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Better Peices

You were old and new all at once
A deadly temptation 
A glitch in my solid nature
And so I dove head first
And as I did I watched the pieces
Of me break away
To reveal an alien 
A rawness, a vulnerability 
I had never thought I possessed
Yet there I was 
And there you were unchanged 
And unaware that I was scrambling 
For my better peices


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-i miss u-::a poem 4 my friend ty in jail.::

when i write you
and you write me
it always makes me happy
happy to hear your doing alright
and happy to hear,
you get a good sleep at night.
im so sorry to hear that your birthday was so bad
hearing what they did to you
really made me mad!
hearing u got hurt,
really made me sad.
i just wrote this to you
to let u know i miss u
and i hope u miss me to!


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I Am Who I Am

Its bad enough that everyday I walk down memory lane, &&' It really puts me in alot of pain. I've been doing the best that I can, but I am who I am. I'm getting tired of everyones exspectations, people always pulling me in different directions. Even when I'm falling down, people still push me on the ground. I'm gonna keep trying, no more lying. No more games, done mentioning names. Being two-faced isn't cool, it just makes you look like a fool. I'm never looking back, that life was wack. I'm done trying to make everyone happy, when they treat me so crappy. I may not have alot of friends, in the end, but atleast I don't have to pretend. I'm gonna be true, with or without you. You'll see, I'm done letting people get to me.


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my son (by kimmy holmes, my daughter)

You're too much for me
Your smile, attitude
It's too beautiful
My sweet child
I am so glad
you are better than me
I miss you when you are away

being better than me 
or your father

I know you are a visionary
you are a professor
you will somehow
make it sing


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Never Thought It Would Happen

We began so little and young, 
Life beat us bad and twisted our tongue.
You and I walked a pretty rough road I can say
When you stumbled I was always there to make you stay.

Stay and not give up, I didn't give up on you than, so I wont give up on you now, 
We danced our life so brutally and softly, but this time you didn't look my way and bounced. 
I thought we would go on like this forever, but I guess like people say, 
Nothing lasts forever.


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idk

What does a normal teen do? What does a normal teen think? 
I really do not no. yes I am a teen but when I was 15 ½  I thought about how to take care of my mom if she needed to be changed and when to feed her and when to give her medication. I worried about what would happen to my mom. I had to go shopping for toddler cloths for my little sister and brother. I am 17 now and I still go shopping for little children cloths. I worry about getting my homework done and getting my little brother and sister’s homework done. This year I have to take the kids to kinder garden and I will be in 12th grade. I always worry about what’s going to happen to my mom she is still sick but there’s nothing I can do just keep her in my heart and prayers. I worry about what I will do when its time for me to go to college I will still be taking care of my brother and sister. There’s a lot to do I worry all the time about money things being washed and cleaning and homework. My dad does a lot for me and my sisters and brothers I just wish my big sisters would have stepped up and helped my dad take care me and my little sister and brother but they didn’t now i am trying to do all the things my mom did. It is a lot of work mothers have to do. I thought it was easy but now that I have to do it all I can say mothers are what keeps a family in order. Thanks to all the moms out there. If you have moms don’t take her for granted because you never know what will happen to them. 


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Someone Elses Life

I feel like I'm living someone elses life, a life in strife. I've been strong, but when will I belong. I feel so alone, but I'm doing ok on my own. I can't describe the pain, but I keep in mind every storm runs outa rain. I use to think our love was unbeatable, but really its unforgettable. Everyday I walk down memory lane, trying to ignore the pain. He crosses my mind everyday, when will all this go away. There's gotta be something more, my heart is becoming sore. My momma doesn't have to worry, because I'm not sorry. I know he made the mistake, and he's the reason I have this heartache. What we had, was bad. I shouldn't have let it go that far, your just another scar.


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My Feelings Feelings

Once. Upon. A time.... The perfect beginning
And lost in my thought, my mind keeps spinning
Treads of fantasies, I hand you these
Garments of love I've made with ease
Because my feeling come naturally
But feelings within me-
Manifest themselves into words deeper than i love you
Yet the feelings within me are the reasons why i love you.
So i take why i love you
and love you
for you
and tell you whats true
that my heart starts speeding when its only us two

But we find pleasures beyond sexual contact
because when her words make contact
they hit me so right, i must contract
to the deepest regions of my imagination

where birds chirp, turtles hum, and flowers bling
and the sun shines it lovley light so the moon can bring
the stary nights, back to life, as i sing
Just how blessed she is in everything

Now I pinch myself, but im not dreaming
Hold my breath, til im not breathing
Profess my love and now I'm screaming
Creating ripples in the wind
To form the echoes that later
Will remind me of how much I love you


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Sometimes I Like To Pretend Things Never Came To A End

Sometimes I like to pretend, things never came to a end. But over time, our love became a crime. I didn't know what we had, would ever end so bad. But then I knew things weren't right, when we started to fight. Now I walk down memory lane all the time, the pain is worst then committing a crime. We only caused eachother pain, but we were eachothers maine. I thought things would be alright, but I cried alot that night. I don't want things to change, without you my life is strange. You said you wanted me so much it started to hurt that you couldn't wait, now im just another person you hate. When you said you didn't care, I knew the person I loved was no longer there. You aren't the same, the new you is lame. We both fell, now it's hell. You use to always be here for me, like family. But now your nowhere in sight, things aren't right. Empty is all that I can feel, I still can't believe this is real. I didn't mean to let you get away, I didn't know what to say. Am i with the right guy, or am i telling myself a lie. I was afraid to loose what we had, but to you that choice was bad.


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Transformer

Transformer...



 I am so sorry I tend to whisper to my self while the wings on my back enfold me in my idiocy and bust in a furl of feathers and fire.
 
My authentic halo falling broken reinforcing my thoughts on transformations... 

