with colored bulbs
and between each bough, they twinkle gaily,
reminding every weary soul of joy.
Even sidewalks twinkle in the alleys,
their seeded sections laced with bits of glass.
And, stop lights spirit little walkers rush
to a tune which tell them when to go,
while yellow caution lights blink in between.
Ah, the Bay how it’s staged for the merry,
as on occasion, fireworks flowery show,
high above the Golden Gate to Oakland,
the red, white, and blue of nation repeat
San Francisco, a sparkling jewel at night.
Once in a while I meet a person whose eyes tell their story
The story is like the sky reflection on the seas of glory
The eyes are all the wonder of the world
It sees the future, past, and present
The eyes give us knowledge of the world and reflection
The reflection of sadness and weakness of each creature
The wonder of each individual being has a present
To the world who has lots of false images
To arise the moment of that one glance
To follow the heart in romance
Just the reflection that gather in your eyes of blue
What a man and a woman should view
Life is such a pain without stopping to see each eyes
Its like roses you have to enjoy each passion in side
When that moment collides with mind and heart
Nothing in your soul can keep your love apart
Join in the fun look in every eyes of a person beside
With passion and romance I bet you, you would cry
The luster of all the things to come
A bounty of life long needs to be given by just the wonders of the eyes
The blue seas reflects the different depths of our feelings
And it should become revealing
Come to your senses with ravaging hormones of lust
The sea can take you and even the reflection in the eyes of the person
The beauty is not held by one it is held by everyone
Such looks with fear for no relief
Is almost a dreadful part in our human nature
Beware of what can happen when emotions are held
Held to the core of an individual
No such thing is kindness when you find yourself in the Sea Blue Eyes
Calling in your soul by just looking
With ignorance you play around with such futile emotion
Gush away the fear and do not go insane with life so dear
The grasp of the titans comes to reveal
The evil within your heart is so obscenely noticed
You want the sea and you want those eyes to look at you with wishes
The rage in the heart are waves that cannot stop
It pushes and pushes with no regret
The heart falters and there is only one thing in your mind
The idea of one soul to be with is the ocean
The rifts that is trying to break to end the wants of desire
Cannot be trusted in a human lier
The beauty of man is destruction
The beauty of women are commands
The eyes of each does not matter in the sea
Because all emotion and desire is given to those who are true
Command of a person is just one thing
The desire to destroy is another
The Sea Blue Eyes will see no bother cause it bares it all
Even the utmost desire
To be continue.
who is this spiritual soul I see dancing amongst the thorns and nails of a desolate ending
perhaps a chosen man.....one to walk alone in the corruption of the filth laden lies
perhaps an angel passing through to display a true light , a light of love for each
perhaps gives birth to a definite divine................................
loneliness is a good thing...
to share with someone
Roaming through the woods
Looking around the trees
Stopping for one second
I realize I am free
As I begin to walk again
I hear a faint call
Following the voice
That leads me through the forest
The call gets louder and louder
A shadow gets closer and closer
I reach the shadow which is a girl
Come with me and we will explore the world...
I wandered around for years
in odds and ends
not knowing what to do with myself
unchartered territory just waiting for me
undecided in which way to go
open road to freedom
impulsive escape driven
by extremes in nature
erratic in behavior
in the spur of the moment running away
from the mundane routine of existence.
A change of pace from everyday rat race
always in a hurry to get ahead
on the highway of life
searching for a new scenic route
through small towns and quaint little shops
worth exploring along side streets
with windows rolled down
music blasting out loud
enjoying the view of the countryside
a smile on my face feeling free
from the city lights of shades drawn in boredom.
Many days have gone and past us by,
Still in my memory
live cherished stories of an angelic voice
and a girl named Emily.
A young lady of no more than sixteen years
with a beauty few could see.
With tattered clothes and dirty face,
she lived in poverty.
But a blessed voice was given to her
like an angel, heavenly.
She sang out from an innocent soul
with love and harmony.
She shared her gift and praised God's name.
Light shined on Emily.
Though, she could not enter the house of God,
with clothes and face grimy.
On street corners, she sang to the Lord.
Her songs carried from sea to sea.
Until all the countryside knew the angelic voice
from a girl named Emily.
She brought God's message of peace and love
to all with hearts to see
beyond the station given in life
to the gifted Emily.
Then one cold day in the little town,
a young stranger blew in to see
if he could get a glimpse and hear the song
from a girl named Emily.
He walked the streets from dawn 'til dusk
listening for her melody.
When he heard her voice he was not prepared
for it's soulfulness and beauty.
He fell in love with the angelic voice
and fair girl immediately.
He did not see the dirt and rags
only beautiful Emily.
The stranger was a handsome prince
from across the sea.
The church members who ignored the girl
now all loved Emily.
She bestowed on them love undeserved
from the heart they would not see,
and sang for them in the same church
where she was once refused entry.
Emily married the handsome prince
and moved across the sea.
But she never forgot from where she came
and her life of poverty.
Until the day before her death, she sang
for all, songs heavenly,
and gave her fortune and riches away
to children in poverty.
She used her gift to spread love and joy,
this girl named Emily.
Her life to God was a gift returned,
the song of Emily.
By Rhonda Johnson-Saunders, June 4, 2012
for Heroes and Heroine's Contest (David Williams)
After forty years, Grandma's morality echoes louder than a summer's thunder,
wasn't her strict up-bringing or sense of defined dignity too improper?
" Daughter, bring up your kids with morality and honor...
fearing God and obeying the household rules;
never mind the nasty looks on those kids who booze...
who do what they please and wind up in the slammer!"
Her white hair had thought her much wisdom in errors
and she wanted to leave a great legacy behind...
" You may dislike what I say and feel upset or offended,
but bad behavior is stopped before it occurs. "
" Sweet, mother " she rebelled with a loving tone,
" This is a new generation and it needs change! "
But grandma lashed back with aggressiveness,"
"My days weren't like theirs...I had to obey my parents,
read the Bible and go to church on Sunday! "
" Under this roof, nothing changes...I demand obedience! "
" Sweet, mother " she repeated with understanding,
" You have to give them freedom to choose, and if they make mistakes...
let them learn and seek parental advice if they are wise. "
And tenderly turning to grandma she pleaded, " Let's work out our differences
and come up with a solution! " Grandma's eyes were filled with resentment,
but she understood and agreed to accept the advice.
And before more words were said, she apologized for her matriarchal demands,
"Much more I would like to say, but if you feel you are right...I'll stop talking."
It was 105 degrees that Texas day, and in the asphalt parking lot where we were performing it seemed like 150. But I was glad to be there. I had been invited to perform at a Cowboy Gathering in Weatherford, Texas and I had come there for one reason only...because Larry McWhorter was supposed to be there performing too. I had his tape at home and I was a huge fan of his work. After my set, I was approached by a lady who introduced herself as Andrea. She told me how much she liked my work and that she wanted me to come sit with her in the audience because her husband wanted to meet me and that he had a surprise for me.
We sat down in front of the stage and they introduced Larry McWhorter. I was thrilled that I was going to get to see him in person. His works stands high among the true greats of Cowboy Poetry and I identify with him because he is the "Real Deal," just like the men I grew up among. As I sat there Larry spoke to the audience. He told them that he had enjoyed my poem "Mustangs." I was thrilled! Larry McWhorter was talking about my work! He went on to say how he had worked in the part of Oklahoma I am from and that he had a particular poem about that area, that he was going to do it now and that he was dedicating it to me, the only Oklahoman performing there. He then recited Johnny Clare.
Of all the poems in the world, this is my number one favorite. I have stood at the grave of Johnny Clare. I have heard the stories about him since I was a teenager and a friend's uncle told us about him. While Larry recited, nothing else existed in this world. There was no background noise from the festival, the temperature didn't matter...all there was in the world were the words he spoke of an Oklahoma Cowboy.
As I travel through this torn valley
I look around then I drop to my knees
Graping the blade that guides my me
I will always fight knowing that I can be happy
Cutting through the sorrow and torment
Until this moment I have wasted the time spent
Focusing on my future
Thinking of my past
As long as there is something worth fighting for
My bad memories leave me fast
I will never give up nor will I back away
Not at night, not at day
I will always have a purpose
No matter what happens...
ralph my great poetic friend
after the puff of smoke ends
last man standing will be you,
provider of poetic words so true
having great thoughts, not blue!
zimmer has a philosophical blend
in his poetry he has started a trend,
man of excellent Acrostic poetic flow
ahhh, the reader smiles with a glow,
even after closing his acrostic page
one remembers his poetic great taste,
friends his poetic words are very kind
openness displays in his rhyming lines,
every syllable count is very great
he always write with amazing faith,
riding the poetic highlights today
He sits on the “Dock of the Bay!”
Once again the Supreme Player has dealt the unfortunate card
From the famine in my lands
To the quakes in Haiti, and the other parts
Then the floods in Australia
Now the quake in Japan
I wonder what to make of these times
In the meantime, I’m just gonna be glad to be alive
And send my heart to those who survived
Sorry for the greatest loss of your time
My kind and I will each lend a hand in kind
Continue to see yourself as worthy in the eyes of your creator
For such are the shortcomings of nature
Even we human beings who’re meant to be better,
Even the machines we make with our acute intelligence,
...always have their failures
It’s not time to point fingers of blame
It’s time to offer tonnes of help
Even he who has help worth only a feather’s weight
Will find his place in the plaque of gratitude
...For helping restore the better days
The past is what was
The present is the gift we’ve been waiting for
We must now make profit of the achievements we harnessed in yester days
For today is for the purpose of manufacturing a better day
It is so hard to move forward while fixated with the scenery passed
So please to all of us in misfortunes of a kind
Let’s carry on ahead and take from the past
....only the wealth of better lessons and faith
For as sure as one step ahead of the next will make us progress
Tomorrow is sure to erase all the sorrows and regrets
...and all the pains of yester days
Be keen, on your face a better smile to paint
Be keen, in your heart a better feeling to pump
Be keen, in your mind a better lesson to plant
Be keen, in your present a better experience to deserve
Be keen, in your future a better result to forecast
Always in the proper order organized and determined to stay intact.
Step by step rules with regulations and all judged with such strict order.
And all of this is what’s focused on me?
My, My! What a revelation in front of me a definite soul searching moment indeed.
Walking the plank I can see death before my eyes and visions with just way too many lacks.
I step further in to grasp this concept presented so directly in front of me.
Ha! A life with nothing but clearly lots of undistinguished metaphors!
My, my living on the edge,
Risky it may be but it encourages the will in me to succeed!
Ruled by the throne of ethical, morals, and values,
Condensed all into one challenging the best of my integrity!
Step by step an opinion is drawn or the matter disregarded at hand,
And all of this challenged by me!
My, My! What visions are in front of me a time to expect the unexpected my constant need!
Playing Russian roulette with a loaded gun, firm and adamant I maintain all of my dignity.
Pushing further for results to stimulate an aura I capture a much higher demand!
My, my living on the edge,
Risky it may be but it examines these laws that strive so hard to be!
Expectations meant for perfection encourage the best of me over and over again.
Step by step blueprints are calculated, analyzed and specified by the finest details.
And all of this is what’s focused on me?
My, My! What examples are set before me a moment to test my own integrity!
Sink or swim? A desperate moment I recognize and exemplify as purely sublime.
Getting closer and closer to the seed itself the core is mine to unravel and reveal!
My, my living on the edge,
Risky it may be but it’s argumentative from all that I can see.
A yes or a no, but never a maybe and all before my time so it seems!
Step by step a path has been laid before me all engraved in gold or stone.
Most definitely a challenge for my authenticity!
My, my what a grip on me, a chance to acknowledge what it is that I believe?
Suffocated by these laws that be, I’m caught in the rapture of my finest dreams.
I step further in to grasp the concept presented so proudly before me,
A challenge I care to defy on the Royal Throne!
My, my living on the edge,
Risky it may be but I know what I believe and I truly believe in what’s in the best of me,
And that my friend is strictly my authenticity!
Follow me and I will follow you only to sacrifice and pledge my soul.
Now known only as one!
Soaring in the winds with rapid inspirations exploding one by one,
It is your final fantasy to live again!
Victim of suicide revealed by fate and conquered by the depths of love,
Life of life has just begun!
The warmest touch begs respect for the quality found deep within.
It is your final fantasy to finally begin!
Encouraged by beliefs to uphold the strength of one’s destiny,
Yet, embraced with one final and endless thought!
A kiss of pleasure obscures the kiss goodbye,
Accompanied with its warmth to pleasure your need!
It is your final fantasy to bow down for these borrows and trade.
Subtle with perfection you are as pure as a white dove.
Your desire is to never ever get lost with what you’ve caught.
Insensitive delights begin to dwell from deep within,
You burn and ache for a place to finalize where it is that you belong.
It is your final fantasy to conquer these steps in which you alone have made.
Sacrifice those objectives captured and held in your time!
Acknowledge your very own self with the quality known only by the depths inside of you!
Fly away with me, but only for a moment.
Embrace only that which enlightens the moment seized!
It is your final fantasy to touch and feel everything that you never knew.
Life is our mystery, yet we uphold its true value with our righteous dignity.
Harvest your life moment by moment,
Make it your very own prey for the little ones who never knew.
Gather the sensations and absorb life as you breathe in your every breath of air.
It is your final fantasy to indulge with the intrigued and explore all of these parts inside of
Release yourself from the depths of love and find what it is that you truly seek.
Life of life has finally just begun!
Looking up and looking down but never looking all of the way around,
The loss of control is the loss that you will gain!
It is your final fantasy to whisper in the dark and to cry in plain sight.
Open minds with open hearts capture the true essence, for they completely belong!
Spirits fly and soar through life with so much energy powered with intensity’s strength.
They find the treasures you’ve always sought but have never found.
Your final fantasy is to escape your darkness and to find yourself inside of this beaming ray of
All I have is one external voice
But I have many internal voices
Not the kind of voices that make me crazy
Although the natural struggle is a bit insane
So many thoughts to express with my words
So many words to express with my voice
Expression is subjective
But my voice is absolute
There is a struggle between ego and truth
Ego is judgment, jealousy, envy, rage and hate
Truth is only love.
The rollercoaster cycle is inevitable
I choose to move through it with grace
And take lessons from it
It’s the natural cycle of things
Up, down, round, and round loop the loop
Then come back down
Then strait and still,
back to love, back to truth
My voice is absolute
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We have a confusing language of our own, the blabbering towers of the real “April Showers”
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Waitresses are serving with hard enduring time and each crosses over a mighty fine line,
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Brief moments of insanity with the moods that walk through our doors,
Thank God for every single one of those Jukeboxes!
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Lend me a listen
And hear this tale of woe
The life and times
Of a man 'called' Joe
Keep still, keep quiet
Hush, listen to the sound
The silent footsteps of a man
As he walks his native ground
Joe was born long, long ago
Across the waters blue
In a land of plenty
There, Joe the babe grew
Five generations deep
A lifetime of needs supplied
Hard work, respect for self
Full of heritage and pride
Now, Joe's given name was 'Shakka'
A father, a husband, a strong man
One day while hunting
Was snatched from the 'Motherland'
In a ship made of wood
With white sails full mast
Joe and fellow countrymen
Were in the deep below casted
Please, listen a little longer
Can you hear the pain
The fear, the confusion
The frustration of chains
Landing on the auction block
Stripped of humanity and pride
There, Shakka's name was lost
And all his rights deprived
The years were hard, the master cruel
In a strange and foreign land
With obstacles to suppress
Still Shakka (called Joe) remained a man
The whip couldn't break that freedom spirit
Held deep within his soul
Joe vowed that freedom dream
His people someday restore
Listen, can you hear the silence
As his people struggle on
Keep still? ...Keep quiet?
Has all the work been done?
Prison doors closing
Refusing the back
A borrowed ear, Joe's tale's been told
Yet the struggle remains
Speak Out! Shout Loud! the time has come
Total freedom we must regain
I am screaming your name,
But you’re not listening.
Instead you stand there glistening.
But I can’t feel the same.
I can feel you with me,
But I can not believe.
