P aranoia permeates, etching itself into your fractured face,
A cacophony of constant pressure; life remains a stressful race,
N othing to hope for, no positives like promotion in the workplace,
I nability to love, relationships lift anchor and set sail without chase,
C hildren crushing dreams under mortgages; age grows with disgrace
I can only see as far as the future lets me.
Hope is on the other side
And I can't reach that far
There is nothing there.
Everything I know is gone.
Maybe tomorrow I will smile.
Yesterday, it is gone forever
Some times I forget it happened.
Eventually nothing will matter
Lovers will forget me.
Feelings will be buried.
Trying is to hard to do
Other wise I would have done it
Depression, that is for fools
And I have succumb to it.
You're not the only one insecure.
I hate myself today, it gets too hard to breath.
I keep telling myself to go, but I don't want to leave
Love is pure beauty...at least, that's what I thought at first...don't spend your time unwisely, searching for temporary love that's sugar-coated and fake...love is an unbreakable vow
Oh! But, I wanna experience love at first sight (OH STOHP WHINING) - I need to have a faithful mate very badly, but I must remain self-controlled and patient, for the time will come!
Vibrant sun smiles down on me...sun rays warm my heart of affection and heartfelt emotions - hatred is an unwanted guest! An annoying pest! It envies our everlasting love, blossoming like a flower in spring
Enlivened by your innocence and pleasurable friendship - does she truly love me or is is just my impossible-to-achieve dream I dream...caught under your wicked spell! You're an enchanting oath that I don't..loathe
How come I feel this way?
Anyone can make me frustrated easily.
Today I’ll probably punch someone.
Really, I will.
Everyone should be weary of me.
Don’t mess with me
How I had hate for you, for a longest time in my life,
All I ever thought I was, was the slave in your eyes,
T eaching me the lessons of life, with wrought hands,
Every time you beat me, you beat me like a man.
Pain was an illusion, I soon learned to over come,
Another beating over, well another soon will come.
In your eyes I was a really bad child, where you had to punish me,
Nothing ever stopped you, not even my screams.
How you have hurt me, scars I carry inside,
Understanding why for me, was a never ending fight,
Reliving all those memories, brings me much shame,
Toughen up you reckon, you must be insane.
Fearing you triggered my anxiety early on in my life,
Each day I'd come home from school, and all I wanted to do was hide,
Always alert, always on guard, always looking for signs,
Readying the will to take it again, just like every other time
Very vein you where of how I was raised, you often talked to friends,
Even beatings in front of them, putting me on display entertaining them,
In your mind you were justified, and I had to pay,
Never a care for me in mind, it's my fault you were that way.
Relentlessly and repeatedly, I suffered from your rage,
All the time just screaming at me, because some how I misbehaved,
Getting it out of you system once, was never enough,
Enraged by the loss of yourself control, always re-sparked you off.
Love was the reason you told me, you did it cause you cared,
Over the years you ingrained this in me, So one day I could share,
Very proud of this love you were, I never went out,
Every time you thought I needed more, It was time for another bout.
Thirty four years of hate and anger it took me,
before I could understand what real love was.
Can’t stand not been close to you
Don’t go please
Ever did I think you would fall for me
Fight after fight
Going thru this is not fun
Hello are you their
I think you’re over me
Just forget about me and you
Kind I was to you but you just treats me like garbage
Love me hate me I don’t care
More and more love is all you ask for
Never am I going back to you
On poetrysoup I met her
Perfect for me while you get with a…………
Queer now your hating
Really do you think I care about what you think of me
Sure pall keep thinking what you want
Told you that I hate it when you play around
Unbelievable your day has come
Verbally I won’t talk to you
Whatever I really don’t care what you say
X treamly in love I was but
You ruined it
Zebra looking ass, between you and me nothing no more
Every time you walk by I watch you so deeply but you never notice me.I know
think of me as just a friend but time you not with me I feel alone.
Now that your here with me im alright I hate to be with out someone I care about.
It's hard for me to try make you understand me.I have stars in my eyes every time
you walk by im happy.You could care less its like im invisable.my love for you is
so unstopable.I tryed so hard to hate you but I can't.my eyes light up every time I
see you I am never alone when your near.