My lush lies crept up into me whispering to you my secrecy and my merry go round patterns...
 I was adapted to serous sabotage and unconsidered volcanic eruptions... Having nothing to react to I made my own quake...
 
i deserve everything. 

But for you to say I can't feel is something that just shocked me at my core... 
But then again what should I expect? 
Secret boyfriends? 
are you kidding me...? 
But then again what should i expect... 
I gave you a reason to be suspicious a reason to say those things... 

With my viscosity on the subject I realize I have to be punished... and it has nothing to do with you...
 





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I Hope Your Happy

Although we were best friends, you
Betrayed me. You
Cracked my heart. You 
Destroyed me. Your an
Example of an un-true
Friend. So
Go, go be 
Heartless like you always are.
I wish, I wish i never talked to you.
Just leave me alone. 
Keep your comments to yourself. 
Leave my life. 
My life is now a disaster, i hope your happy..


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I Can't Believe It's Really Over This Time

I really hate this feeling, sometimes I wish I could stop breathing. I don't wanna try, just leave me here to die. You were the thing that made my life living for, but your no longer mine anymore. I feel so much pain, sometimes I believe I'm going insane. I'm missing what we had, although it was bad. I'm always walking down memory lane, why can't you see my pain? I know people change, &&' things get strange. I guess I gotta face it, she's my new replacment. I can't believe it's really over this time, I feel as if i have commited a crime. I live in a world of sorrow, so I don't ever worry about tomorrow. I didn't even have time to cry, because i had already said bye. I feel like I'm digging a deeper whole, so I'm hoping Jesus will take control. I'm sorry for my dumb mistake, but baby now I'm wide awake.


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Family Commandments

Family Commandments


Thou shall not pull thy sisters hair. Thou you shall chew thy food.
Thou shall not stay out until Midnight. Thou shall be in a better mood.
Though shall not answer me back. Thou you shall brush thy hair.
Though shall not wear that in public. Thou you shall behave in here.
Thou shall not give me cheek and run as fast as thou art.
Though shall not rush thy homework. Though you shall begin from the start..
Thou shall not scream at every opportunity no mater  if thy lungs be strong.
Thou shall not dance in tantrum. Thou you shall stay home where you belong.
Thou shall not eat me out of house and home. Though you shall get a job.
Thou shall not sit round like a bum. Thou you shall turn into a slob.
Thou shall not fight with your sister. Thou you shall give her a cuddle.
Though you shall not bunk away from school. Or Thou shall be in a muddle.
Thou shall not make noise while soaps are on, if you know what's good for thy ears.
Thou shall not blame your brother, Thou you shall see his tears.
Thou shall not ever worry, Thou I am here for you.
Thou shall not ever be sad. Thou you shall be happy It's true.
Thou shall not ever fret, even though we shall have our fears.
Thou shall never be alone. Thou you shall know we care.
Thou shall always have a life, Though u shall be happy and care.
Thou shall not have a problem alone. Thou you will know we are near.
Thou shall not take for granted, That shall be full of pride.
Though shall never wish for more, with thou family by thou side

By Shirley Moody


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Black

Black

The color of my anger

It consumes me

Into a pit of black

I cant express the emotion

Nothing comes out!

Why!

Its overwhelming

The black, theres too much

I can't see anything

Feel anything

Hear anything

Its just black 

And I am angry 

No one can help me

And I cant help myself



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Dance

Take your hand and put it out forward,
Than swing out out to the side, c'mon don't be a coward. 
This is fun, now swing your hips from side to side,
Remember all the times you couldnt express yourself and you cried.

But now your can swing your legs and feet any way you want,
Look for that new move that you looked for your whole life like a hunt. 
Grab someone by the hand and let them join you in that awesome moment,
I promise you, you will love this feeling you are about to feel.

Turn up the music and dance your heart out,
Move to the beat and go wild and feel like your out of sight. 
This is your moment, don't let anyone take that away for you,
This is not happening too slow and i tell you that that's the truth.

Put some head phones on and go to your own world of greatness,
Bust a move like you never did before, I promise it's harmless.
Make your heart feel what I am feling right now and take my hand,
I promise that I will make you smile and scream with joy and stand.


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Broken Cave

Lost in a hidden cave inside this little shell banging on the walls of glass creating these deep splintering cuts can't judge the person hiding when you haven't seen the tears that hide behind these eyes hiding inside the broken shell of a broken heart


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Rescue Me

Feels like I'm drowning in my own tears,
Is there no one in this world that can take away all my fears?
I'm asking for your help, I'm asking for your hand,
I know i cant do this with you with a band.

Take me as I am and lift me high,
I grown up way to fast, I think you can see why.
You tell me you know everything before it even comes out of my mouth,
but you cant see the fact that im from the south.

That's where all the blood, sweat, and tears came from, to only survive,
so please don't tell me that you know everything, especially how to dive.
Cause if you would of known, you would of done something about it,
instead of each time we get into this, you wouldn't throw a fit.


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You Can't Be Like This

I know you're still doing dope
Just by the way you mope
You went to get clean
You got really mean
I've talked to Rick
And now you make me sick
You lied
I cried
You assume i can't tell
I feel like you're trying to put me under your spell
I'm done pretending
It's time to come clean


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Message From A Cupid

I am standing on the same spot Looking out of the window A star smiled at me and said “I have a message for you” A person is thinking, he said, Thinking of you…. With sparkling eyes he told me He loves only you….. In his eyes I could see The true power of love… So I wished to be a cupid And a messenger for you.. Don’t ignore him, the cupid said, He is only here for you.. Your love will last… Till the day sun turns blue… Source: Cupidspeaks.com