Remember that I came!
To you I say can you hear me?
You see me when I look at you.
But your eyes are not open.
You see what will come in.
But you are lost without a clue.
You feel alive touched by me.
But you will never set yourself free!
Remember that I came once again!
I say to you, can you hear me?
I see you do this.
But it’s not you.
I see what you go through.
But you hold what you miss.
You are not with me.
But I can never agree,
Remember my bliss!
To you I say can you hear me?
You are calling my name.
But I can not hear you.
You see that I already knew.
But I am still the same.
You can not see me.
But you hold onto your dream!
Remember that I came!
I say to you, can you hear me crying “’Tis shame”?
Strive not for strife
But confront conflict on all fronts
When it strides past your ride
Dispense with all disputes
Spare not your fangs
When fear rears its ugly head:
When it rains; have a free cold bath
If sun shines, dry your clothes
At the reign of darkness
Find the inner light
That lights your path undimmed
If the flood flows
Swim afloat on lifebuoy
And if fire rages and smoke rises
Expect the afterglow
When horde of odds assail like bandits
Never retreat, nor surrender
Turn around, turn aside,
Never ever turn in nor turn back
Enjoy the war.
A man leaps from a tower’s edge
And plummets to the street;
His eyes are closed as he descends;
It’s such a daring feat!
He’s been in training all his life
For such a time as this;
He couldn’t even start to think
That maybe he might miss.
“I’ve worked too hard to give up now;
It’s either fly or die.
If I don’t make it here and now,
At least I made a try.”
He sees the sun begin to break
Into its morning light,
Exploding all throughout the sky
To dissipate the night.
“It’s such a pretty sight to see,
And maybe it’s a sign;
‘Cause if the sun is coming out,
Then maybe I can shine.”
He then begins to clench his fists,
And pull his arms inside;
And then he starts to invocate
And all his fears subside.
“So, this is it; the time has come,”
He mumbles in his breath;
“If I don’t make it here and now,
Then I’ll encounter death.”
He feels his back begin to tear
And rip along the spine;
It sparks a pain that no one else
On Earth could e’er define.
His fists are tightened harder now
As he begins to scream;
But as the blood is dripping down,
He forms a set of wings.
The wingspan reaches far enough
To stop him in the air;
The pristine feathers radiate
An incandescent flare.
A smile begins to formulate
As he begins to fly;
And all it took was willingness
To just give it a try.
Nine months is not very long...although
it seems forever, since you've been gone.
I still remember that knock at the door, two
strangers, I recognized, by the uniforms they wore.
Disbelief in the words, I heard them say...killed in
action, on Christmas Day.
When you left me, for a land far away...I ask Jesus
to keep you safe.
I have been so alone, with just my memories of you,
but today your Christmas Present arrived, and he is
He came into this world, giving me back my life,
someone I can hold , all through the night.
Merry Christmas, my sweet soldier...the words
I never got to say, you gave me a gift so perfect,
in every way.
Even though you are not here, to hold your son,
I promise, he will always know his father, and the
good you have done.
We will decorate our tree in Red- White- and Blue...
"This year, and always, in remembrance of you."
Merry Christmas from us both, your wife, and baby son,
we will all be together one day....when our work is done.
"Please, pray for our soldiers."
Many roads I travel end on one
Walking at night I can't stand the sun
The sound of shaking leaves
The crying of old trees
I enjoy the woods, it's my place of peace
I hear something different
So I stand still and freeze
Listening closely the noise is a cry
The power of the forest tells me to fly
Getting closer I begin to fall
I don't know whats ahead, but I risk it all
As I land all that I can see
Is a girl wanting to be with me
I pick her up and wipe her tears
Using my powers I destroy her fears
I kiss her lips as she kisses mine
I tell her things will be just fine
Stay with me forever and ever
We will be happy living together...
He was an old man, limping down the hall,
She was an old lady, leaning against the wall,
He said," Isn't your name Ellen?"
She said,"No, my name is Helen."
So here they met, in a hospital hallway,
On a very warm summer day,
He was 80, her age- 75,
Neither had family still alive.
Two lonely, old people, wandering life's hall,
Needing somebody to buffer their falls,
Who would believe that in a hospital hall they met,
I would surely have lost that bet.
Two lost souls, lonely and blue,
Looking only for what was their due,
A little company, a little love,
Before their date with God up above.
They found it there in that hospital stay,
It's with them still, to this very day,
A Love so tender, a love so deep,
It will be theirs, forever to keep.
I was whisked away to Heaven;
It truly must have been a dream!
How else could I be writing this,
And telling you what I had seen?
The streets are transparent gold,
I can't believe my eyes!
It's as though I am floating,
In the heavenly skies!
The multi colored city walls,
Are made of precious stone.
And everywhere you walk to,
You are never there alone!
Everywhere you look to see,
Are God's people big and small.
Most amazing to me is that,
I knew the names of them all!
Overflowing with great joy,
Were those with whom I spoke.
No one was in pain or crippled,
Nor even a heart that was broke!
It wasn't lit by sun or moon,
But by God's glorious light!
I have never before seen,
Such a beautiful sight!
Then in the light's midst,
A humbling figure I did gaze!
Jesus my Lord and King,
Falling to my knees I offered Him praise!
I was overwhelmed as,
Jesus took hold of my hand!
Welcome home He said to me,
And then He lifted me so I could stand!
He gave me a hug,
And we began to walk.
I listened intently,
As Jesus did talk!
We came to a stop,
And I looked at His face.
I said "Thank you for the cross,
And taking my place!"
"Thank you for sacrificing,
Your blood and life for me.
So I can stay here,
With you for all eternity!"
Inspired by God
Neal A. Carl
A cold drop of rainwater fell on my eye,
Awakening me from a deep sleep;
I felt queer:
"Hope my freckles haven't faded,
For summer's come and gone;
Today is cleaning day...
I turned on John Mellencamp,
And washed my walls which
Were painted antique white;
After rearranging my furniture,
I placed on my brass bed, a new
Ensemble of white satin ~ oh, so gentle;
"I really hope my freckles haven't faded,
For summer has come and gone;"
I carefully washed my window till it...
Then stood for a long while;
I removed my oversized flannel shirt,
and felt the sun's warmth on my breasts;
"Perhaps my freckles faded but little;"
Upon buttoning my shirt, I hung exquisite
White satin curtains that brushed
Candles of violet, light blue and white
Were placed randomly throughout,
Just prior to polishing the sturdy oak floor;
Finishing touch...a crystal chandelier...
Heroic...Hanging from my ceiling...
I stood in admiration...observing the
Magical sun dancing in hues of red, violet
As I showered, the warm water enchanted
My slender body...and...my soul;
Never before had I felt so peaceful;
As I slowly massaged my thighs with
Vanilla cream, I observed that freckles
Yet coveted my nose...bosom...legs...
Summer embraced my waist and softly
Whispered the secret into my ear...
I proceeded downstairs, poured a glass
Of wine, then...
I politely asked my lover to leave.
As we embark on the 10 year anniversery of 9/11,
I look up in the sky and realize how lucky I am to be alive.
So many people lost their loved ones on that tragic day.
All the brave, couragous, selfeless people that ran in to help total strangers!
They never for once thought about their life but, only wanted to others survive.
The day the two towers fell, those suicide bomber's died and went to hell!
The United States suffered a great loss, so much death was in the air.
I pray every night for those who lost their life, for their families to keep astride.
I know what it is like to lose loved ones but, in the mist of all the tragedy,
a phoenix shall rise and the eagel shall fly high!
The terrorists thought we would just run and hide.
But, what we did was fly OLD GLORY HIGH!
We as a nation banded together and helped pray for one another.
September 11,2001, we will never foreget all the losses.
All the people that did not survive, they are watching over us,
dancing high in the skies!
I’ve heard this many times before
But this time, my ears struck twelve
Heartbeats of life pace more and more
In sync with all that scratch and quell
While counting ticks on outlawed tunes
A solo, but oh, so off key
The cords of life anchored in June
The metronome of time in me
With passing phases of the moon
Accustomed to a self taught fate
Sheltered in my private cocoon
More room to grow and hibernate
In meditating out of sight
A healthy way for me to explore
Before I step out into the light
Before I look down upon the unsure
Such is the soaring Phoenix way
A merger of the heart and sun
To rise with burning passion each day
And brighten it for that special someone
Living on the edge was a suicide way before my time!
A soul spread wide open with a spirit that truly believes.
Walking on water and backwards with life that glares over the sunshine!
The fantastic voyage rides the high and almighty waves of the greatest seas.
A voyage to never-never land right where I know I will always want to be.
True uninhibited expression is my addiction all within myself.
A soul climaxing in the exhibition of capturing all of the free empty space!
Walking the planks with the thrill of excitement from what’s consumed as it’s felt,
The fantastic voyage is aimed straight for that perfect little happy place.
My voyage to never-never land is where I know I will always want to stay.
Unpredictable with such balance is my mystery out there all on its own.
My soul opens and wills me to explore the depths of all that is real or such.
Walking the tight rope and looking down with my talent so proudly shown.
The fantastic voyage is never enough but is always over by too much.
My voyage to never-never land is where I know I will always want to feel what I touch.
Deep within the depths of all the deepness is where my connection is found.
A vibrant soul with brilliance magnified by a common need that has just got to give!
Walking narrow ledges with confidence and truly the one that has got to be proud!
The fantastic voyage gained my moments in time that I can say were actually lived.
My voyage to never-never land is where I will surrender standing on top of my deadly ground!
Johnny Clare is an example of many a young man who Cowboy'd in the truest sense of the word. He did a job. He did it well. Though he met an untimely end, his life did not go unnoticed. Continental Oil Company put up a monument to a young man who worked for them, but Larry McWhorter's words made him real. The essence of who he was is immortalized in that poem. It is more than a poem about one Cowboy...it is a poem about every Cowboy who ever rode for the Brand. It is a poem about the heart and soul of men who built our country through hard work and sacrifice. It is a poem about one man's basic belief that time may march on, but those everyday Cowboys like Johnny Clare will not be forgotten. The monument stands as a reminder of "where," but Larry McWhorter's words stand as a reminder of "why." His words, a tribute to the spirit of man and a lesson on how to live what you love.
I cried that day. Tears of joy for having shared this moment with Larry and Andrea; for having one of my heroes of Cowboy Poetry recognize me and for his gift of words to me. We have been friends since. I love and respect him and Andrea; because they are good, kind, strong people of the land with deep conviction in their faith and strong relationship with the Savior. They live each day with grace, they give that grace to others and they make all strangers friends. Proud am I that I know them. Lucky am I that I got to go to Weatherford, Texas that day.
I have learned that it's not the trail we ride, but the tracks we leave behind for others to follow that matters. Time may march on, but word and deed live on forever; as does the spirit of any person dedicated to living life to the fullest while serving their fellow man. The impression we leave is our memorial to this earthly life. Building a monument with words and telling the stories about others so they are never forgotten is our memorial
to those we love and admire. Johnny Clare, Larry McWhorter, all those men I grew up with and those I am privileged to call my friends; all living life their way by the Grace of God, all fighting the good fight and marching forward no matter the obstacles, all inspiring us to live life to its fullest. When it comes to great men of heart and spirit the memory never fades and the words of praise are endless. And that, my friends, is the greatest monument of all.
There was a strong and brave few
Who knew what they had to do
So they waited and they planned
When the time was right, they made their final stand
They refused to die without a fight
So they only did what was right
When they caused the plane to crash onto the land
And miss it's target with help from God's great hand
Now in Heaven they do rest
Knowing they did their best
And saved so many lives
Which made them heroes in our eyes
Her eye's are pretty with innocent inside
Her face is precious with curious trying to hide
Her body state's that i am a grown woman
The tight clothes and plenty of makeup keep
the grown men coming
Her every move and every step is just to dog on sexy
That man's eye's missed her face because her body
is screaming caress me
Before he realize this is , he's inside
Her body feels everything that her curious face was
trying to hide
Those pretty eye's are no longer innocent
Guilt has came and made all her presents pastense
Now that body that stated to be a grown woman with
those eye's that was pretty innocent ; no longer can
hide her precious face with curious
That man never saw her face until after he planted that
seed and then realized that this is serious
Because her body was screaming caress me
His eye's missed her face but , saw her every move and
every step that he couldn't resist because she was just
to dog on sexy
Who cried , when her body lied
But , realized now she have to be a woman and this big
If it wasn't for the tight clothes and plenty of make-up
he would have saw that those pretty eye's with innocent
meant that she was daddy's little girl
baby blueangel left Earth in company of two angels. When he got to the gate he
saw his mama. She turned to thank the angels for bringing him. Baby blue
disappeared "Where is he?" his mama cried. they looked among the
clouds. "Could he have fallen back to Earth?" the one angel said. one angel went
back to Earth to look for the lost Baby Blue but in despair returned to Heaven. No
Baby Blue. Mama was getting quite anxious. They asked passing angels if they
had seen Baby Blue. They shook their heads. When Moses walked by they
asked him if he seen the Baby blue He said "no but he remembered when he
was a baby among the bulrushes and how they found his floating cradle. then
they came to Hallelujah square there they approached Josuha and asked him.
he said "He sound his horn like when the walls came tumbling down." He
puckered up instead of a loud blast a sweet sound came out of his horn. Noah
was working to restore his ark. He asked "Is there one or two baby blues?"
Gabriel was upset"we`ll have to go to the celestial mansion and tell God Baby
Blue is missing." When they approached the throne there on God`s lap covered
by God`s snow white beard laid the sleeping baby blue.
The power of love holds the battleground.
Nuclear blasts from sea to sea.
Wait and you will see!
Begging, kicking, and screaming:
Pleading, “Give it to me”!
Standing on God’s ground, defended by the armor and shield melting.
The power of love holds the mystery.
Things are never as they seem.
Do the means meet the extremes?
Where, how, when was I?
Wondering if it was only a dream?
Standing on God’s ground, defeated by the lock that obtains that key.
The power of love carries the only prayer.
Time to come and be done.
Soon you will be the one.
Dead, black, despair:
Hoping, will someone hear?
Standing on God’s ground, lost in the dream in which you begun.
®Registered: 1998 Ann Rich
since the year of 1952 the city of st paul Minnesota holds
their annual treasure hunt the king and queen of snows
goes out to a city park and hides a medallion worth
10,000 dollars if you are the winner and your carnaville
button is register with the st paul pioneer press
which gives out 12 cryptic clues and this little medallion
could be wrapped in just about anything from diapers to cookies
and the frigid weather here just may make you want to just
stay by the fireplace and sip on hot coco with family and friends
even lucky finder gets to ride along with the king and queen of snow
in the closing ceremony of it's torchlight parade
also watch out for the vulcans krewe for they like to dethrone the king
and leave you with a black smudges across your sweet cheeks
Tribute To The Winter Carnaville
Also Entry For
Christmas In Your Town Contest
I died on the operating table at Yale.
My brain aneurysm explosion was off the scale.
My heart, my brain and my lungs all failed.
My life was shaken like a 10 on the Richter scale.
My life, like a train, was totally derailed.
I left my body and above it I sailed.
I looked at my body and it appeared very pail.
I heard my doctor say, "we’ve lost him!"
My chances of resuscitation were very slim
I heard the machine going beep, beep, and beep.
I looked at my body and it looked like I was sleep.
To the other side I sailed like express mail.
Upon returning, I saw my doctors assail.
They worked at a heroic scale.
They continued their work to keep me on earth.
I heard my doctor say, “we’ve got him back!”
I re-entered my body and began my comeback.
The number of days hospitalized was one-eight-zero.
Because of my miraculous recovery, I shout bravo!
Once in awhile, I get so low I can feel myself falling faster into the quick sand. In this case, your love is the pit in which I’m sinking. Can you not hear me crying out for help? Because, I swear I can’t do this on my own. I need you to pull me up.. I guess you don’t see that inside I’m all shook up. I’ll be better off without you, that way I can get myself up and dressed out of this mess. You use me for your own good, but what about my sanity? This lovesick melody that I keep singing to is tearing apart the innocence of me. If you can’t see that, then why do I keep on trying to catch up to you? You won’t have to hear about it anymore though, I’m done with what you made me out to be. I’m too good to be set up by a fool like you! You’ll see one day, my dear. This melody that had me dying inside, is nothing more than music to the deaf now! But, don’t worry.. Maybe, one day you’ll see.. Just Don’t come back to me.