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Try Nothing

There are some people, who think they have room to complain. 
Because they are their own reapers, who want to take their lives away. 
Well give it a rest! Atleast you have a life to live. 
Live with nothing to look at, see how long you last then. 
Try being so sick, of watching yourself breathe. 
Only because this, is the only thing you ever ****ing see. 
Try having day after day, clear skies turn into the night. 
Needless to say, expressing the nothingness of your life. 
Try being so alone, and its the only thing you'll ever know.
Oh, but she thinks she's hurt, because her boyfriend broke up with her. 
He thinks he's alone, cause he was grounded for not coming home. 
She thinks she should end it, cause she's 15 and got pregnant. 
He thinks he's a victim, cause he didnt get the world for Christmas. 
She thinks she should end it all, cause her boyfriend didnt call. 
He says "Theres no point for me", cause he doesn't money for his weed. 
She cuts away her wrists, because she didnt get her birthday wish. 
He thinks his lifes over, cause he cant remain sober. 
She thinks theres no point anymore, cause her "friends" call her a whore. 
He's decomposing in his bed...........DEAD 
because he had no one to keep him fed. 
As some just want food, or to once embrace their family. 
no matter what they do, their FORCED to live in agony. 
And all some want,is to open thier eyes and see that they have a life to live. 
Maybe even without purpose, but something to fill their minds with. 
Lord forbid they get their help, or someone hear their pleeds.
Catered angels think they live in hell, "trapped" in a "dark reality" 


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No More

Bought from the game
Unheard by the pain
Of the heavy tears
That has been shed for many years
Trynna convert to these gangs
But they are all just the same
All the deaths that's been carried
The life that's been buried
Into itself
Was just for the sake of love
I can't go back
To the past
I can't resist
The present
I can't go further
To the future
I'm here
Somewhere here
I don't know
Where else to go
But I know I won't face them no more


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im me

you say im weird i say im me 
im weird crazy people call me skittles cuz my hair is a diffrent color every month 
just cuz i like to be me dont mean you need to judge me or make fun of me 
people need to get a life 
im me and proud of it im happy im me and i dnt care wat any one says about me
why should i change myself for any one  cuz wen i change u still might not like me
who cares what any one says be your self dont copy any one or listen to any one cuz god loves you no matter what  
im me so haters get a life :)


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Cherish What You Have

all of the people in this world have the problem of not knowing what they have until it's gone. 
The few people that understand this and have not made the mistake have lived happy 
lives.Is's hard for someone to understand their emotions and what they feel and it is the 
downfall of many. when you have someone you love and that makes you happy don't screw 
it up by cheating or changing the way you act because the way you act is the reason the 
person likes you in the first place. You need to cherish what you have because it can kill you 
in the end. If your going out with someone you really like say it to them some of the time. 
Tell them that you care about them. Show them that they are the only one for you.Don't be 
a moron and get jealous if she hangs out with her other friends some of the time just be 
there for them. If you have something good cherish it as if it were a gift not a right because 
it can be taken away in a heart beat. Love is one thing in this world that has the power to 
wound deeply and it cant be taken back. You need to be careful and enjoy what you have 
and make damn sure you don't hurt the person there is no excuse to cheat, lie, or break up 
with someone just because you want to go out with someone else have a very damn good 
reason for it. Don't break up with them in a note or a text tell them to their face and explain 
to them why. when you break up with them you need to be nice and don't be a total b&tch to 
them. Like I said love can wound in places that cant heal so when you do find someone 
cherish them like a golden treasure sent from heaven.


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Memories

Deleted the memories of what we had
I am not going to lie i had a blast
but now its time to end this at last 
forget about everything put it behind us leave it in our past
where did the time go? It sure went fast
Im sorry about everything it all even left me with a gasp.
Deleting the memories of what we had...
                                                                
                                                            By: Raymond T Padilla


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Fireside Love

Sitting by the fire,
With the one I admire.
I've never wanted more,
It's him that I adore.
Flames reflecting off his face,
Making my heart race.
Time comes to a stop,
All my worries drop.
I feel as if I'm frozen,
For I'am the one he's chosen.
His touch sparks fire within me,
This proves to me it's meant to be.
No longer to be alone.
He's melted my heart of stone.
He holds a story within,
His heart welcomes me in.
I've given him my heart,
Never planning to part.
Looking into his eyes,
I know where my future lies.
Our future is bright,
Hearts full of light.
With the one I admire,
I sit by the fire.
A smile from ear to ear,
His words are what I hear.
All other sounds fade,
Each worry begins to fade.
With the one I adore,
I've never wanted more.
For it's him I admire,
With him I sit by the fire.
He is my heart's light,
For him I must fight.


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Family Friend

You were supposed to be good
You walked right out from the hood
You hopped into my life
You held the knife
I was strong enough to fight
I didn't want this life
You shot me through the heart
You were smart
I live with this everyday
I'll never be okay


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Think About It You Can Count On

Think about it you can count on your mom and dad to take care of you,but is both 
parents there
 
The bus driver is supposed to pick you up for school but what if he didn't come

Waking up tomorrow but tomorrow isn't promised today

Cars to stop at a red light but some intoxicated, high, insane person might not 
want to stop

What I'm saying is don't count on anyone but yourself


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Impossible means nothing to me

Thrown into the dark,
Got right back up and fought it down.
Fought my weakness and shut it away,
Smiled, when I couldnt smile at all,
All the people who told me I can't do anything,

Well I just proved them wrong because
Impossible means nothing to me. 


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Fire

A fire in my heart
Blazes brightly- for the entire world to see
Caressing the wind
Dancing on the wood
Effortlessly glowing
Feverishly hot


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Ness=State of Being

In this state of being
I'm lost in this world of emptyness
Sick with lonliness
Overwhelmed with sadness
beaten by soreness
Held down by disorderliness
Ness=State of Being


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DEFENDING SOLDIERS OF THE TENDEREST AGE

Throughout the world's history,
we read compelling stories
of the defending soldiers of the tenderest age;
and we can be moved to tears
by the purity of their courage:
they died on the battlefield,
never breaking their promise
or fall short of integrity... 


Defending soldiers of the tenderest age as handsome
as the daffodils of the undulating fields,
nothing scares you when it comes
to protecting your motherland with that freedom: 
as intrepid as the eagles in the open skies...
Defending soldiers as true as warriors,
you push forward with the victorious thought
of becoming nothing more 
than the boldest soldiers:
seeing the smokey sky blast;
rescuing the wounded and closing the eyes
of the fallen ones bleeding on the burned grass...


If I were younger, and I had the same resistance,
I would fight with the indomitable spirit you own;
but my contribution is merely sympathetic words on paper,
which one of you will read on your return
to the homeland when all wait on you united in fond prayer:
with ribbons on trees and flags in their hands....   


Defending soldiers of the tenderest age,
all past heroes had one special trait:
the persistance and will to prevail,
and the final victory on their breath;
when everything else seemed to fail,
an indisputable faith prevented another threat...


Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci


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Who am I

  
I look at my friends,
they look,
Away.

I talk to my friends,
they turn,
Away.

I walk up to my friends,
they take a step,
Away.

This is all because of me...

Because I do exactly the same...



To myself

I look at myself,
I look...
Away.

I talk to myself,
I turn...
Away.

I take a walk,
A step...
Away,

From life.

You get treated the way you treat yourself


 


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*** And him.....

looking for him....

in strange places....

where to go......


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CROSSROADED

At the crossroads,
Where  the north road,
Goes south to meet the one
From the east where it turns west.

In these old world
With wild paths the teen stood
Not knowing where to go
Helpless like a convict on a hangman's noose.

He couldn't go back north
Where he had come from,
The path was already blocked.
To the south where he was heading to,
It was quicksand,he chose it.
East or west was safe,
But he wasn't willing to choose either.
At the crossroads,the teen stood
His fate undecided by drugs.


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The Emo ABC

A is for angry atheist angst
B- you're bleeding bruised broken taking your allowance to the bank

C is for cutting, crimson and crying
D is for daemons, death, darkness, and dying

E is for everything gone wrong in your life
F is the freedom you find in the knife

G is for gothic, straight from the womb
H is for the latest hawthorne heights tune

I is for immortal- you've commited suicide ten times already
J is for the jaded and emotionally unsteady

K is the knife you "accidentally" misplaced
L is for losers, lost life and lace

M is for makeup that cakes up your face
N is the nightlight to keep away the dark you "embrace"

O is because you're obviously obscure
P is for poetry or prose- you're not sure

Q is for quiet, you sit all alone
R is for razors when no one picks up the phone 

S is for screamo you can't get enough 
T is for tears damn, being fourteen is tough!

U is for ubiquitous mental disease
V is for vacant vacuous vampire wanna-be's

W is for whiny,well-fed suburbanite teens
X is for Xanax- you know what it means

Y is for youth spent all about you and your anhedonia
No diamond in the rough, you're just another cubic zirconia


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Did i mention she's green?

Green girl
Green girl

She gathers leaves on a blue and green night
Her emerald eyes make me ignite

Dream catchers gather on her wall
She makes stars none shall fall

Green girl
Green girl

Light candles, red hair reminds me of autumn
Fire red forest she will come

Dream catchers gather on her wall
She makes stars none shall fall

Green girl
Green girl

Change like the seasons
For unknown reasons
Nothing left to give
Baby I would relive

Green girl
Green girl


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Wisdom.....

I wonder...
does the strain come from...
lack of touching??


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Do you know my abc's?

And it was there. Looking me in the eye, “I shall born you.” I was overcome with 
sadness.

Before I was born I died. I was one with everything. I was more alive then, then I 
am now.

Children seem so simple. Children seem so free. Why is life so hard. Maybe the 
simple one is me.

Deep cuts in my heart. A boy that I love with all of me. I might’ve been invisible 
because he always walked by.

Enough of this! I hate it all. I gathered myself and left my heart behind.

Falling down the tubes. Drifting though life. No friends, no family. I. Can’t. Breath.

Gaining momentum. Losing myself.

Hot under my skin. It’s getting tighter. Wanting to rip through it.

I, am, not, real.

Just between us. Just between us two. I used to be everything.

Killing gives life. I want to give my life to you.

Love exists only as water. My heart is dry.

Maybe I’m your dream. Maybe you are mine. Maybe neither of us carry weight. 
Maybe both of us have died.

No, you never gave me a drop.

O I cry. I cry for you. I cry I cry I cry I cry for you.

Plenty of times I wonder how long my sentence is.

Quiere un vaso de dulce sangre. Dibuja un corazon dentro de mi cuerpo. Con 
esto corazon agujero, bebe mi vida. 

Run away from what you’ve heard. Leave and write your own truths. They say He. 
He does not exist. It tells me so.

Say what’s on my mind? Ultimate indulgences; eating meat and having sex. A 
man is meat. Chocolate is sex. A Chocolate man is the only heaven that will ever 
exist. Next to Him.

Telling you about my life is wasting the time I have to live it. If you’re meant for me 
you’ll just know.

Un knowledged people need to stop giving the gift of life and start giving the gift 
of life.

Very little patience do I have for those with no words. I’ll look for the person who 
stole them from you.

Will you be the one that I can hold  for now? Do you have a sweet heart, do you 
have soft soul?. Will you be the the love  that my ego drinks?

Xoxo hugs and kisses. Hugs and kisses. Let me touch your skin, help me miss 
your soul.

You’re looking inside me. Like it used to.

Zero words writing in my head. Where do my thoughts go? They go on this page. 
This page of my life.


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SWAGGER

U say that I ain't got no swag,
'Cause i cant stand and light a fag,
Cant from a stranger take a hug
Cant down a bottle of beer,even a mug,
Let me wear my rags,
While you floss in your clad,
Not that i cant afford that.
But i choose 2 live simple like a rat
And be meek like a cat.
I don't wanna drown in the dirt,
Or b punctured like that board of dart,
'Cause am ain't blind like a bat..
I can see how youths r disappearing-very fast.