The hurricane, so viscous, so violent!
Yes, it must rain.
This force is behind,
This force beyond!
Yet, finally it came.
The winds, clever and dangerously rough,
Please measure this poll.
Dark clouds consume the heavenly skies, capturing ones soul.
With a love so hard, yet, a love much too cold!
Our world now spins, hopeless and out of control!
You are you and I am me,
Together, our climates capture and debate this Sea.
These winds are too strong, our sky so dark and dim.
Stricken with fear, too afraid to release what is deep within.
The storm is here, so grab onto your soul!
Yet, beware! This one is fearless and this one we share.
Scream its name and it shall cry its love,
For it be you, far beyond the heavens above!
Hold your strength with a grip so tight,
That storm will surely break, so where’s your fight?
This hurricane can surely hold its own.
Our little world can and will be shown.
Our damage is as our damage does,
Surely this tiny world isn’t our just and only cause!
You hold that thought and forever we shall be,
True love bound and forbidden to set itself free,
Held within you and deep within me,
This love was meant forever,
One day this you shall see!
This hurricane loves, yet,
It wills to hate,
The forbidden fruit conquered by its very own fate.
Give your seeds, but stand your ground.
Forever in this world!
For once we shall not be lost, but found.
®Registered: Ann Rich 1997
The Infinite Mind of all eternity
In all your wisdom you decided reality to have me
Of all I know about you, profit is supreme
Please help me succeed too in securing my dreams
For it falls within the functions you purposed in me
Moreover, me being a product of thee
Means embedded in me are the elements of supreme skills
Designed to succeed in the highest scale of reality
The infinite mind of all eternity
Everything about me reflects the virtues of thee
My bodily beings daily grow and my heart never stops
Most times I’m all alone but I always feel You around
Perhaps it may be that if I call upon thee
The wisdom of how to carry my burdens with ease
...will be revealed to me
Oh, how I wish this weight on my back would turn into wings
...and fly me far and fast, to the lands of appreciation and rewards
Away from the dreadful past stuck right at my back
I wonder which way the wind will blow me today.
It really doesn’t matter, so long as Jesus is with me, I know I’m okay.
The one thing I’ve learned is when Jesus takes you to it.
He’ll never leave you He will get you through it.
Time was when I thought I was in control, aka tough guy.
My wife and mom would look at me in disgust, and it was always the same
They would get on my case and it just seemed to make matters worse.
Then one day I woke up and said Lord I’m tired of living this lie, help me Lord,
help me remove this curse.
You know that’s just what He did, but I had to open the door.
And now I know I love Jesus, but guess what I know He loves me more.
It’s hard to explain, when you know, you know, you know, it’s that kind of deal.
You’ll feel His presence, and you’ll know it’s real.
The bible, before didn’t make much sense, I just couldn’t get into it.
But now I read it with joy and can see how His words fit.
The key is Jesus is knocking on your door, but it’s up to you to invite Him in.
Invite Him in, Jesus is your friend, ask for forgiveness and repent of your sins.
If Jesus can love me I know for sure He’ll love you to.
His arms are aching to hold you, it’s your choice, open that door and let your
Savior enter through.
Praises To our Savior
I left My glory,
And came down to earth.
In a lowly way,
Of a child's birth.
I grew through the years,
Overcoming all temptation.
So I could present Myself,
A sacrifice for your salvation.
Throughout My ministry,
I did My Father's will.
Even knowing that one day,
For sin, My blood would spill!
I suffered the cross,
Loving you kept Me there.
Because I wanted a,
Relationship we could share.
Dying for you so I,
Could wash away your sin.
And once you've asked,
I'll come live with-in.
It's for you I came,
And all others too!
Because I want to spend,
Eternity with you!
In the corner of my eye,
Ah, ‘tis just a yellow butterfly!
A swarm of bees on its tail,
And whipping in the wind with a trail!
Gallantly afloat and drifting in the air,
A cardinal bird it did meet and then a bear.
Flying through the leaves of a tree,
And circling across the roaring sea!
The yellow butterfly zips on by,
Flying low and then flying high!
Through the winds it did sail,
Gallantly afloat a great big whale!
A swarm of yellow butterflies came to share,
The journey of flying from here to there!
Yellow butterflies were everywhere for my eyes to see,
And I was dancing in the winds when yellow butterflies started chasing me.
© Copyright: Ann Rich 2006
on Jan 17th 1706 Benjamin Franklin was born
became a printers apprentice
established the first lending library
was known as an uncommom comman man
that taught self in science and inventions
Benjamin Franklin 1706-1790
Also Entry For Brian Strand's Vignette
A Literary Love Affair Contest
I walk and walk the many miles for you.
I give and give until I have nothing more.
I go on and on until I drop or fall,
But I’m searching deep because I search for it all.
Everyday I die more inside.
Eaten alive by myself inside of my core,
Because I’m left alive with life that only I can sort through!
I just want to see the Sun rising up so full and so high.
I want to see the Sun set so huge with shadowing bits that glow.
So I’ll just believe in this strength that comes through you to me.
I search for you but why should I be the one who has to be one that believes?
Everyday I’m alone and it’s nowhere that I go,
Even when it’s my thoughts that I clearly identify!
I just want to see the Moon so round and so high beaming me into the glow of light.
I want to see the Moon peering through the lighter of my brightest day.
I keep seeing all of these cushioned visions of just you and me.
Searching for you gives me the sight of all that I am to see.
Everyday I beg and beg until I hurt that you will stay.
But I’m left alone with reality in sight.
I just want so much for you and me.
I even want the same air that you breathe.
I keep holding onto this strength that I am I feel I believe.
Searching for you I’m with all that I can ever be!
Everyday I’m straightened by what my eyes can see,
But now I’m alone with what’s left alive and what didn’t flee.
So I’ll just keep searching for you while I search for what will be the all of me.
So the dream is already real
At least the greater part of it
It’s now up to me
It’s time for me to show what I’m made of
The lights are on me
The audience of fate and opportunity are waiting
Will I put on a show
Or will I kill the show
Somehow I have to find a way
To bring all the best that I’ve got in me
Somehow I have to find a way
To bring out the best of me that I’ve always been dreaming to give
The audience is silent
The eyes of criticism are searching me
The eyes of appreciation are waiting to applaud me
Will I impress or will I fail
The anxiety is overwhelming
But still doesn’t change the fact that here I am
Live on the stage of life
Now I must act
…for all have paid to get their worth
I must throw all care to the wind and fit in the cast
The only care I should keep
…should be of the sequence in the script
So here I go
This is what I’ve been waiting for
This is what I’ve been yeaning for
This is what I’ve been practicing for
Now I shall perform for the applause I wish to own
I hope you enjoy the show
Ah, a flickering flame with shadows on the wall,
With glimmering lights rolling all around!
I will remember them all!
A flame so high,
But a flame so low,
A burn out in time!
A linger much too slow,
A flickering flame,
A moment that I claim!
Ah, a flickering flame where light covers dark and dark covers light.
With glimmering lights bouncing all over the walls!
A vision of true sight!
A flame so unpredictable,
But a flame so respectable!
A flame hard to know,
And one that can’t be controlled!
A flickering flame,
A moment that I gain!
Ah, a flickering flame showing dim light within its own domain.
With shimmering lights reflecting a glare of golden visions burning too bright!
How very well maintained!
A flame so harmless,
But a flame much too careless!
A flame too passive,
And one that’s way too captive!
Ah, a flickering flame,
A moment that I’m holding with no shame!
I use to think you’d call or stop by
I use to believe nothing could keep us apart
I always thought you’d be around
I knew my life with you would last
I depended on you needing me
Now you don’t even call me
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
You put something on me for a thousand life times
Something part of me wishes it never have. love
Though better to have love than not love at all
My heart can’t see passed the pain
Its eyes are cluttered by hurt, fear, desire and pain
Nonetheless, my love grows like a tree with bent limbs
But, my mind knows it’s better to have tried
Because it’s not until you try that you live!
I long to live through your eyes
I need to live through your cries
I strive to live for you
I use pride to hide my deepest fears
I dare not tell anyone how I really feel
It’s because of you I know how to live
It’s because of the time with you, I’m still here
I never experience real pain until you left
In my mind you’re still here
That day part of me left with you
I still see your shadow, still smell your scent
I’m still reaching out to that gracious part of you
Fighting, broken in pieces
Part of me wishes I never met you
The other part thanks you
For reminding me
It’s not until you try that you live!
Night after night I sit to see the Moon shining over me.
Watching its shield unveil a bright night I can just sit to be.
For each night gone by a star shines so bright,
The more and more I sit here this night.
Deeper and deeper I think tonight,
“What if” I had no sight?
Watching its gleam covering more than a lot,
I just sit to see it shine its big light.
For each hour gone by the moments are sought.
So more and more I sit here deeper in my thought.
My mind farther than my further with what this glow has brought,
“What if” the man in the Moon was never sought?
Watching its shadows lurk in the glow,
I sit to see if he will finally be caught.
For each moment gone by clear nights I’ll now know.
So more and more I sit here watching the Moon grow.
There’s just so much to see because it covers over me.
I sit here night after night because it’s just such a true sight.
I give it quite a bit of thought because “what if” all of this was not?
For the more that it comes to glow the more and more I can watch it grow.
There’s just so much to know because it covers me with its tremendous glow.
I sit her with thought after thought because I have more than your lot.
I sit here night after night because “what if” there was no true sight?
For the more I can just come to see the more and more I can just sit to be.
®Registered: 1998 Ann Rich
On A Pure-White Horse, Sits ‘The Champion’
He will Ride on to Victory, ‘til the War is Won
On A Fire-Red Horse, Sits The Warrior
He Rides Forth into Battle, Blood, Rage & Armor
On A Bold-Black Horse, Sits A Dark Guest
His Name is Famine, Poverty, Gloom & Unrest
Scales Balance His Weapon & Weigh Out Threat
…. And On A Pale-Horse… Sits Death…
And The Horsemen Must Ride…
The Horsemen Must Ride…
On an Ever-Rushing Tide
… The Horsemen Must Ride…
On Gathered Clouds Above, I can See Them ‘Cause
This is What The Poets & Our Prayers Speak Of
They’re Racing On The Wind To Glory and To Send…
They Must Keep On Riding, ‘til The Very End
There… See Them On The Horizon…
Blocking Sight Of The Moon and Sun
Holy-Vision, Shows… Here They Come…
… Death, Dark-Guest, The Warrior & The Champion
And The Horsemen Must Ride…
Yes, The Horsemen Must Ride
Following-Each, Side by Side
Ever-Rushing Tide… The Horsemen Must Ride…
The Prince of Peace…
Is The Royal – Heaven Sent Champion
Stands for All Wars, ‘til There Are None
Equals, Eye-for-Eye, ‘til Due is Done…
… is Always Coming for Someone
That’s Why The Horsemen Must Ride
The Horsemen Must Ride…
Following – Side by Side, Ever-Rushing Tide
Ranging Far and Wide
The Horsemen Must Ride…
If only you knew
What happens behind closed doors
What happens in the dark
What happens in the absense of men
If you only you knew
What the heart reads
What the mind shows
What the tongues whispers
If only you knew...before you would judge~Rome
Honeydew on the grass sparkles with life as the Sun comes up shining.
Way up yonder the Horizon’s preparing for its glorious arising.
Purple, blue and gray radiantly come together and all stand out alone,
Way up under this great big earthly dome.
Bird’s shadows fly at distances, yet each distinct by their flocks belted,
And each disappears away in colorful misty skies where all of them roam!
Beauty in foresight is clearly seen on this perfect unthought-of day,
Even to my own likings of a surprising.
Too compelling just knowing that all days are counted by,
Each exact group already individualized by being numbered!
Foliage secretes from its many branches of trees per several hundreds.
All with there own story to make known to the unknown.
Consistently re-budding as season’s change to each one that is now arising.
All seeming to prepare for that God-awful battle called Armageddon.
Years pass on and still the Sun comes onto the horizon.
Life’s at a standstill, yet, steadily ticking with the hands of time to carry on.
Nothing can be done to stop the cycle of our Earth’s creation.
For every beginning there is and ending as it is to see
Dawning is “The Sun on the Horizon”!
Be thankful that you have this very day,
For the Sun is rising upon the horizon,
What a wonderful liaison!
®Registered: Ann Rich 2001
When I see this Moon and gaze deep into the stars,
My mind wanders as I search for where you are.
Looking up, looking down, this enormous Sea is where I can now be found.
Standing alone at the Ocean’s edge and hearing its roar,
My heart pounds and aches for so much more.
Gazing deeper and deeper out into this vast blue Sea,
I can gather myself with this soul that was given to me.
Ripples in the Sea are all that my eyes can see.
One by one they collide with force to touch what was given to me.
Infinity with the depths of this Sea,
This is what the Moonlit Ocean conveys to the truth inside of me.
Standing alone and afar from the depths of this Sea,
Ripple by ripple captures the every breath that I have inside of me.
Oh how they carry every single thought away from the insides of me!
Reflections of our Moon spread across this glimmering Sea.
Endless and endless ripples!
This vision I know I will forever see!
I hold my breath and carry a true smile,
Searching for that last ripple to reach its hundredth mile.
Alone I stand at the edge of this Sea,
The depth of this Ocean covers over me.
I wonder and wonder can I truly hold what was given to me?
So if ever in search for that which you know you believe,
Please remember that I left me standing with the ripples in the Sea.
One by one they collide crashing directly into me.
I stand with a force that was given just for this person that lives inside of me.
Come to me! Please touch what is on the inside of me!
Feel what has been given just for the love of me!
So if ever in doubt for that which you truly know you believe,
Look deeper and deeper out into this incredible huge Sea.
The ripples one by one know you will believe.
They touch, they feel, they hear what is left standing out by the Sea,
And that my friend is the life that God had already chosen for the soul that lives inside of me.
A flash of lore
A contour of light
A shadow of awe
A birth of flight
A leap of faith
A hardwood stare
A tongue smitten
A signature of air
A game to envy
A will to win
A court to rule
A child of the rim
A legend of ball
A shoe of flight
A world palmed by
A swoosh named Mike
Of many, the stones in the wall have different sizes with different shapes.
So many there are and each specific with their very own color.
The wall is long with the many miles of stone that support it and strengthen.
What a vision to see a wall that long, because of the many miles this wall has made.
Built stone by stone and layer by layer, yet clearly by the hands of amateurs!
Old these stones in the wall are, for time can only damage what is already weakened.
Enduring the test of time are endless miles of broken down stones along this old wall,
Chipped away on the outside, but still standing sturdy and firm maintaining a delicate core!
Enduring such strength, for they are all very well defined by their evident and only weakness.
An endless wall of old broken down stones and still they will stand strong and still so very tall.
Miles of evidence from darker times for sure by their obvious structure of neatness!
Beaten and battered these stones are and still they maintain such a strong and sturdy core!
There are many weakened stones along this old broken down wall,
Yet it stands distinct and firm with its battle against its only known weakness.
Individualized by one is the other occupying the many miles of this wall from so long before.
What a vision to see a wall that strong, beaten and weakened only by its evidenced neatness.
Broken down stones hold this old wall and each one with their many different shapes and colors!
I dream of such simple things
Such as birds and their wings
With the curves of each feather
And how they become weathered
I see the birds flying with wings a flapping
I understand how wings operate with no gapping
With push of a second the bird is in the air
This is how birds fly in the air with no care
The birds in the air with freedom in their wings to fly out of trouble
Is how the bird feel with the wind pushing them up with force doubled
I get a happy when I see a bird fly
And I wish to be by their side so I give a sigh
When I was young and in Jr. High I had this teacher who would take jabs at me.
She’d catch me looking at the clock, and for the whole class to see.
She’d comment things like time will pass but what about you?
Little things like this she would always do.
She made me feel like I was no good.
Till she explained one day the best she could.
She said I know you can do so much more, but I have to push you to make you
She said apply yourself don’t let your life become a sieve.
I didn’t understand just right away.
Those prophetic words she gave to me that long ago day.
Now that I’m old and she’s no longer here.
Those words keep whispering into my ear.
Now I thank her for what she did.
She saw something in me though I was just a kid.
She said it’s a little thing called discipline.
Just close your mouth and listen in.
She was right and now I see.
I thank you ma’am for your faith in me.
She said always hitch your wagon to a star.
Believe in yourself and who you are.
This poem is for her and her encouraging words.
You got my attention and yes I heard.
The careless today
Will care tomorrow
The ignorant today
Will know tomorrow
The heartless today
Will love tomorrow
The dead today
Will live tomorrow
The new today
Will be history tomorrow
Who cares for the careless?
Who loves for the heartless?
Can you see tomorrow?
Can you live yesterday?
The words of truth
Is more valuable than any diamond
Death is better than silence
For the silent is dead
The aggressive kill
and the passive are dying
But will you change tomorrow?
Will you care tomorrow?
Will you know tomorrow?
Will you love tomorrow?
What if tomorrow never came...
...will you change today?-Rome
The very saddest thing the saddest of all,
Is to see a little small child starving and waiting for death to call.
And see it’s momma pleading with her eyes hoping someone will help her child.
While we sit here obese with our plates so full, how high the food is really
Our world is so unbalanced and so unfair,
There is enough to go around but we have to share.
If every person could hold a starving child as it draws it’s last breath,
And have that child look into your eyes with hopes you have come to spare it
I think maybe then we would all reach into our jeans,
And share what we’ve got so none of us has to witness this scene.
I pray that peace and happiness fill every ones heart,
And that we all dig a little deeper and let this gift of sharing grow from the start.
A starving child is no ones enemy,
And pity won’t feed it or set it free.
If you can help and you don’t that is like committing a crime,
I pray you and yours never experience this sadness and that it can be stopped
in our lifetime.
Send what you can I know you’ll be blessed,
Help that little child please give it your best.
I am a slave who has always done what my master says. Between me and my
freedom stands the dragon, FEAR. Fear clouds my purpose, severs my ties, and
usurps all my effort, rendering my contribution meaningless.
I must learn to use the flame from my passion to melt my chains and build for
me a suit of armor. From the bars of my cage, I must fashion my sword. I must
breach this void of silence because
I cannot do this alone, and the spoils of this battle will be my soul.
The dawn breaks, the battle ensues, but I fight alone.
My knight in shining armor is me, but I am well suited to my task.
Knowing my purpose becomes my shield,
contributing to the human race becomes my skill and precision,
and the ties that I forge become my weapons.
The battle wages night and day – I become weary and fatigued. This is the
crucial moment when
I finally understand that the battle is won the moment that
I value my purpose enough that my actions become unrestrained despite my fear.
The old pastor started hollerin about fighting the devil.
Fight him with Jesus, and never on his level.
Yeah, he said that old serpent has got more weapons to use against you.
But the one weapon that can stop him flat is Jesus, that’s why we repent the
things we do.
That old devil’s a ridin high right now, that’s why we must stay in Gods’ word.
He’s after backsliders right now in case you ain’t heard.
The look I got from that old preacher sent a chill down my back.
That old guy must have been reading my mail cause I sure have been getting a
Ain’t that I was doing anything bad, just ain’t been doing all I should.
You know living the best way I could.
We’ve all got to put on the Armor of The Lord, the old preacher said.
He looked at me, not saying a word just shook his head.
He said we’re in a spiritual warfare and the devils fighting tooth and nail.
And if you let him get his hooks in yah, son you’re on a jet plane to hell.
Everyday people are trying to change Gods’ word to fit their own needs.
Some are saying all you need to get to heaven is doing good deeds.
Wrong that might knock some of the weeds off the road but you’ll fall short of
The worst part when you even show them they are wrong, it’s like they don’t
Lots of folks don’t believe in heaven or that there is a hell.
I just don’t want to take that chance and for sure this soul is not for sale.
Jesus bought my soul a long time ago with the blood He shed on cavalry hill.
That’s why I’m sticking with Jesus, the 100% real deal.
I Pray You Do Too.
Like the Nubian princess she is, she rises above the dust and ashes she calls
This life has continuously given her heartache. Blow after blow, she takes them
Battered bruised, dazed, confused, tore up she does not know what to do.
Many times she has been scorned, lied to, cheated on, and trampled all over.
She has been a dumping ground for insults, stereotypes, hateful words.
Harlot, stupid, disappointment she has heard them all.
Love is foreign to her, but hate is something that is all too familiar.
Life she has never seen, but death is all around her.
To her goodness no longer exists.
Evil rains like acid all around her.
It eats through her flesh and devours her soul.
But she has survived and is growing a new, warm soul.
Sitting all alone in deep thought, I am a world away.
No Sun, no Stars, and no wind!
My mouth can not speak the words there are to say.
The visions blend carries me to where it never ends.
My God I am here and I demand to stay!
I am here, but gone to where I begin.
Nights and days have come and gone and are now decades away.
No life, no air, and no death!
My God I am alive and dead on this very day.
I am gone, but here with my journey’s quest.
The gift of life is mine as I catch my last breath.
My heart can not hold the words there are to say.
Looking deep into this world where I have come to stay,
No love, no hate, and no sin!
The visions blend carries me to where it all ends.
I am here, but gone to where I begin.
My eyes can see the words there are to say.
My God I am gone and I demand to stay.
Time and time my thoughts have traveled my days,
No time, no light, and no pretend!
The gift of life is mine all over once again.
My God I am dead but alive on this very day.
My ears can not hear the words there are to say.
I am gone, but here absorbing the visions blend.
®Registered: Ann Rich 1997
Held prisoner under His Stars,
I have fallen under the shadows of THE “Great White Shield”.
At a distance, those shimmering lights covered over me.
Built on THE highest plains, I stand parallel even when His rains come down.
My wall stands tall as my fate is promised and sealed.
I see my passage through time as I hold sturdy to my only God given ground.
I am all that I know I can ever be.
Confined by a little world where all that there is has been lost or found,
My bleeding wall holds my “ ALMIGHTY’S Great Armored White Shield“.
Balanced with time even when His rains are pouring down!
It stands to serve and to protect the best of the living me.
Layer by layer it builds with the strength it has lost or found.
For, I am all that is genuinely real.
Conditioned by my endurance, His Stars my eyes still can see.
Ruling the way that I move, His existence is wrapped tightly and I abound.
Parallel on His plains, a sturdy wall I did gradually help Him build.
My wall protects the only person inside of me.
I secure my only ground as I hold onto His “Great White Shield”.
I am all that I have ever truly found.
When the rains pour down on me,
I stand atop of all His battled ground.
When I am all with my realest deal,
I am all that can or will be found.
When I am all that I know I can ever be,
I carry a strength that alone I can build.
I am the carrier of my Almighty’s Great White Shield”.
®Registered: 1998 Ann Rich
Where do they mint our coins these days ?
Seems they forgot one important phrase.
Like in God We Trust is missing now.
Are have we stop trusting God somehow?
Isn’t In God We Trust our national motto?
Are did we change it to buy a ticket, win the lotto?
Push came to shove I’ve had enough!
Enough is enough it’s time to get tough!
Who am I fighting anyhow?
Show your self and feel my POW.
This is my country and I stand for God!
I’m sick of backing up on my on sod!
Put God back where He belongs.
You sicko bunch of congressional Ding Dongs.
You treat us like we don’t have a say.
But I’ll keep praising my Lord till my final day.
If it makes you mad I hope it does.
Because when they take God out of our country, we’ll be just a country that was.
In God I trust forever more.
I think it’s time we show those pukes in Washington the door.
If fate's when first impressions love
Then regret's yearning what never was
At ease entranced my eyes retrieve
Told this tale countless times
I loved an angel who lost her mind
Choose one word which rhymes with fate
Relive my life and transcend its mistakes
Reclaim precious time, addiction wastes
Some angels charm, yet their misery is shared fate
Past memories,I can't forget
To cherish the past without regret
Until my last breath
An angel's death is my secret unkept
If wisdom's embraced, trying moments mature
Some more fortunate, won't endure
Search the cosmos, search inside
Is regret volition's reward?And why?
Some lost souls embrace addiction
Save precious time , their unfurtunate fate is an intuitive prediction
Some have past lives they've barely survived
Is pain volition's reward, or human error?
Is regret finite? Will love last forever?
Past memories I can't forget
To cherish the past without regret
Until my last breath
An angel's death is my secret unkept
Well Lord here I go again I’m hanging on the edge.
It just seems like every time I try to climb I wind up out on a ledge.
I don’t know what I keep doing wrong but help me if You can.
After all You know what I am Sir, I’m just a mortal man.
I’m trying hard I hope You know, I hope You understand.
The devil had me for so long, when I followed his command.
Since I broke free, he keeps grabbing at me, I think I made him mad.
But it’s my soul I’m fighting for and if he doesn’t like it I guess it’s just too bad.
I need You to kind of watch my back when he comes slipping around.
Be glad when he gets sent away, all neat and tightly bound.
Lord I know I’m not much of a catch, but please don’t throw me back.
It’s mighty hard when you’ve been bad to follow in Your righteous tracks.
I know it’s Your will so I’ll do my best to make You proud of me.
But I’m fighting hard and I’ve still got a ways until I’m fully free.
Like it says in Matthews, wide is the gate and broad the way which leads to
Here lately the road I’ve been on has been pretty torn up and full of construction.
There’s a sign up ahead narrow is the way, and strait is the gate.
On down the road I see the gate with a sign that reads “Life”, could this be my
For all you yahoos out there, who think you’re too far gone, think again.
Man why do you think Jesus died on that cross, so God would forgive us our
As long as we’re still alive and breathing we still have a chance.
Be a soldier in our Saviors army, He paid your way in advance.
Think about it, prove me wrong.
Bud I’m praying for your soul, while the devil’s just leading you on.
My comfort zone is Poetry Soup,
I love this place, and I love all of you.
My private psychiatrist, is each of you,
my therapy is given, through your views.
I could read all night, the words you write,
and often I have, until early light.
I'm just like Tom, (and I love him so,)
my place is here, I call it home.
So to each of you, that puts your heart on the line,
make this your home, It's Soup Time.
The Stars lit up the skies and nothing could I see,
Except these huge Mansions that fly in the sky.
Swirling winds picked me up and carried me high.
Making trails in the clouds it was just me.
It was breathtaking just to be,
Afloat the top of mansions that fly.
The Moon was bright and the Sun a bit dry.
They were huge and magnificent to oversea.
Mansions in the sky that fly above it all.
Mesmerized I went in and found no end.
None were too small.
None occupied, not even by a friend!
Mansions that fly fill a brilliant sky,
All emptied but not by I!
© Copyright: Ann Rich 2006
There’s five glychostones and they’re hid very well.
One is a link to the future of a God given Grace.
One is a key to all of the boxes stuffed with mail.
One is a code to an ancient mystery and is a case.
One is a seed that grows throughout all the lands.
Moreover, the last is a main element for survival!
So we go journeying for the glychostones in the kingdom halls up in hands,
What a redemptive Holy revival!
Hands in hands they shall all go.
Not one, but two knows their way.
Just hope and always, always pray!
And never simply say I don’t know!
Just search for the five glychostones enriched in its purest true value,
Moreover, each has essential life sustaining merits of valor or honor,
Hands fill up in the sands when the farmer awakens inside all of you!
Just search for five glychostones and seek to explore all you can do,
Each glychostone reaps in merits and honors ordained pure and true.
You will find every single one of them decked out in crystallites’ blue!
You are splendid with many abundant blessing hands upon your lands!
Old Fred worked down at our local Wal Mort.
Sometimes they had him greeting people, sometimes the old guy brought in
He always showed a smile a real friendly sort of guy.
Fred really was too old to hold a job but thought he might give this a try.
Poor old guy really needed the extra money, his pension just wasn’t enough.
What with trying to care for himself, Fred had to take care of his sick wife so
things were tough.
Then they hired this young kid named Jason and put him over old Fred.
Well old Fred didn’t mind but Jason let his position go to his head.
He was always lining poor old Fred out, Fred do this, Fred do that.
It made me sick the way he treated the old guy, but that was Jason our little
One day old Fred had had enough and he told the kid flat out.
He said son I need this job there is no doubt.
But you and I are going to hook up and you’re not going to like this game I play.
Best you leave me be I know my job that’s all I’ve got to say.
Well little Jason went and told his dad, and this is what his daddy said.
Fred please come to my office, and this is what he told to Fred.
Fred I have to relieve you of the job you do.
But I have something else for you.
Poor old Fred was in a daze.
I ‘m making you my new personnel manager and it comes with a hefty raise.
The first job I’ve got for you to do is fire Jason, but sir Jason is your son.
That’s alright you can hire him back and he can do the things you’ve done.
Well with a smile on his face old Fred turned and walked away.
And under his breath There Is A God I think I heard him say.
Tomorrow comes and oh God how it goes!
Do I care, why should I lend all of my spares?
I’ll never know what tomorrow holds!
“Oh my”, how could I, what is it that I need to do?
Blessed by God, sure he loves me but what about you?
Why today and why tonight I really don’t care!
I know that I love me no matter what my eyes can see!
Take it all but hold the very last thought that we share!
My God, My God how I hope you all know what it is that you truly believe!
“Oh my”, capture and redeem my mind!
Complete my being that lives alive inside of me!
God you love me, these eyes have no doubt with that which they can see!
“God”, you know you have done all of this to me!
Oh how you have loved these things that I can see!
Sheltered, protected, yet, condemned by that which I know you believe!
If I could, I think that I would, but oh God how I do stand here!
Come and get me with all of that, which I know you believe!
Please God, just come take my all of me!
I am still here my Lord and I hold no fear!
Tomorrow, hmm just another day for me to believe!
Oh well! Guess I’ll just have to see it through!
Ask me anything and I will tell you!
I think we all know what it is that we should do!
Escaping the reality of what really should be,
Oh God, I am so very here do you know what tomorrow will be?
I’m still here my Lord and I am holding absolutely no fear!
Each morning the Sun rises to approach a brand new day.
No doubt that I do love me!
Embraced with the thought that you have come just for me,
I’m engulfed with this moment that I have finally achieved.
Oh my, I know that I could because I am coming to you.
Where are you my Lord I just need to be so very near!
God you do love me! Oh how I knew that you always would!
I’ve walked so many miles with you each and every single day,
And I am still right here my Lord and I hold no fear!
© COPYRIGHT: 1997 ANN RICH
Do the flowers pick their colors?
Do the birds pick their feathers?
Do our children pick their names?
Do we pick our ending?
Yet, we pick our insults
Yet, we pick who to hurt
We find faults
But, can never correct
We brake and shatter
Yet, can never never fix
How can the criminals judge?
Can the deaf tease the blind?
Can the blind tease the mute?
Each bird's feathers is different
Yet they fly together
Each ant is different
Yet they work together
Yet us humans cant come together
And in the end
The sun shines on us all the same
The rain falls on us all the same
The same god watches over us all the same
All colors makes one
And nothing can divide one.- Rome
With breathless haste and trembling hope
Comes April's long awaited day.
Flannels fitted, cleats are cleared.
Bats all polished, heroes cheered.
The rosters set, the lineups made.
Dispel all such reproachful pain,
Of past defeats, these thoughts remain,
Avenge those days with plans well laid.
Green pastures accent early mists;
High skies with soaring hearts abound.
Impatient folk with childish joy
In this Cathedral gather 'round.
The banners flapping overhead
To worship at the shrine of sport
As music from the organ run
To see a legacy is won.
Appease the gods with humble prayer
To bless this grand auspicious day!
With golden echoes sweet shall call
The anthem to begin the play.
"Play Ball!" The shout goes out to all.
Ten thousand voices rise and fall.