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Truly true

Without hope I've been living 
blindly
Having been hurt before, with 
my heart being empty!
But then I stumbled on your 
light and now for the first time 
I could see.
How can I explain what 
you've done to me lucy?
All this who could foresee?
Now I have hope of moments 
in my life I like to call..happy!
Ever since I met you-
I've been scared of these 
feelings because they are
still new.
I severally catch myself 
thinking of the best way to 
share,
Hoping one day you’ll return 
my confession showing that 
you care!
After deep thoughts of you, 
sadly, comes the reality
And I keep wondering, Does 
this happen only to me?
Many poems I write everyday,
I cant sleep neither night nor 
day.
I keep lingering the moments 
we've met
How much longer do I have 
to write,
After how long will I tell you 
yet?
This feeling is indulged so 
deep inside
But still I've tried my best not 
to show, yet I cant hide!
There are many times I steal a 
moment to come and see you
Because everytime I do it I 
experience something new?
Please tell me what to do,
Now that my love for you is 
truly true.
Tell me please lucy,
I'm I late or timely?
If only I could hold you and 
have you next to me-
This aching that I feel would 
finally set me free!

-Kirega Titus©


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Bored

Sitting in class bored
The teacher is writing an unending problem on the chalk board
People playing pranks
Throwing lunch hours' green franks
Cell phones are ringing 
Birds outside singing
Starring in space 
A class room out of place
Bored


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Love Story

It was the 3rd of November
When everything went down
He caught my eye
I caught his eye
Transcending space and time
We went up
And we went down 
On a joy ride
Thinking about each other
Getting tingling feelings
Deep inside
I told my friends
He told his friends
They meet each other at the ball court
And they make plans 
To hook us up
Down the block 
At the corner store
It was funny 
How it all went down
It'll give you some to think about
Specially when you so in love
So their ain't no other
Cinderella story that matches to mine
No their ain't no other 
Gaze that transcends space and time
See I've never felt this way inside
Specially for a guy like mine
I can tell this love story ain't gonna end
Baby


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perish

I'm hurt screaming and pulling my hair out
Sicken by the drought
Tears of fire
boiling as my blood turns to lava
Preying to Jesus cause only he knows what I'll do
Ran with the wrong crew
If only knew
It'll take a piece of me  with it
A block of my saneness with it
My livelihood has been invaded
My glory long faded
Gang violence underrated
I lost my friend do to mistaken identity
Because of his color he lost his dignity
No one knows what he meant to me, to us
A band aid ripped from a wound that will be forever busted
Arrested development
Suspended judgement
Caused an innocent life to perish
His life i will forever cherish


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Let her now run

Outside your window 
a withard horse 
has no strength or ambition 
to finish its coarse 

but what shes accomplished is more then enough 
when it comes her time , shes had it to rough 
until her last breath she will do her best 
to impress 

or is it not enough that she's given her life to please you 
never once stepped on your toes always listen to your commands 
jumped the highest fences , applied herself to every demand 

stood in the pouring rain to prove she was strong enough 
worked in scortching heat just because you asked her to 

but maybe its time you set her free 
to stride in the sunset to her own fantasy 
relieve her of the reins you held down on her neck 
and insted of dirt let her run in the medows 

Give her a life she hasn't yet experienced  
let her no her work is done 
and that she has done well 
let her now run <3 


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Young Teenage Girls

Young teenage girls
Falling for these kinds of boys
Giving up themselves
All just for the taste of love
Next thing you know
They don’t come back tomorrow
Yesterday was today
Today was another day
When will they stop?
And realize
That these young boys
Are just here to destroy
What’s really yours
All they want is more and more
If not they’ll walk out of the door
They just want to know you from head to toe
Thiers nothing for you to hide
Except the shame inside
Sex isn’t the answer
All these young boys want is pleasure
But love is much louder
Than the pressure
Of just wanting to be perfect
Just for him
When will they open their eyes?
And realize 
That there’s more to life
Then falling in love
At this young age right now
And somehow
They seem so blind
It really makes me want to cry
They use us as sex object
Sex is their subject
And we don’t listen to our friends
But just want to please him
Young teenage girls
Falling for these kinds of boys
Giving up themselves
All just for the taste of love
Next thing you know
They don’t come back tomorrow
Yesterday was today
Today was another day
When will they stop?




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missing you 2

its 5th period 12.17 pm
im here thinking 
about your face
finally your mine 
you are so fine
its been 5 days
that we been together 
but to me it seem's 
like it's been forever 
i wanna see you now 
im feeling lonely 
im feeling sad


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Ode to Mr. Anonymous

The sweet sound of his voice,
filling the air.
Letting me know,
 He'll always be there,
The sweet smell of his breathe,
And his cologne that's so sweet.
Always seeming to knock me off my feet.
I see his sweet face.
I get lost in my thoughts.
He seems so perfect.
Like theres nothing  that could go wrong,
But as I sit and I think.
I keep on wondering, why?
How could this angel,
really be mine?
He's sweet and he's caring.
He reassures me his thoughts.
Making me feel like,
The happiest girl on the block.
I'll love Mr. Anonymous, 
Even when I'm gone.
I hope our love,
Forever flies on.


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SWAGGER

U say that I ain't got no swag,
'Cause i cant stand and light a fag,
Cant from a stranger take a hug
Cant down a bottle of beer,even a mug,
Let me wear my rags,
While you floss in your clad,
Not that i cant afford that.
But i choose 2 live simple like a rat
And be meek like a cat.
I don't wanna drown in the dirt,
Or b punctured like that board of dart,
'Cause am ain't blind like a bat..
I can see how youths r disappearing-very fast.


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Lucky seven Falls Below Zero

Nowadays the odds are against you the minute you are born
A rose is only protected when it has its thorns
Even the most vicious animals want to protect their young
Parents stories of doing right too often unsung
In a world that is not so peachy
Raise your kids teach them about reality
We only want what's best for them no matter where they go
Lucky Seven sometimes falls below Zero
Drugs, alcohol, teenage pregnancies and gang banging
No more innocence, no more Little Red Wagon
These kids today need a world to call their own
Sad but true sometimes it's not at home
We must find ways for them to beat the streets
Don't let our most valuable resource, our own kids deplete
Today more than ever these kids need heroes
Lucky Seven sometimes falls below Zero


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Yesterday........

Yesterday was blue....

and the tears came like blood....

phantom blue....

and i missed you....

wherever you sing.......


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Quotation Mark.....

All I wrote
was orange
and i tried to say
more than I could bare......


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Sad and Alone

  
Sad and alone,
I see you cry.
"Look at me,
please dont tell me a lie!"

You try to speak,
But no words come out.
I see the tear,
and start to shout.

"You were with her 
and not with me"
You try to speak,
But I cry "LET ME BE!"

Walking off,
I break slowly down.
I hear your voice,
and start to frown.

"Leave me alone,
and dont come back,
Maybe now that your gone,
my life will be on track"

Five weeks gone,
and Im still bleeding.
Its your love you gave me,
that I am needing.

My heart breaks,
cause your not here.
Your probely with her,
That's something I fear.

I know your happy,
But Im dying inside.
I wish you were here,
So we could go for that ride.

I cant live like this,
I hate being apart.
But I hate you so,
But you'll always be in my heart.

I'll be alone,
& Im sure you wont be doing the same,
You'll be out with her,
which I find extremly lame.

Looking out the window,
I see her with another lad.
I smile and call you up,
It's now time for you to be sad.

You cry your heart out,
Telling me what to do now.
I tell you I still love you,
and we start a new row.

You can run after her if you want to,
and ask her to stay.
She'll say she loves you,
But she will betray.

We could never really be together,
Cause you love her so.
So I just rip your picture up,
and scream "Just GO"

Never will I love again,
cause you tore me apart.
So dont come back,
otherwise I'll break your heart.
 


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Whispers in the Wind

Whispers
Catching
I wonder
will the time be near
to understand sharing
poses in the sand?


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october 9th

on october 9th you made 
me feel away that 
ive never felt before 
we had not one argument 
i wish it could be that 
way all the time 
when on the bus coming home 
i couldnt help myself 
thats why you ended up with a big red
on the bottom of ya neck 
im siitng here wondering 
if you enjoyed evey moment of it 
i like the way you shaved your head 
you are my star im your star too
well later babe 
and i love you


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the train station

i waited on you for sometime
i got tired of wating thats no lie
i came to school hoping to see you 
as i entered the auditorium no you im 
sitting here by myself thinking 
about no one else but you 
thoughts are running through my head 
about people who i thought were my freinds 
poeple sit and laugh in my face 
then behind me m name out their 
mouths they cant erase


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Angels in WaterColor......

Angels

1,000 Angels Chanting

about watercolor dreams

painting a picture

of motion~


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Images and Fantasies~

Blue shades of Wisdom...
I'm a fantasy
It's up in the air
but tonight I wear a corset
a silent one
blue shade of wisdom
I'm a shadow
a lonley corset
it's up in the air
tonight I wear
a lonely corset
I'm a silent image
lonley corset
I'm an image
up in the air.....
blue, perhaps....


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Black Night

Anger is built inside
Being with you has been a roller coaster ride
My emotions I can't hide
Maybe someone can hear my lonely cry
Anger is taking over oh my ,my, my
I didn't mean to do it i swear
I didn't want the blood to leak from your hair
Make tears appear on your back
or do magic with your legs and make them disappear
The night is crawling near
And you must go
oh no
I forgot
I detached your head
Now it's above my bed
By morning you'll be completely gone
And what's left of your body, mind, and soul will be none


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Big Deal....

Angels in her Hair...

So What...

Flowers Instead of Motion....

Blonde Instead of Silence.....


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What's the point

So tired of the arguing,
the miscommunication.
When you’re mad,
there is no talking.
When I’m mad,
I just feel like destroying.
Sometimes I just want you to know how it feels,
how it feels to think the person you’re supposed to be in love with doesn’t care about feelings.
Most the time I just want to ask you,
what’s the point in us,
what’s the point in feeling,
what’s the point in this.
Yes I want to know what goes through your mind,
I want to know if I even cross yours,
and if I do why don’t you tell me,
I want to meet the guy I fell in love with,
the guy that told me he loves me first.
It’s like I’m lost in the sea of dreams,
drowning in my sorrows never able to breathe fresh air,
you always been my dream,
too bad you don’t see it.
How could you want to live with me,
but can’t see me through,
see me through on my interest,
you ignore me instead when you’re mad.
When you’re mad you never talk to me,
and I find it shameful that I can’t even calm my own boyfriend,
it makes me want to cry,
when I’m trying to be strong,
you’re the first guy I ever loved,
I just don’t want to have to start all over again.
I always cross the ocean,
and seas just for you,
but would you do it for me,
no I don’t think so,
So I just want to know,
what’s the point in us,
what’s the point in feeling,
what’s the point of this.
Why can’t life be like a fairytale,
why can’t you just be the guy that’s better than what you are now,
why is the universal question,
why this why that,
why can’t you just want it to happen.
Tired of the crying,
tired of feeling the tears roll down my face,
if only you can see what I feel inside,
you can only imagine how I’m feeling internally.
Nobody wants me,
nobody believes in me,
every night I lay there,
and my tears put me to sleep.
I’m a huge disappointment
to everyone in my life,
I’m scared that one day I’m a wake,
and find that’s there’s nothing to be afraid of,
the darkness always has a light at the end.