The spirits lift to heaven's gate
To root and share a common fate!
Nobody should be by himself,
feeling the weight of desperation;
such is the fate of mine
struggling to see
my shimmering star...
I try to deny it to myself,
but all I see:
is the reflection of me!
On those warm days of June,
when summer knocks with joy
on the heart's door,
to bring songs and dreams
to those starry-eyed lovers
lying by gliding streams;
I wait like them ,with that feeling of anxiety,
for my beautiful one,
who promised me to dance in the open sky:
her long,golden hair
covered by tiny,pink roses;
her delicate arms fluctuating like waves...
Alone in a place of isolation,
improvising my lamentation;
daffodils enamor me with their bright color,
even they have their friend sun
to whisper to in the high-noon...
as their words don't comply with my humor!
On those warm days of June,
blu-jays gladly attune
to my melodious tune,
to turn those moments into a medley
and keep this lover's heart from being lonely;
from somewhere her love-inbued eyes
will surprise me with an illusory glance!
Who wishes to be immersed in desolation,
imagining to be choked by closed walls...
when hope can lead one out of frustration?
It takes a strong will and a fantastic dream...
to bring to life what lies within!
Life like war has many casualties
It shows pity on none
I long for perfection in my time
Knowing I’ll never find that someone
I make me ‘Me’ not u so remember that!
Defined by what I think I am
Explained by who I aspire to be
Persuaded by nothing and no one
Bejeweled by my own aspirations
I make me ‘Me’ not u so remember that!
In the glow of the day, rise the shadows of a dark night where I come free.
Walking slow yet running with hot flames drenched by my body soiled, I am here.
My walk, my life, I stand with this seed.
Taking me down, all the way because I am the only one who care’s.
In these eyes of mine, let the Sun make glow of my hair!
In the depths of the Oceans may the Mountains peak, I am free.
Stroking slowly, yet rock climbing with the pain of broken rocks, I go there.
My depth and my height I stand with this need.
Rolling me around, all the way because I am the only one who share’s.
In these eyes of mine, let the Mountain make depth of my care.
In the brightness of the Stars lingers a magical gleam, all scattered and free.
Breathing slowly, yet desperate for the air to give my last and final breath, I am there.
My deepest, my highest, I stand with this greed.
Pulling me down to the ground all of the way because I am here!
In these eyes of mine, let the Stars make bright of my fear.
These eyes of mine give to you this planted seed with all of my prayers.
®Registered: Ann Rich 1999
There was a time when I wouldn’t let my Savior in.
Just your everyday casualty who led a life of sin.
Reveling in myself the way most sinners do.
This life I was living was just something to get through.
I see myself now on top of the mountain and I’m looking down.
At the life that I led I was a man who was about to drown.
I feel so ashamed of all that wasted time.
But Jesus forgives us no matter what the crime.
My heart used to be so calloused and cold.
You felt all alone even when you had someone to hold.
It was an empty feeling in the pit of your gut.
The harder you climbed the deeper the rut.
I’m not sure how it happened it just came together one day.
Maybe it was my wife and my mom, for me, they would constantly pray.
For something got me here, and I’m mighty thankful that it did.
I was like the little boy who thought he would be punished, I just ran and hid.
Well Lord Jesus I know, that I know I was wrong.
And I thank You for waiting, and I’m truly sorry that I took so long.
Trying to play catch up I’ve got a lot to learn.
But you’ve given me a chance to save my soul from hell, and its eternal burn.
This feeling I’ve got since I was born again.
It feels so great to know I can live a life without sin.
I Praise You Father!
Well it’s still the old Red, White, and Blue.
And I just thank God every day for allowing me to be a part of it too.
Where else in the world could you ever find such a place.
Composed of people from every nation, and every race.
And once you’ve tasted her freedom, and relished in her glory.
Then you’ll know why America is always such a hot issue, the top story.
This Country was put together with such strong Christian values and beliefs.
And who do they always call to supply money, food, and emergency relief.
Our forefathers followed the guidelines our Lord set forth for us all.
They had sense enough to know that when the Lord is on your side you cannot
They’d call on God, for wisdom, courage, and knowledge before they’d go into
battle against their foes.
Maybe we need to redevelop this kinship with the Lord that our forefathers had,
We cannot continue on the road in which we’re traveling.
We must not remove God from our lives, He’s what held us together and kept
us from unraveling.
We’ve had life so good, for so long.
Maybe we just dozed off for a minute, and someone slipped in that didn’t
We’ve just about reached that point if we haven’t already.
We’ve set ourselves on shaky ground that’s not real steady.
I for one think we need to fast and pray to turn it back around this very day.
On bended knees, hands clasped tight, and heads bowed low we need to turn
to Jesus and say.
Father please forgive us for what we do, we ask You to take the reigns, and lead
us back where we belong.
Father we admit we still need You, it was You that kept us safe, and it was You
that kept us strong.
Lord show us Your favor as you did in days gone by.
For we are lost in the wilderness, and without Your mercy and grace we surely
So Lord, please forgive us just once more.
And put Your arms around us and let us be the One Nation Under God Forever
Thank You Father!
I really thought I was!
I was coming and coming,
Holding nothing back!
I could go anywhere,
I could go running!
I came unlatched.
I just really can not compare!
I just really knew it was!
I kept going and going,
Holding nothing back!
I went showing!
I was unlatched
I am just really glowing!
It really was,
It was here and now!
Holding nothing back!
I go proud!
I am unlatched!
I am just really now!
It really was!
But gone forever!
Holding nothing back!
I went clever!
I became unlatched!
I was prisoner,
I really was!
I love my country-I love this land,
Her mountains and deserts, aint' they grand,
Her oceans and prairies-the great skies of blue,
As a child I loved the trains, and oh! what a view.
This country has been good to me, and my family too,
We have never been hungry or had a reason to feel blue,
I have lived in seven states and travelled many more,
Yes, I guess you could say I'm American to the core.
I'll tell you about some of my favorite places,
Many of them have wide open spaces,
Niagra the Falls, the mountains of Colorado, the oceans blue,
When I think of how lucky I am, the tears fall down like dew.
I love the prairies of Texas and Kansas, too,
Wheat fields waving in the breezes make a great view,
Oklahoma is a light in my life--I love that state,
Yes, I'm American through and through, now isn't that GREAT!
My eyes were opened to a bright red burning veil.
Sun scorched and Moon dried,
It was fried!
But, I brought it some water in a crystal blue pale.
The more it burned higher went the scale,
God knows that I at least tried.
There was just nowhere to hide.
But, I wasn’t about to fail.
I put the veil in the water and made it wet.
I held it to the Sun and the Moon to air dry.
The veil melted and glowed where it was set.
It was sparkling and made me want to cry.
Perception had been weakened to what it really should be.
At least, that’s what the burning veil conveyed to the truth inside of me!
I turn my back and look the other way,
My shadow is a bliss you hope and pray!
I’m walking on water at the stroke of midnight,
Searching for the hope of a breaking daylight!
Everything’s just so incredibly beyond bright!
Closing my eyes to a brand new day,
Shutting down inside and feeling everything just die.
My thoughts surely would make you an empty man inside!
I’m walking on water in the shadows of daybreak,
Searching for the hope of my lost and alone faith!
Everything’s just so outrageously beyond great!
I close my mind to the brand new light of day.
Closing my eyes and just walking away,
But my shadow you hope and pray will surely stay.
I’m walking on water at the peak of nightfall,
Looking for this huge magnificently clear waterfall!
Everything’s just so enormously beyond tall!
I close my eyes and I begin to pray.
My thoughts could surely give hope to all,
For I walk on water on each and every day!
Do not cry more my child
No more thoughts of bilk
Betrayal is this world’s rites``
Bewitching smile is its dress
Somewhere in this world of perfidy
I kept forgetting my songs of lullaby
Even the breast milk you drank
Tasted the sadness of this treachery
You had grown drinking it
Gained the knowledge of knowing it
Still you are weak to oppugn
Bewitching smile is its gown
They are here who acts like near
They are here who betrayed your mother
They have wealth and they have power
They reborn with merciless eyes and ears
Do not cry more my child
Try to forget and forgive
Betrayal is this world’s rites``
Bewitching smile is its dress
We have the color of black soil
We have the power of Black Panther
They may fire our dreams and hope
But we will resurrect for a great reap
The Lone Ranger came to visit me last night.
He was perfect, his shiny six-guns hanging
on his hip, and the mask (to protect his real identity!)
"Howdy!" I said; "Hiya, pardner!" he replied,
and I motioned for him to take a seat. "No thanks,"
he groaned, "I think I'll stand, been in the saddle
now for going on three days!"
There were so many questions on my mind.
How come he always got the bad guy, and rode
off into the sunset in a swirling cloud of dust,
and how come you never saw the blood?
Things were less complicated then, he mused,
not like now where everything's so realistic,
so there's nothing left for people to imagine;
then he disappeared without a trace...
He's still my hero.
These days everyone's part good part bad,
so that the line is harder to find.
It was easier when men wore white and rode
high up in the saddle. The good guy always
grabbed the glory, and the girl, then he
disappeared in a cloud of dust with a hearty
"Hi ho Silver, away!!"
Celebrating the glare that glows,
A reflection of you creeps in.
The glory of high rank again!
Somebody you do not know,
But a sacrifice all the same!
Docked by time with a name!
Riding the high tides,
A fear of you sets in.
The smile of pride again,
Somebody you hide,
But a sacrifice all the same!
Docked by time playing the game!
Laughter with the fame you claim,
The sound of you drifts in,
The look of confidence seen again,
Somebody you remain.
But a sacrifice all the same!
Docked by time is such a shame!
®Registered: Ann Rich 1998
What is the power that is found in prayer?
That is the question I asked all through our little town square.
And the answers would range from cynical to prophetic.
It wasn’t hard to tell those who believed and those who were skeptic.
And to the question are we living in our final days?
You could see it on their faces how they had lost their ways.
It must of raised some torment to say the very least.
When I tried to tell them that sinful living was a mark of the beast.
Some wanted to know more, while others turned and fled.
They must have felt the power of the holy words I said.
To me it’s plain and simple we must adhere to God and His word.
Or be lost in the rubble and our voices never heard.
Be careful who you follow for the devils on the loose.
It’s your soul that he’s after, he’s out to cook your goose.
The devil is not your friend so please don’t believe his lies.
What I’m trying to tell you, these are words to the wise.
Give it all to Jesus, give Him the whole ball of wax.
He’ll stand up for you, He’ll stop the devil in his tracks.
Back to the question of the power of prayer.
It seems I must have opened up a can of worms here in our little town square.
And it was to my delight how a few would still stand and fight.
The power of prayer is what it takes if you’re seeking Gods awesome might.
Pray for your country, family, friends, and church, pray that your pastor has an
anointing to spread the Holy Word.
Pray on your knees, standing, or sitting anywhere , Pray fervently to our Savior
and rest assured your prayer and every word was heard.
I walked this path narrow wide or straight.
In the corners, voices are of many to bout.
Every single one just wants to get in or out.
But many felt beyond grandiosely great.
Tables turned and Sunshine came in,
They all took a twist and fell in place.
It was a madhouse at a race.
But again, traveling did begin.
One was to my left and one to my right,
I promised to bring some gainful insight.
I loved and learned taking a lesson or two,
Never say never, and to not forget about you.
I shall place a bet,
And time I shall set,
For a day to the side,
Where you can’t run and hide.
I’ll dance under Moonlit skies,
And behind I’ll be surprised,
You are wondrous to me,
You are such beauty to see.
In your heart I shall sit,
I’ll eat you alive bit by bit.
I am hungry for you,
And you are to.
So don’t sit and wait,
You may be too late.
I am by no disguise,
For, I am in your eyes.
From dusk till dawn,
My love I spawn,
It is you and me,
And forever we shall be
Sitting by the creek one day, watching as two little ducks swam by.
They were in such a rush it seemed, to catch a floating dragon fly.
I started to erect myself, when I slipped and fell.
I must have hurt my leg somehow, for it began to swell.
The current was mighty swift as it pulled me on my way.
I knew I was getting in too deep and I began to pray.
It seems the only time we talk is when I’m in a bind.
A feeling just came over me, what if He should pay me no mind.
He wouldn’t do that to me, I thought, that would be unfair.
Maybe He’s trying to show to me, what it’s like when no one’s there.
Lord I’m getting in too deep, and I’m getting mighty scared.
I never learned to swim at all, this secret I’ve never shared.
All of a sudden a log came by, and I caught hold of a branch or two.
I thought how, did this log happen by, was it a gift from you.
As the water began to shallow some, I made it to dry ground.
My leg was really sore I guess, but it seemed to be quite sound.
He answers our prayers in many ways, often though we do not see.
For me, my prayer was answered, by Him floating me a tree.
I've had my share of being blue
Now to have found someone true
He lightens my heart
Completes me in every part
He's a breath of fresh air
No one else could ever compare
He knows me inside out
The beginning of what love is all about
He's a blessing in disguise
A fool she was not to realize
Wash away all our fears
Here's to happiness, no more tears
Teach me oh Lord your ways.
Guide me through all my days.
Teach me to be like you.
Live my life faithful and true.
It’s hard this narrow path.
But salvation is better than Your wrath.
Just because I choose to follow you.
Doesn’t mean life has to be gloomy or blue.
You teach us to love and also forgive.
That this is the way in which to live.
We are to spread Your Holy Word.
To reach others who have not yet heard.
You want us to be apostles in Your name.
Tell others that don’t know from where you came.
How you died to set us free.
Nailed to the cross to that rugged old tree.
Your followers are growing like never before.
We are crying out for You once more.
Take us home where we belong.
Till that time we all must forever stay strong.
One day the graves shall all give up their dead.
To walk beside you if they followed the path you led.
I long for the day to stand next to you.
In my brand new body that you made brand new.
Father I praise You!
If ever I had to wonder,
I would simply wonder why our paths were even destined to cross.
Obviously, I have so many things I have to wonder,
Because my love carries the strength of steel and an armor of cloth!
No doubt that I will think of the many things that could always make me sigh.
But I know that I’d forever wonder why so much pain comes with an inevitable loss?
“Tis a soul for a soul and one cast out with your solemn moment of pride”.
If ever I should have to wonder,
Indeed I would have wondered where?
Where is the beginning and where is the end to this forsaken way of life?
Where does all this “hidden truth” lay and why is it that I’m still standing and I can survive?
No doubt that I will think of the many things that I could always compare,
But I know that I’d forever wonder how much warmth there really is out there to share.
Brought down from sorrows below my beliefs have become my sacrifice.
If ever I had to wonder,
I’d simply wonder where?
Where do we go when we go away and why is it that we even have to leave?
Where is this truth and why should I be the only one that will produce my beliefs?
No doubt that I would think of the many things that could always make me instantly care.
But I know that I would forever wonder why there’s so much hope with all of this despair.
‘Tis a soul for a soul and each is in such a constant dire of eternal need”!
If ever I should have to wonder,
I’d simply wonder why this was all even meant to be.
Why could you not see the power and the glory that God has invested in the life of me?
Obviously so many things to have to wonder because love carries so many will’s that fizzle
No doubt that I would think of the many things that could always make me sad and cry.
But I know that I will forever wonder was it I, the one who has been received?
But most of all I will forever wonder what is it that you, as one, really believe?
© Copyright: 1998 Ann Rich
Courage under fire is what we are,
Just thoughts away!
Tempting moments to just let it all go.
An empty world on a void day!
A pillar of strength with all that we know,
A thought away from a vision so far!
Strength under force is what we are,
Just thoughts away!
Incredible force with remarkable strength is what we see.
The chance to be with a chance to stay,
At a consistent level with the honor that only we can achieve.
We’re a thought away from the flames of a shooting star!
One of the very same is what we are,
Simply just thoughts away!
Mountains so high and oceans so deep with all that we deem.
So much unknown,
There’s just so much more,
It’s a given place where only we can lay!
Marks of pride are held in the eyes that stand glossed and gleamed.
We’re just a thought away from a world greater than our large.
We’re just one thought away from the world that we all disregard.