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have you

have you ever been in love
to the point where you would do
anything for that person
well  thats how i feel about you
today was a lonely morning i 
didnt have anyone to walk with 
everyone was asking me 
for you and were wondering why i lloked blue 
i brought the monkey to school so i had something 
to remind me so much of you 
well i hope you dont take long cause 
i really wanna see your face


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Ladders

Many ladders

prayers

silences

tears

overjoyed

at movement

silences

Tuesdays

battered...

joyful

Tuesday


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Do not judge me

MY LOVE STANDS HERE CONFIDING THAT THERES MORE TO ME THAN 
YOUR REAGULAR EYES can see. so please dont judge me . say what you will 
about wat you see but please dnt place me in a  box, jar,paradox cuz beleive me i 
wont fit nor will i try so now my love walks away say good bye so please dnt judge 
me


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wish

sometimes i wish i could die
sometimes i wish i couldn't cry 
tears come to my eyes 
all the time all i wanna jnow
is why im stuck between two 
people i love and i kno what to do 
why do i have to be in love 
with the two why 
couldn't just one be my real boo 
i know who i want but i cant make it true
i wish i could tell him the truth


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Letters.....

I miss angels...
I've yet to meet....
stories yet to be sent.....


I miss him...
Sunday him...
breakfast him...
coffee him....

I miss angels....

Maybe in another life.....


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untiltled

i dont know whats 
wrong with me 
im just proud that you are my man 
when things happen 
between us thats good 
i get over excited 
so i tell people 
but i guess
im misunderstood
when i say dont tell
people our business i 
mean sexual stuff
but im sorry  i told 
people i gave u a icky 
you seemed okay with 
teeling people last night 
but i guess thats cause 
no one was in sight 
that icky looks nice on your neck wait 
till i get ya chest


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Angels and Silences....

Sometimes walking
is similar to flight
footprints
lay the way to flight....
Angels of Silences
lay the way to a better path...
i'm floating
and dreaming of better things...
dreaming of you~


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Water Mark......

And Am I good enough....

Proud....

Feel fire.....

Am I good enough....

Sitting Inside......

Proud......

Lost.......


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i love

i love everything about you 
i love all he things you do 
i love that you could make
 me laugh even when im feeling 
blue. when you wear the flag 
in your pocket it brings fear
in my heart i dont know what 
i would do i f i was to 
loose you. you brought alot of changes 
in my life if a girl tried to take you sure
 i would fight cause aint no way 
a chick is gonna take you out my life


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More then just pleasing

I want someone I can kiss.
Someone I can wrap my arms around.
Someone to undress me.
Someone to cover my mouth
so the neigbors cant hear a sound.
Someone to make me drip with lust.
Making me beg for more is a must.
Someone whos tounge makes me sensitive to every touch.
Someone whos so rough and yet gental that to the sheets 
I clucth.

And when its over....

I want someone I can kiss
Someone I can lay with.
Someone who will stroke my hair.
Someone who will hold on tight.
Someone who will never leave.
Someone who I more than just need.
And for every reason they stay 
In every way I know 
Its more than just pleasing.


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Finally

nemo you are finally my man 
im so happy now people still
don't think we should go out
i don't think i care anymore
about peoples thoughts because 
i only wanna keep you in my heart 
everytime you touch me i get weak 
i love it when your tongue
is above my knees i love 
your soft tongue and your big prick
i love your prick inside my clit 
i love your fingers it makes me cum 
i wish you could 
come over all the time to have
some fun


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Poems and Ribbons.....

Ribbons and goodness...

that I would be good...

in times of stress....

I think of him....

what he may have wanted....

what he saw....

I think he saw truth...

greatfulness....

I think he wanted me to be my own person.....

I think he wanted me to soar.....

I think he wanted me to write....

to sing.....

to work in a good environment.......

I don't think he wanted me to.....

chase after buried treasure....

buried under

too much sand......


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untiltled 2

there's a person he rather see
places he rather be 
than being with me 
i dont know why i 
let these things bother me 
i know im a good 
girlfriend who is real 
as can be just , i guess
he can't see
i could be a grimey chick 
but im not because 
he's who i wanna be with 
if only he know the things 
i would do 
if i didnt really want 
him as my boo
i love attention 
everyone knows that 
but he's always around 
for a while 
then he disappears 
and leaves me with his child


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Angels in Their Sky.....

Blue Sky......
Angel in their Mirror....
Memories.....
Sharing.....
Will I see him again???
What will I look like???

Career?

And sometimes I remember
Actually I never do
Did I ever want???

To wish
An angel once told me
is better than nothing....

You are the angel I wanted


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Samantha.....

In Jest...

Sheisedo...

Red...

I wanted wine...

All I got was...

Blood...

After me...

Theives...

In my Reach...

And maybe...

it's a girl...

maybe...

it's snow falling...~~

maybe....

it's a wann-be
thread...

holding the sky....

orange and pink.....

whatever....

holds u up....

sinks below....

perhaps....

she's blue....

like a diamond....

fishing ....

for gold.......

casualities...

like fast rythym....

if you could see Amsterdam....

i would paint you Red....

it's not often that...

that happens.....

or  that an ocean lies....

beneathe the wind.....

cooling...

and hurling....

out to sea.....

~


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marvin

theres a boy name marvin 
cox that i feened over in the summer 
now we are together and im happy
ts only been 2 days since its been this way 
he doesn't really act like he wants me 
well thats how i feel he comes to
my 8th period lunch and we 
sit and talk and munch 
i hope this can last till the end of ho senior year 
marvin if u ever read this i just want you to now my love
for you will only grow 


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Quotation Mark.....

All I wrote
was orange
and i tried to say
more than I could bare......