We’re just thoughts away from what it is that we really and truly are!
© Copyright: 1997 Ann Rich
I remember an old song called I think Turn Around.
About a young girl and every time she turned around a new age in her life was
As she turned around she would age five to ten years.
It was so beautifully done it would nearly bring on tears.
She started out as a baby and ended when she had babes of her own.
It seems like it was a commercial I know I’ve seen it shown.
Memories are our camera lens of these days gone by.
Captured forever in our minds they often make us cry.
Sad memories seem to stand out most in our wayward minds.
Like some old soap seen on t.v. they’re better left behind
Good memories will always prevail if we choose them to.
Instead of feeling all sad and blue, think about some good times too.
Change the movie in your mind, one to suit your mood.
Put a smile on your face and be a happy dude. (or dudette)
Put an s between each mile and watch the day go by.
People will look at you and smile and won’t even know the answer why.
Smiling and yawning are contagious things if you do them right.
Yawning and smiling or smiling and yawning it is still a delightful sight.
Here’s happy thoughts to you and yours as you journey through the years.
Happy memories to hold on to instead of those that bring you tears.
Remember To Smile
Some have never felt the need
to sail on...far beyond their boundaries;
they had comfort and a good life
and enjoyed delectable banquets,
but others had to struggle for a loaf of bread,
and survive in the mist of poverty!!!
Those were the travels of the deprived men,
leaving, with the deepest regret, their own country
to face hardships,unacceptance and bigotry;
and from the offspring of these misunderstood men,
were born individuals who would shake and change society!!!
They worked long hours in mines
trying to catch a breath beneath those dusty caverns,
and when they came out they only saw a thousands of stars;
many built skycrapers, tunnels and bridges:
getting burned by an inclement sun, and through persistance,
they had the honor and joy to see them shine!!!
Some have taken for granted everything
they were provided for...
not striving to get ahead in life;
living comfortly in their cosy homes and mansions,
standing by and ignoring the pains of the laborers
along with the evils of their world;
they did not speak on their behalf...
feeling they were more powerful!!!
And will God, open His arms of eternity,
look down on them and have a bit of mercy...
when they are approaching His gate?
We all came from two perfect parents
who were as sinsless as angels,
but did not obey and fell from grace...
are we making that same,incorrigible mistake?
The travels of the deprived men,
left their intact trails where they went;
if some deny this fact to themselves,
is because they refuse to knowledge
they walked tall or existed at all...
and brought a greatness so unimaginable!!!
A little note to the ones that will miss me the most.
I just wanted you not to worry I’m spending my time with our heavenly host.
He invited me to move in to this beautiful mansion He built.
He said it’s next door to your mom, and yes she still makes quilts.
There is a million things here I can do.
No more pain, and if you could see my new body, so perfect, so true.
Only in dreams could you imagine such a place.
I cannot explain the awesome beauty of our Saviors face.
The most beautiful rivers and waterfalls abound.
Only here in heaven can such beauty be found.
The trees are just loaded with fruit that are so sweet.
They are for our enjoyment so delicious to eat.
If you wonder if I miss you, you know that I do.
But I know I’ll see you soon when your days are all through.
Honey death held no pain actually it was a beautiful thing.
You can put aside the fears of deaths mortal sting.
There is no sadness here or tears to be shed.
Only happiness here will you ever be fed.
Well I guess I’d better go I’ve got things I must do.
See you real, soon I’ll be waiting for you.
When I was a young boy and making decisions on my own.
I quickly learned that some decisions were better left to those that were grown
A child should not worry or ponder his fate.
But rather be humble and appreciative of whats placed on his plate.
Although responsibility he should have, but let it be small.
And as he travels through life, should he stumble or fall.
Reach out your hand for assurance, and let it be known.
That we can all use a little help even after we're grown.
Keep your heart as pure , as pure as you can.
And seek to the Lord to become a righteous man.
The roads that we travel are often masked or misleading.
There is only one path to glory and it is never deceiving.
When He knocks on your door, friend what will you say?
Will you ask Him in, or will you turn Him away?
I wish sometimes that life would be a little kinder and nice.
Don't you imagine that could have been Jesus' thoughts knowing He would pay
the ultimate price.
He knew in advance what was going to be done.
Crucified on that cross, God's only true Son.
How can anyone forgive us for the things that we do?
But He died forgiving us, and I know these words are true.
I just praise the Lord each day, for I know what He has done.
And He is the One, The Mighty One!
I see I made the headlines today; they said, "I was
killed in action, in a land so far away."
"They wrote about the accomplishments of my life,
and then it read, another Hero has lost his life."
" I looked real good in my uniform, but mom, I have my
wings, they were waiting for me, as I walked through Heavens Door."
Jesus was waiting, as I entered in, and He told me
"I have been forgiven of all my sins."
Some of my friends, were already here, and they are free of
the pain, and the scars that never healed..
Mom, I know you miss me, and you want me to come home,
but, you knew this could happen, and I'm sorry I left you alone.
Heaven is so beautiful, it glistens, and shines, and
the people here mom, they are happy all the time.
So please don't cry, and be real sad, you were the best
mom, any boy could ever have.
When your time is near, and the angels come to call,
you will be flying so high, but don't worry, you will not fall.
I have to go, I have things to do, but mom please
remember, I always loved you.
I see I made the headlines today, they said, I was killed in
action in a land so far away.
Mom, this place is so beautiful, and I can't wait to see you again.
The old fellow was just lonely and tired.
This life had nothing left it was death he desired.
He had lost his wife a couple years back.
He lived all alone down by the track.
No one ever visited are called on the phone.
Just another lonely old soul that lived all alone.
Then one day he drove into town.
To pick up some things and just look around.
There he met a lady he knew years ago.
Well they talked and they talked it was good don’t you know?
She said we’ll have to do this again as they started to part.
He left there that day with a different feeling in his old heart.
It was the first time he smiled he knew in awhile.
For sadness had been all that he knew, he thought it his style.
When he got to the house he picked up the phone, guess what he did?
He called his new friend and they talked just like kids.
Well it wasn’t to long till their friendship did grow.
For she had been in the same boat with nowhere to go.
Well they dated a little but they both wanted this.
They were tired of being alone and he proposed after their kiss.
She said yes, yes, yes just any old day.
So they found them a preacher and I do’s they did say.
Now they’re together they beat that lonely beast.
To see their smiling faces you know they’re happy at least.
In school by herself,
Working and talking with nobody else.
All alone in this worl’
Is a young black girl.
She is ignored and mistreated,
by the teachers and students alike.
If people see her they judge her,
and spray paint profanity on her bike.
She's still happy.
Determined that her dreams will come true.
Fearing nothing but fear itself,
this girl is angry at nobody but herself.
Angry, angry, angry.
Because of being a woman.
Because of the color of her skin.
But, yet this girl is determined to win.
She takes no stress and tries her best.
Not because she's a black woman
that wants to have fun,
But because she is determined to be someone.
So blue is the ocean,
like saffires in the snow.
beauty to behold,
God made it so.
Mountains in the distance,
outlining the evening sky,
hues of orange, and gold,
God made it so.
Fields of wild flowers,
with fragrance so sweet,
a picture in our minds to hold,
God made it so.
Children full of laughter,
lying in the grass so green,
watching clouds moving real slow,
God made it so.
Our flag with stars,and stripes of hope,
waving in the wind,
reminding us that we are free today,
thank God, and pray freedom will always stay.
You didn't roll a wagon up to bring an apple pie.
The neighbors haven't come from miles to raise a barn up to the sky.
We didn't have to ring a bell to call your buckets to a fire,
'Cause when we had three surgeries, our hearts you did inspire.
Big homegrown chickens delivered in vans
And well tended veggies from your very own hands.
You spread your wealth with lots of love,
Always showing to our hearts the spirit of the dove.
The girls' Christmas dresses you made meant so much.
Our year was filled with your own special touch.
You handled, and cradled and poslished our kids.
Reflecting to them that their precious and His.
When that very last cent just couldn't be found,
You quietly gave and got us around.
Your cars, your time, your patience and laughter,
Have hellped us stay focused on what God is after.
He loves us and wants us to always draw near
And just like real families keep "bending" His ear.
Keep telling our heartaches and singing our joys.
Keep giggling and playing like small girls and boys.
We need to snuggle up close and hear His heartbeat,
So we can help those who live in hurt and defeat.
It is to God's family they need to belong.
For only in Him can the weak be made strong.
For those who are sensible and those who are "not so"
God keeps on reminding us - we've not far to go.
So "press toward the mark" are the words i our ear.
Don't turn to the left, or the right, and don't fear.
Jesus is all that we ever will need.
But here is the message He wants us to heed.
It's "us" and it's "we" - blood bought and in Him;
It's sticking together through thick and through thin
We are His children, His friends and His Bride.
We stand and we wait, and by faith abide.
Always, forever, His glory's inside.
We are His Body; We can't be denied.
Although we are grownup, He wants us to be
Trusting and confident, knowing we're free.
He'll carry it all; both our burdens and us,
And longs, most of all, that we never be anxious.
He is our King; yet He's Daddy, friend too.
He made us; died for us; and will see us through.
Because of this promise and His love in you,
We are established, remain steadfast, and true.
Much like the momentum began by the flutter of butterfly wings become the
winds of a hurricane;
My feelings progress from thought to action and become the force behind
magnificent changes in the world
The Lord will lead us, if we seek to be led.
The Lord will feed us ( like the Israelites in the desert ) if we ask to be fed.
There is no task that my God cannot master.
He can send love or punish us with disasters.
He is the creator of all things be it large or be it small.
He is the one God and the only God for us all.
He is The Alpha, The Omega, The beginning and also the end.
He’s the current in the ocean, the forever blowing wind.
My God bows down to none.
My God is the Awesome One.
My God holds the universe in one hand.
The vastness of my God no man could possibly comprehend.
He can be fluid or solid, or as soft as a vapor or bright as a ray.
He took the darkness from the night and breathed into it light and called it day.
He is the answer to my prayers.
He is my God the one who truly cares.
He helps us when we’re lost .
He was the one nailed on that cross.
He is my Savior of this I know.
He is always with me where ere I go.
Jesus is but one of His many names He answers to.
He will answer us all, yeah even you.
If you feel lost you might well be.
Try calling out to Jesus in all honesty.
Repent of your sin.
Invite our Savior in.
You’ll be glad you did,Thanks
The old man was ragged, dirty, and quite ill kept,
As he sat next to me on the park bench I could tell it had been a while since
perhaps he’d slept.
He looked weary and tired like he’d just lost it all,
He had the look of a man who had his back to the wall.
I’m usually not this blunt but I was suddenly inspired,
Is there anything I can do to help I modestly inquired?
As his lip started quivering and he wiped the tears from his old eyes,
He said I lost my job while back, still don’t know the reason as to why.
Next thing that happens, the company goes under and my pension is lost.
I couldn’t afford a lawyer, they wanted their money up front and it was too great
of a cost.
My savings went fast paying the mortgage and notes,
I couldn’t find another job due to my age they won’t hire this old goat.
They foreclosed on my home and my wife left the scene,
Said I was worthless, she was real hurtful and mean.
I took to the streets the only thing I could do,
She took everything that was left even my clothes when she said we were
Twenty seven dollars and eighty five cents was all I had to my name.
It’s been a little over a year and I still haven’t figured out who’s to blame.
He said you’re the first person to show that you cared and it means quite a lot.
As a tear ran down his face he said I’m not a bad guy really I’m not.
I said I have a little cabin on the lake that needs a caretaker but the pay is not
Free room and board with a small monthly salary and benefits as such.
So we shook on the deal and headed on out,
He became a blessing for me as our friendship grew solid and stout.
If I had gone out looking to pick a friend he would have been very low on my list,
But the Lord had other plans and He always adds His own little twist.
What in the world happened to me on that baptismal day?
Well it flat out changed my life, I don’t know what else to say.
As my head went under in the darkness of that water I felt a cleansing of my soul.
And as my head raised toward the light of day, it was then I knew that Jesus
was in control.
He accepted me the way I was, He forgave me of my sins.
It was by His blood He shed, that I know that I am forever cleansed.
Physically and looks wise I’m probably pretty much the same.
Except I’ve got a smile on my face and a twinkle in my eye, aren’t you glad our
Savior Jesus came?
So when you see me with a big smile on my face and there is no one else
My mind is on my Savior and in His glories I’ll be found.
Sometimes I sit and ponder on the life that I once led.
I was born again, thanks to Jesus, and now that old life is dead.
My wife and my momma would pray and pray and pray.
Lord please forgive him, he’s good Lord, how many times did I hear them say.
There must have been power in those prayers cause something got me here.
So if you know someone who needs salvation then let me make it clear.
Keep on praying for that person no matter what they’ve said or done.
Never give up praying until you know without a doubt the battle has been won.
I knew there was something missing before I let Jesus enter my heart.
Was there something I was afraid of or was it I didn’t know where to start?
I still don’t know that answer but I’m sure glad of what’s been done.
And now I pray for my children that they find salvation each and every one.
Lord I Praise You!
I had an old dog, Old Dink was my pug.
He had such an ugly but adorable mug.
The nose on his face was squashed and mashed in.
And he would snort when he breathed out or when he breathed in.
He was quite a pet.
One I will never forget.
He loved to go swimming and play in the creek.
Kids all around would all come around in hopes that they might get a peek.
For old Dink loved to play.
And with the kids he would stay.
He was the sweetest of all the dogs that I’ve ever owned.
Everybody loved old Dink, he was well known.
He loved to go riding and would sit in my lap.
Strange noises he would make when he took his nap.
He was my friend this little dog that I loved so.
We could all take a lesson from little Dinker don’t you know.
Well he has gone on now to where all good doggies go.
He brought sunshine to my life in those days so long ago.
Goodbye to my friend till maybe one day our paths cross again.
Till that day happens I’ll always keep your memories my friend.
The winds of change are blowing across our great land,
It’s time for Christians to unite and take a prominent stand.
No more standing back or cowering down.
As United Christians we’ll stand strong in every city and town.
Christ was persecuted once and I think that is enough,
He died for our sins back when things were tough.
In my heart I know He died for us all,
They nailed Him to the cross, He took the fall.
It was to His own choosing that He did this deed,
That all God fearing people their souls could be freed.
That is why I love Him so and to follow Him I choose,
That’s why as Christians united we cannot lose.
If we don’t stand up it can be taken away,
But if we unite they’ll have to listen to what we say.
The minorities have ruled just a little too long,
It’s time we put a stop to letting them do things we know are wrong.
The day is coming and I feel it coming quick,
When you’ll have to make a choice which one to pick.
All signs are pointing to the second coming of our Lord,
And if you make the wrong choice you’re going to learn the meaning of the
word called hard.
Stand for Jesus, like He stood for you,
United in Christ is the right thing to do
What does your love mean to me?
It means I have a hand to hold,
and I'll never be alone,
my life will have new meaning,
even when I am so old.
It means a heart of devotion,
no other can compare,
a place of refugee,
given freely, when others don't care.
It means I have a friend,
to guide me through the storm,
and no one can take you from me,
for I have been reborn.
It means you gave it freely,
something others want to charge,
no other can ever make me whole,
only You, with your gracious heart.
I means you give salvation,
a gift more precious than gold,
mine to keep forever,
and my place in heaven, You hold.
Do you remember your mother baking a cake,
while you stared at the bowl of mix, hoping to
stick your finger in for a scoop of batter?
Do you remember how great the kitchen felt
early in the morning, as you walked in from
your bedroom, and all the nice smells
Do you remember walking to the theater on
Saturday morning for the early picture show,
a dime to get in, and a dime for a coke.
Do you remember the town carnival, and
how great the smells of popcorn, and
cotton candy were?
Do remember getting to go Trick or Treating,
and you could go by yourself, down your
street, to collect all the different treats?
Do you remember?
I pray today brings me wealth.
Not monetarily but spiritual health.
You see I’ve been backsliding some.
And I don’t like the feelings that have come.
I took my eyes off the Lord and placed them on man.
If you’ve ever done that I’m sure you’ll under stand
Brothers and sisters even in Christ will often let us down.
That is why we need to keep our eyes on the one who wore the thorny crown.
Somehow I got lost in the shuffle, got turned all around.
Had it not been for Jesus I’d never have been found.
He’s always in the shadows till we reach for His hand.
How can He keep on forgiving us, I don’t understand.
We have temptations that are many.
For it’s the devil who would love to snare you, for he has plenty.
Old satan sits and calculates all our weakest parts.
Whether it be a lustful eye or a hardened heart.
He fills your mind full of things.
In hopes to him your soul you’ll bring.
That’s how easy it is with him, he just plants a little thought.
He knows all our weakness and if we can be bought.
That is why we must stay in Gods word and never turn our backs.
That is why I’m praying for spiritual health to help take up the slack.
Driving along, the road staring back at me
mid afternoon sun warming the windshield
I discover yellow winking in a sea of green
buttercups bobbing in the wind, catching my eye
momentarily taking my mind away to busier days
filled with peanut butter sandwiches and Kool-aide and laughter
the children running through the yard towards me
stairstep offspring, my little imps with
ruler straight bangs reflecting honey gold and bronze
smiling, voices bubbling over, melodies dancing
like water in a brook, constantly flowing
their saucer eyes wide with wonder, twinkling merriment
proffering sweaty hugs and sticky kisses
I reminisce as the miles pass
the years fly through my wandering mind
amazed that they were so quickly gone I realize now
making a turn towards another kindred home coming into view
the scenery moving ever slower
my mind catches up as the car stops and
a blur dashes down the steps, crossing the lawn
mother fast in tow to keep harm away, greeting me
I stoop down and open wide my arms as
boundless energy leaps towards me with exuberance
"Gramma," is hailed, as chubby arms surround my neck
kissy sounds and huggy noises echo as I pray
"Thank you, God"
knowing that He guided me to this very moment
weaving another thread into the rich tapestry of life.
I knew this man who's life was tormented with pain.
And every other word out of the mans mouth was the Lords name in vain.
He said just look what God has done to me.
He's cripled my body, He's to blame don't you see.
I don't suppose the drugs or the booze could have caused any thing.
Or the life that you led, could this be the name of the song that you sing.
Have you ever repented, or accepted Jesus as your Savior?
I really didn't think so, not with this behavior.
Friend I tell you this as was told to me.
Jesus is the answer He holds the key.
He's the one you turn to in your hour of need.
Not to the bottle, or that little bag of weed.
He's the one that can deliver and give eternal peace.
And through His power all your demons He will
release. But you must seek forgiveness
for the things which you have done.
He died for you, and he forgave your sins each and every one.
Nailed to that cross was God's only Son.
If you don't reach out to Jesus, then the old devil has won.
So give the devil his dues and let Christ be your way.
Trust in our Lord, Friend please do it today.
The most beautiful and the saddest song I’ve ever heard,
Was the Old Rugged Cross as I hung on to every word.
It brought sadness the brutal way our Savior died,
And the way He was mocked, and so viciously crucified.
But His death was short lived,
His prophecy He fulfilled.
He suffered His death like any mortal man,
Succumbing to the pain that was part of the plan.
Beaten and bruised before being nailed on that cross,
The day the world experienced it’s greatest ever loss.
And, yes I do I cherish that old rugged cross with all my heart.
Knowing that He died for me helps me to play my part.
And the beauty part of the song is where I lay my worldly trophies down,
Knowing that the Lord Himself holds for me my crown.
Sometimes I see visions of those crosses on that hill of so long ago.
And I feel like crying out, Stop this madness, Stop it don’t you know?
Then reality awakens me to thought that this deed has already been done.
Nailed on that cross, Jesus Christ, God’s only son
What He Gave,
Was probably our only way for us to be saved
So yes I will cling to that old rugged cross,
For without what it stands for we all would be lost.
He holds in His mighty hands, the key,
one that opens hearts, brings joy,
and floods the soul with everlasting peace.
He is the light that guides each vessel,
one that carries His precious cargo,
that being the children of faith.
He is The Son Of God,
The one who died on the cross,
the one who ask for forgiveness
for the wrong doers, for they no not.
Yes, He holds the key.
Momma I see, I really do!
The words you spoke were all so true.
Trust in the Lord, she’d often say.
But I’d waited so long, but still she would pray,
Son, please open your eyes and listen to me.
I love you son, I just want you to see.
Upon the Bible one day she stood.
Telling the Lord, that I wasn’t all bad I had some good.
My mother and wife, oh what a pair.
Believing in me, who did not care.
Then one day not long ago.
I gave it all to Jesus, I just had to let go.
My life it changed, it was turned all around.
I was so far lost, but now I’m found.
I thank my dear mother, and my darling wife.
For standing by me, and guiding my life.
If there is anyone in your life that you really love.
Pray with all your might, to the Man up above.
For salvation for them, and a blessing for you.
And pray for your pastor, he can use one too.
Yes momma I see, yeah I really do.
Do you know I love you, and I miss you too?
Footnote: I took my mom shopping about three days before she passed
away, and if she asked me once she asked me ten times that day. She was
wanting reassurance that I had found Christ. Yes Momma I did, I really did. She
went to be with the Lord in October of 2006! I sure miss having her around, I was
truly blessed. Thanks for hearing my story .
Is it true we live to die?
The question here is why?
To me the answer is clear.
This is just a place for the Lord to draw us near.
Do I fear death, not in the least!
Not since I found Jesus, and shed the beast.
Death to me holds no sting.
Since I walk with our Savior, to me that is everything!
The grave holds no victory over me.
It’s merely a resting place, till our Father beckons to me.
Many live a meaningful and productive life on this earth.
But if you don’t know Jesus, what is it worth?
Jesus is our immortal key.
He will bind the beast to set you free.
If you haven’t found Jesus, friend, give the Lord a try.
Then you’ll understand why we live to die.
Breaking The Rules
My little girl who just started attending school.
Asked me daddy, do we have to follow each and every rule?
And I answered, yes my love, we must obey.
But daddy, she said, I have to pray.
Daddy you taught me, give thanks before we eat.
And to thank the Lord is such a treat.
The teacher scolded me and made me cry.
She said you can’t do that here but wouldn’t answer why.
The other kids laughed and pointed at me.
Daddy I wanted to hide to run and flee.
I don’t want to go back not ever again.
I don’t like it there daddy is that a sin?
Well I picked her up and said I’ll tell you what.
Don’t you ever stop praising the Lord you give it all you’ve got.
She squeezed my neck so very hard.
And said I love you daddy, you and the Lord.
If I must home school then that’s what I’ll do.
But my little girl is going to follow You.
I planted a tree for my injured hero,
now it is so tall, my how it has grown.
The day I heard you had been hit,
I was so nervous, I couldn't just sit.
So down to the store to buy a tree,
my way of thanking you, for keeping me free.
It has doubled in size, and it carries your name,
your tour ended, and your life was never the same.
You lost both legs in that horrible war,
but you haven't given up, you have come so far.
Now you are a speaker, and a volunteer too,
for the heroes that were injured, just like you.
You blame no one, just the changing times,
a difference in belief, and brainwashed minds.
So plant a tree for a soldier today, it will grow, and
grow, and provide you shade.
Just like our heroes in far away lands,
these trees we're planting, will help save our
What is your gift, did you know that each of us have one?
They are things we do that delight the Father and the Son.
Some may paint, while others may write.
Some may cook, others may have the gift of kindness, that guide us in our flight.
Some may just be a good father or mother that too is a gift of might.
Some may use their hands while some use their voice to our Saviors delight.
The gift is there, to some it comes with ease while others must search and seek.
The gift is there whether your character be bold or should it be meek.
The thing you do best, is the gift God bestowed on you.
It pleases Him more when you praise Him for this gift, this thing you do.
We are children, God’s children, and it pleases Him when His children do well.
Just like us when our children excel, we are proud and often our chest will
So don’t let this world try to put you under.
Remember God created you, and have you ever known God to make a blunder?
Why not share the joy without a price?
Say to others, oh you look so nice.
A well placed compliment, is like a tender touch.
To those in need it can mean so much.
To treat others the way we want to be treated .
Will keep satan at bay and maybe defeated.
Our words can be inspiring or have a fiery sting.
They can be filled with love, or they can be a hurtful thing.
We must chose our words the way we live our lives.
A heart filled with love is where no hate ever thrives.
If you see someone down and in need of a friend.
Reach out with your heart, you'll be blessed in the end.
You'll never know how far a little kindness goes.
Till you pass it on and watch the love that grows.
I thank the Lord for being my guiding light.
He restored my faith, He made things right.
I love to share what was given to me.
No matter what we've done, Christ will set you free..!!
It sure feels good when you know you’re walking in the light.
And every step you take, brings you closer to His sight.
And you can look the old devil in the eye and have no reason to show alarm.
For when Jesus is with you, you know you are safe and he can do no harm.
It’s just a different walk when Jesus is by your side.
It’s like you’re walking on air and your stride you lay with pride.
I guess one of the happiest days of my life was when I surrendered it all.
I’ve never looked back, my eyes are on the prize, I’m just waiting for His call.
Fortune and fame won’t get you to heaven, and it doesn’t mean a thing.
Jesus is my glory and God is His name, and that to me has a much sweeter
You know God has a storehouse and it’s filled with all his love.
He awaits our prayers so He can open the windows of His storehouse from
And pour His Blessings on us, with His mercy and grace.
And show us how much He loves us, and how He too longs for our embrace.
I know my Savior loves us, I can feel it in my heart.
I just wished I hadn’t waited so long, but that’s my fault for not being smart.
But I’m where I belong, and it’s where I will stay.
Till Jesus calls me home, oh what a glorious day.
When looking at me what is it that you know you can see?
What does your self have to say to you about the soul that lives inside of me?
Can he see what it is that’s deep inside the back of my eyes?
Or is he the ultimate from behind the promise of my only surprise?
Maybe it’s not what it seems in the beam of this ray of light,
Or maybe he sees his visions glaring in this blend much too bright.
Yourself or you which is fool and which is wise?
Up and away we go riding all of the waves that our eyes can possibly see.
Coiling loosely and simply falling free.
My breath captured with my body soiled from the scent of the bliss inside of you.
Magic blends heating the layers of gloss that keep shining me all of the way through.
With my body hot my blood trembles beneath the feel of my bared and wet skin.
I’m all up inside of this glare feeling magical as it completely blends all of my needs safely in.
When looking at me what is it that you think you know?
What does your self have to say to you about the feel beneath the touch of my skin?
Does he see this glare of light with his visions sunk or just anchored by a strange hook?
Or is he the ultimate from behind the beams when they will only burn shining on dim?
Maybe it’s not what it seems when you’ve really, truly and even squarely looked?
Or maybe he sees these beams blending when his visions are adapted too his all time low.
Yourself or you, which is friend and which is foe?
Up and away we go calming the almighty of the highest seas.
Completely loose simply aiming for free.
My breath taken and my body covered with the scent of the blissful buried treasures in you.
Complete subliminal excellence in the magic that keeps shining me all the way through!
My body glossed and gleaming as my blood quivers in the light of this heavenly vision’s blend.
I’m up inside of myself soothed as the magic warms what is deep beneath my bared wet skin.
Yourself or You!
Which has vision and which is dim per glares in the currents of “The Magic’s Blend”?
The difference in each of God's creatures
is what makes us unique, our journey may
be long, and sometimes our spirits face defeat.
Always stay on course of the dreams you have,
never give up, no matter if things get bad.
Shine like a star on a dark clear night,
a cloud may block the view, just hold on tight.
The circle of life will bring goodness around,
usually it comes shining,
when you have been knocked down.
Strength can be gathered if you know your
course, this is the reason we have dreams for.
Take a moment today,
God's Love is here,
in so many ways.
The family you love,
and hold dear to your heart,
one of the many,
gifts from God above.
The air you breath,
and the food you eat,
an essential of life,
He provided for our needs.
The ability to think,
He gave us a brain,
and so many avenues,
to provide the missing links.
He is all around,
and He knows us all,
from the poorest to the richest,
leading us Heaven Bound.
Come share this cake, it is Carrot Supreme,
healthy for you, full of nuts, and whip cream.
I baked it late, before I went to bed,
a breakfast treat, "delicious", some have said.
You are welcome, just pop right in,
or over the internet, your piece I'll send.
Absent of calories, I took them out,
now dig right in, let me hear you shout.
The saving of lost souls.
That should be every Christians’ goal.
Bring them to the Lord one by one.
Till this earthly battles done.
Teach them of our Saviors love.
Tell them about Heaven and the beauty of.
Help to guide them in their flight.
And how Jesus is their guiding light.
If you love the Lord with all your heart.
You will surely do your part.
Reach out to the young and old.
Tell them what the next life holds.
Teach them how Jesus tells us to pray.
The Lord is my shepherd is how I start my day.
Seek the Lord in all you do.
He’s what makes our dreams come true.
And if you feel an emptiness.
You haven’t asked the Lord to share His bliss.
Be born again, made all anew.
When you find the Lord you’ll know it’s true.
I thank the ones that lead me.
And opened my eyes so I could see.
Jesus forgives us of our sins.
But you have to ask Him in.
He is the best friend I’ve ever had.
He accepted me knowing I’d been bad.
Give Him a chance make today your day.
That’s about all I have to say.
As I walk through tomorrows door,
anxious to behold what life has waiting there,
praying for serenity on God's given shore.
Twilight awaiting as another day ends,
a comfort of knowing my heart forgives,
misfortunes, and people, when rules they bend.
The passage that awaits, only I can consent,
no anger is harbored, my cheek is turned,
my spirit not broken, only slightly bent.
He who matters, and His commandments of truth,
carved in stone by His mighty hand of time,
believers of His word, shall witness to you.
That eternal fire in the pit of hell,
some souls are destined to that
Flames so hot, not a pretty sight,
but for unbelievers, this is
their eternal light.
The Bible tells us,
we all have a choice,
explained everyday, in different voice.
So full of misery, this place of fire,
fueled by sin,
and selfish hearts of desire.
Satan will lead some down his path
of gloom, disguising the truth, of
Gods coming real soon.
God will listen to a sinners plea,
but only pure hearts of love
will be set free.
The pathway to hell, is as plain as day,
a one way ticket, exclusive,
and this is where unbelievers will stay.
If there is a breath,still left inside,
then there is time to change
that hell-bound ride.
Ones status in life, does not matter at all,
everything will be left for someone else, and
you are the one, that will answer your call.
Decisions we make, should not be made in haste,
time should be given, and then they can be made.
I have learned, some will test your patience,
life is full of these much important lessons.
The further I go down life's rocky road,
bruises, and bumps I had me a few, you know.
I am still here ragged, and tired, but still in the game,
if you get lemons, then make some lemonade.
We were so young when we first fell in love,
Shot with Cupids arrow as he darted from above.
Just two silly kids who never knew this love would last.
It brings such joy to sit and ponder on the past.
The good times were there along with the bad,
But as I look back I only see the joy we both have had.
And would I do it over again I guess I would,
Together as one as one we stood.
She speaks my thoughts before I can say a thing,
She’s that little girl who wears my wedding ring.
As I look at her I start to feel a little sad,
Knowing that our days together are fewer and that makes me feel a little bad.
It all comes to an end is what they say,
So I just want to say how much I appreciate you and love you till the very last
And when that day comes I hope I’m chosen first,
Cause without you my darling I know my heart would surely burst.
Hopefully we still have a ways to go,
A little bit longer for our love to continue to grow.
I imagine my ship with sails full form,
drifting on each wave, away from any storm..
Quiet and serene under Heavens hues,
my ship is ready, but where is my crew?
I must be the Captain, for there is no one else,
I am in a dream all by myself.
How will I know , the course to take,
for this is the ocean, not a big lake.
With compass in hand,, I will do my best,
I think this may be, my biggest test.
Out on the ocean I am drifting along,
my ship is very capable, of getting me home.
A radiating heart, full of warmth, and love,
is such a blessing from God above.
Sharing, and caring, maybe one we can help,
just by offering kindness, ones goodness is felt.
Hands of compassion, giving freely their food,
to another less fortunate, may be their heating fuel.
Seasons do change, as was God's plan,
just like a cold heart, made warmer by offering a hand.
Life is a mystery, we know not what it holds,
but we all together showing kindness, can make
it better, this we know.
I never knew my dad, he died when I was two.
My granddaddy was the one that would walk with me to school.
He would tell me things and make me laugh.
He stepped right in on my daddy's behalf.
He wasn't big, he wasn't small.
Not real short not very tall.
He was the kind of man I wanted to be.
Gentle and kind and honest you see.
Never would he burden, or condemn a soul.
That wasn't what he was about, that wasn't his goal.
A religious man he was not, but I feel he knew our savior.
You could see it in his walk, and mostly in his behavior.
I just thank God for the man He sent that took my Daddy's place.
Lord you have him now, but he left a memory that time will not erase.
Lord I think You threw away the mold when You made that sweet old guy.
He surely was a keeper, but he had to go and I often wonder
The older I get the more I miss my sweet and darling paw.
The most gentle, kindest man I think I ever saw.
Thanks for sharing!
Under this tree, my thoughts run wild,
thinking back to when I was a child.
So much has changed, in my life since then,
reliving the faces I knew back then.
Forgotten with time, some are not very clear,
but at the time, they were so dear.
How many are sick, and how many have died,
how many have found Jesus, how many still cry?
Your mind can take you on a journey, unknown,
it can also remind you daily, that you are alone.
Hostage you will be, to the misery it holds,
or a new beginning with our Father, helping you grow.
Nothing is forever in this place we call home,
but the Kingdom of God, will never be gone.
Eternal Life, He promised to us all,
under God's tree, my future, I saw.
My mother had a saying that I remember so well,
"don't be mean, and don't pass judgement,"
"sometimes God will test you, and you don't want to fail."
"You may be entertained, by an angel of the Lord,
remember this child, for that was what those nails were for."
Thoughtful, and kind, she never was one, to belittle or ridicule,
my mother was so kind.
Her motto of life, was as clear as could be,
"always treat a stranger, as you would treat me."
Yes, she was my teacher, and a mother of love,
now she has left me, her body was tired,
but all those sayings, I heard so many times,
made me appreciate, that mother of mine.
She looked so sad, as the tree was lit,
tell me Lord, how much worse will life get?
I work all the time, hardly seeing my young,
and looking around me, not much have I done.
A mother so young, barely seventeen,
it's hard to imagine, the struggles I've seen.
Now it's Christmas, and the presents are few,
tell me Jesus, what should I do?
Suddenly a knock, so softly heard,
she asked, "who is there," but no one said a word.
Slowly she opened the door to see,
who in the world, who could it be.
There stood a man, with his beard so white,
glowing all over, against the night.
"Greetings my child, I am so lost,
can I stay with you, I hope this will cover the cost."
Shocked, and amazed, she invited him in,
closing the door, she noticed it was snowing again.
Who are you, and where are you from,
by the way he was dressed, she knew he was not a bum.
I'm just an old man, who is all alone,
I don't have family, everyone is gone.
I want you to have this, and he put it in her hand,
it was the deed to her house, compliments of this man.
How did you know, I was barely getting by,
and how did you know, this house I wanted to buy?
I live far away, and I have houses I rent,
this is the only one, the payment is always sent.
It means nothing to me, the money, and things,
but to you my child, it is everything.
I also have stocks, in the place where you work,
half I give to you, and the other to my church.
Thank you for a lesson I learned from you,
if you want it bad enough, you do what you have to do.
As the crowd quickly gathered round,
To hear the exciting words this strange man was spreading throughout our
He said I am a messenger and I come from very, very far away,
I bring good tidings as he spoke in words from olden days.
You simply clung to every word this strange man spoke,
He said before this day is passed glorious things will happen to many folk.
He spoke so softly but his words they thundered in my ears,
As I tried to stifle the on coming flood of rushing tears.
They were tears of joy that cleansed the inner soul,
This man was Gods messenger sharing salvation was his only goal.
Repent your sins and claim Jesus to be your Savior is all there is to know,
Turn yourself from evil and follow Gods word where ere you go.
I felt so light like I could nearly fly,
I wanted to laugh as tears ran from my eye.
This was the greatest day I’ve ever known,
And people had the brightest of smiles as their love was shown.
A total stranger brought these heavenly words to us this day,
Informing us the Master will return as he made along his way.
The last chance we’ve received now it’s up to us to make our choice.
This man spoke love through Gods own voice.
Then all at once a great light appeared,
And when it left the man was gone that was standing here.
The crowd started shouting and praising our Lord,
And thanking Him for letting us experience this heavenly reward.
Then I awoke from this reoccurring dream,
It was so real, so real it seemed.
Written so much, more then plenty
walked so far to deliver many
in the rain and snow these words hold
they cast themselves in gold
These words have emotions
derived an given existence by
humans through true tales
of which many would never care to mention
A life can split, and twist
but words hold their form
through darkness an storm
while a life like frail paper is easily torn
Gather a keep of all you write
continue the seek for balance in life
let the ink flow from the pit of your soul
these words are worth more then gold
Remember to cast no expectations
if you do there will be devastation
feed off the fruit, the juice of expression
that the writing holds
Collective minds stand and shout
gently share a word to clear the doubt
for you are all worthy, twist an shout
Just shedding some light if you have not figured out.
Who was this man of long ago?
Who told the Pharaoh to let his people go.
He called down ten plagues to prove his hand,
To free them from bondage in this Egyptian land.
The Pharaoh was stubborn he would not budge,
He refused this man he carried a grudge.
Till the last plague was released for all around,
This one proved deadly as it came without a sound.
The firstborn male would die that very night,
Proving to the Pharaoh Gods awesome might.
The Pharaohs son was stricken down,
So he prayed to his phony gods in hopes to bring his son around.
He lost his son for the stubbornness he bore,
So he released the people to be free once more.
As the people gathered and headed out,
They were excited there was no doubt.
Then the Pharaoh had a change of heart,
Decided he would bring them back which wasn’t too smart.
He had them trapped where they could not flee,
Till Moses asked God to part the waters of the mighty Red Sea.
He raised his staff high above his head,
And God parted the waters like Moses had said.
Moses and his people escaped safely to the other side.
But this is where the Egyptian soldiers and the Pharaoh died.
They tried to cross but the waters came down
Those in the water all would drown.
There is much more to this story that I tell,
How Gods chosen people have a story that is written so well.
We are all little seedlens, put here with love
waiting our destiny from the Creator above.
Carried by the wind, and a wish on a star,
He knows in His heart, who we are.
Across this land, our ancestors walked,
looking to find, what many have sought.
Storms have carried many seedlens away,
some resting now, inside God's Pearly Gates.
Fields, and streams, garnished with new life,
God's plan so perfect, He delivered through His light.
Little seedlens will flourish, wherever they lay,
a new beginning is waiting, when night turns to day.
As night crept into her tiny room,
she knew the angels would be coming
Her hair so thin, but her heart so full,
outside the window, she gazed at the moon.
How many times had she seen this scene,
but tonight was different, a very special meaning.
For no one can say, how long we have,
no worry lines seen, upon her brow.
Her final good byes had already been said,
as her family gathered around her bed.
Her eyes were so bright,
something was special tonight.
Kisses of love,
delivered from God's Angels above.
said a voice so sweet,
your work is not finished,
you have years,
before we meet.
Hitch up them mules maw looks like we be headin fer town.
Stock up on them vittles, shoot might even buy you that new flanny night gown.
Shucks paw we ain’t got money fer such frivolous stuff.
Sold Bessies calf, heck fire we got more’n enough.
Get little Billie let’s take him along.
Been workin like a man gettin powerful strong.
My goodness paw is that money burnin a hole in them britches.
Might ought to take my needle n thread lay in some stitches.
She got old paw so tickled he started to roar.
He gotta laughin so hard he had to hold his ribs they got so sore.
He said doggone it maw if’n you ain’t a piece a cake, oh my, my.
Little Bill said , Paw you sure nuff love maw, she sure be the apple of your old
Rekun I do at that Bill, Shucks we been together most all our life.
Maybe not the fanciest gal at the dance, but I take pride shes my wife.
Lets get goin fer maw starts to pucker up and cry.
And get on across that river, whilst the river is dry.
Get up ole mule, gettem up lets go.
Headin off fer town, away they did go.
When I look into the mirror
I don't see who others see, I dont see who I want to be.
Their are two vacant eyes staring back at me in wonder
while a wind quite more like a breeze blows away my reflection
that was but a cloud of dust. I see many meaningless remains, particals
that block my view as doth a heavy fog and I turn away in disgust
for the meaningless is all that I see. Understanding has evaded me.
When I look into the mirror
I dont see any beauty, I don't see any confusion.
I see many misunderstood tears falling from those vacant eyes down
cheeks of nothingness only to evaporate into wonder.
I've gone astray and the way I see no more, the wonder is that of
wonders within this emptiness that takes hold of me. If my way
I can see no more, how is it that I am yet led?
When I look into the mirror
Beyond the blown away me through the remains, particals of dust,
I see a flicker of light not yet clear and my doubt quickly drives it
away. Yet somehow now that I no longer see that which was but a flicker
of light, I see a light which burns as doth a torch.
Deep inside I feel a strength forming and it's telling me of a
Love that is unlike any other and that this love, loves me.
When I look into the mirror
I see before me one who is unworthy yet encompassed by a love
so very strong and quite unmeasureable to a mortal as I.
This love unlike any other speaks right to my heart as it's heart
reaches out to mine. It rests upon me even in my darkest hours.
Just when I feel that I can no longer hold on, this love that is
unlike any other shows to me it's hand of mercy that will never let me go.
When I look into the mirror:
Those meaningless remains, particals that blocked my view as doth a heavy
fog, I see no more. The light that burns as doth a torch can never be
extinguished, it will burn brighter with every flicker of light
that my doubt may drive away. It is not the fuel by which this torch burns
but it feeds the flame as it's hunger is devouring. Unquenchable it seems.
Fueled by that Love that is unlike any other.
When I look into the mirror
I am within loves heart and I wonder how loving me can be so simple
for this Love that is unlike any other?
I see truth and understanding standing beside me, my heart is clasped
tightly in loves hand!
A sinner indeed yet loved so simply by Love that is unlike any other.
Ocher lights all around
Heavens are chanting
Nature is prancing
Anticipating concerto sounds
Grand flora sway lofty in a row
Awaiting her cue from the Maestro
Gesture is given
Moment for singing
She shares an inspirational serenade
Welcome midnight waltz
Tonight, no faults
Night dances in a splendid cascade
Finale’ is here. Morning’s first light
Evening in awe
Thank you. Goodnight.
As I look back on the life that I led,
I realize I was unhappy until I found Christ and through Him my life was fed.
Like a song I once heard I wondered aimless living in sin.
I just plowed through life refusing to let my Savior come in.
He was always there Gods gift of love,
Gods only Son sent from heaven above.
To cleanse our spirit and wash us clean,
To share His Kingdom of peace and love so wonderful and pristine.
So stubborn I was when I was young,
Bitter and tormented with a vile speaking tongue.
I knew of Jesus and what He was about,
But the devil had control and thus I was filled with doubt.
It was a mighty long journey before I surrendered my soul,
And accepted Jesus and Heaven as my ultimate goal.
The first few months after I accepted Jesus as my guiding light,
The devil got mad and put up one hell of a fight.
The devil hates losing especially someone he used to control,
It took a lot of prayers to save my soul.
A couple of months after I was saved I was practically bedridden for a couple of
I couldn’t even speak or walk just mumble and stumble for no reason as friends
began to pray.
These mighty warriors of God I feel is what saved me I know in my heart.
No payment was required as my friends were only doing their part.
The presence of God is so real you’ll not change my mind.
An awesome love for all if you’ll only look you surely will find.
washing over me
on sunlit wings
fierce golden glow
feather edged sundancer
sun light in your heart
goose pimples of pleasure
sun trickling drops of pure gold light
dapple on me
golden wings soar
rush of warm wind,
blinding white light
calm of mind
flex of golden wing
on sunlit clouds of white
pure joy of golden light
pure joy golden flight
feather of mind
feather of heart
soft golden journey
As I sit on my porch in the evening air,
Staring off in to space knowing you are there.
Hoping somehow I might get a reflection of heaven so fair.
Or maybe glimpse an angel as it glides thru the air.
The Rapture I feel is growing closer with each passing day,
Preachers speak with excitement and you can feel it in the words that they say.
No one knows the day, but the signs are so bright and clear.
It could be any time as I check to see if I’m still here.
Can’t you picture it standing there in front of Heavens own gate,
As your name is called to step forward won’t that be great?
In your brand new glorified body no more pain will you feel,
No more sickness or strife that’s part of the deal.
Then I catch the sound of a sparrow out in my old tree.
Guess I was daydreaming on the way it could be.
Well I get up and stretch and head back in the house,
And sit down for supper and thank God for my spouse.
We’ve got a big old pot of red beans and rice,
Some left over roast with hot cornbread so perfectly sliced.
There is plenty for all so grab a plate and sit down,
And eat till your full fore heading back into town.
We don’t always have a whole lot,
But we’re pleased to share what we’ve got.
It’s rib stickin food that makes you feel good.
Stop and sit a spell when you’re out in our neck of the woods.
Guess I’d best get ready for bed,
I’ve enjoyed the talking just hope you enjoyed what I said.
Goodnight all !!!
When darkness surronds every corner,
just look up and call His sweet name.
No matter your pain , and all your troubles,
these are the reasons He came.
If your burdens seem endless, and your hope is gone,
these are the times He will never leave you alone.
You can't see Him, but you know He is there,
watching, listening, and answering prayers.
There is something funny going on.
Every light in the house has mysteriously blown.
Here I am with no flashlight to see.
Goodness gracious what could this be.
The winds outside have grown mighty strong.
Kind of spooky, I hope this night doesn’t last too long.
A tree from out of nowhere just fell by my door.
It scared me so bad I fell to the floor.
Why I wonder what’s happening I don’t understand.
Did we just go to war with some foreign land?
What is that light so brilliantly bright?
It looks like our Savior on a horse so majestically white.
And I fall to my knees and pray for those that are lost.
Do they realize what they’ve given up, do they know the cost?
This story right now is not really true.
But what if it was, what would you do?
My poetry is a gift my God gave to me.
And I try my best to use it, to bring Him more people He can set free.
We are all born as sinners but He gives us a choice.
That is why my eyes are on heaven, and my ears beckon His voice.
We must pray for those that have simply lost their way.
Pray that they find Jesus, and pray it’s today.
Never say never, no matter how bad they may seem.
I would not be talking to you today, had someone not had a dream.
Share your love for the Lord with everyone that you meet.
Tell them they all will face Jesus someday, on His Judgement Seat.
Thank you for reading these words that I write.
And for those that don’t know Jesus, I pray that you might.
All Glory to God!
My heart is like a pillow,
so soft, but protecting,
like the Weeping Willow.
I feel your pain,
and want to help,
but not for gain.
Freely I offer,
whatever you need,
I'm very sincere.
Troubles, I listen,
pain, I comfort,
love, I give.
I am your friend,
my lights are on,
my door welcomes you in.
I am your friend.
The outcome of a deserved victory
picks up momentum
with an unstoppable frenzy,
but some call it delirium;
and who can stop the human spirit
in moments of unimpeding grit?
Unity grips the rampant imagination...
to set oneself free of all predjudice
by speaking words of liberty
and declaring, without shame,
one's undeniable ethnicity;
one can understand their jubilation
by joining them if it were their own...
to find this mood impeccably imperative!
Let the unstoppable frenzy
identify yourself and be proud;
take on, for only a brief time,
the frantic looks of invincibility...
never depress the exploding emotions,
because they attest to the circumstances!
The desire to be recognized
for the strides and boldness...
reaches far beyond mere expectations;
expel the doubts,
rely on confidence...
be a brilliant lighthouse to humankind!