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not sure

i have a feeling 
people's trying to break 
us up
i just feel like 
there making stuff up 
all the reasons
why people come to 
you i can't recall being true
but you are my love 
and i hope you won't
leave because of
what these people are saying and doing


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HighSchool

Thrust into a new place, Being better is a race
Everybodies different, Everybodies out on display
Making new friends, as well as unwanted enemies
Try and stay focus, All I wanna be is really me
I've got the brain to get the grades, But someone is distarcting me
I'd rather skip class and go and kick back with my honeybee
All these problems, whoaa is me
Grades are great so time to chill, 
Oh no, grades tumble down a hill
Back on my game I study hard
Extra cedit working hard, Earning A's and all is great
Problem is girls like to hate
All this drama girl you fake !
Time goes by another year, 
All repeats and stuff gets real,
Work extra hard, gotta stay focus
Ignore all the drama your futures in motion !
School works most important so make sure you get it finished,
And when it's time to graduate oh high school how you'll miss it.
And in the future you'll sit back and start to realize, 
You made it there you'll make it anywhere you put your mind..


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Baby i can see it in you

Baby o baby I see it in your eyes
I see it in every tear you’ve cried
I see it in every lie you’ve lied
I see it in you so don’t even try

Baby o baby there will come a time
when you will try to go
And then come back think everything is fine
I see it in your soul 
Why do you take me like that? 
Why do you mess me around
Shake me up and crumble me to the ground

I see it in your eyes 
I hear it in every word you say
Don’t give me those same old lines
That I always hear you say

Baby o baby why do you feel 
That it is necessary to tear me away
Was nothing good enough? 
What about our love, there was a time
When I thought you were forever mine

But now your torn in two,Oh whatever will you do
But I’m sick of waiting and wondering
You’re not worth my time
And there will be another man who will be forever mine

O baby o baby I hear you now 
I see you crumbling to your knees
Now that you’re not in control
You want the best of me

Should I take you back?
I don’t think I should
You want me to tell you how I feel
Well this is how I feel 

I can see it in your eyes
The look of despise 
I’m pouring out my soul
This beyond my control

All I wanted was you
But what I got was a tramp
Who took all if you
Is this what I get?

For loving you and giving and forgetting of all the regrets
Well you’re on your knees
And I’m up here thinking should I take you back
Or should I just keep waiting

I see it in you that you’re not right
I see it in you all of those nights
That you weren’t home
And I was alone

I see it in that you’re not the one
Those are my feelings now get out
I am done. 


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missing you

i miss your sof lips
i loved when we kissed
i miss your gente licks  on my tits
nemo i wish that day hadnt gone by 
even right now i wanna be by you side 
you will have me soon one day 
i just need marvin to go away 
once were together i 
knw we'll be together for ever 
its me and him
but i'll me me and you
soon and very soon 
my heart is confused
im not sure what i need to do 
i want you to know 
i cant be wit you both 
but i wish i can 
nemo please just be my man


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you

theres nothing about you that i dont love
its nothing about you that i hate
to me the letters ltl means the girl who'll always be above me 
its not that i wanna be like her
but i want a place on your arm 
theres a place for you on my arm 
but im afraid of needles
anyway i feel like i cant reach her level 
you consider her your best friend 
but what am i 
i wanna be your lover 
and i wanna be your best friend 
answer my question
who you prefer and why 
if you cant answer then im living a lie 
when you tell me im the better girlfriend
there was a sparkle in ya eye 
wondering was that a sign from the sky


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My life at hand

A child with no father who has been suffered by losses
Bitten my a bug of anger & attitude that gives him no friends
Causing pain to everyone he touches
Drowning himself in sorrow cause he can never make it in life
Every relationship he has, another heart of his is broken
For every love he had he left and cheated for another.
Gained nothing but regret and lies
Hating his parents because they lied to him
Is he dying inside or is he hallucinating?
Justifying himself as a guy who lossed his virginity to another guy
Keeping his faith of his god above, stay strong in his religion.
Loving every sin fantasy, can he please stop being haunted
Making a choice, make himself happy or his parents & the world.
Never knowing whats right, just doing whats wrong
Opposing ever truth he is told cause he doesn't believe anymore
Paused at the drama what's happening in the world now
Quiting every job, possibility and opportunity
Raised as a child  with one mother, and none to love
Stopped believing he can try ages ago
Taking the bad side of life and eating it like a meal
Using everybody, stealing from everyone, not caring
Varying in the different consequences but doesn't care
Wondering will God forgive me?
Yet he still is turning his life around


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Letters.....

I miss angels...
I've yet to meet....
stories yet to be sent.....


I miss him...
Sunday him...
breakfast him...
coffee him....

I miss angels....

Maybe in another life.....


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When your mad

i don't want you to be mad 
i want you to be happy
i feel sad when you look crappy
we been through the same
so we could work together to get through this
nemo you are the reason i come to school 
if you knew me from before 
you would know why people 
like you only come around 
one in a while


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Urban Thoughtz


Me im who i am not who u want me to be
You wont break my spirit cuz I let the Streets flow through me
I look like im 18 but im bout to bust 22
Im tryna get my pen burnin like heat from a gun
Killin the dj scene like second hand smoke kills ya lungs

People say the streets will test ya like some SATS
I watch young lovers boys and gurls battle against STD's
So many tryna to open doors to fame without obtaining the right keys
Everbody wants to standout like a fresh throwback
Yall couldnt get the picutre even if ya name was Kodak

No im not on mtv but I still bring the Direct Effect
I can stay in between the lines but only God does it perfect
Im tryna raise hip-hop like its a whole new epidemic
Yet some brothas tryna race like they in the special olympics
So even if they do win they still gonna end up being retarded

Hip-hops is not where going it just were im from
Im just an urban prince writing my life as a lyric from a poet
Blacks was what i was made not my style of livin

My urban thoughts are my pens expressions for the world to see
From any given sunday to the emancipation of kiki 
this is where my mind expands from
Urban Thoughtz are what i have not what try to invision
To stay writing my soul through my pen is my
Hearts Decision


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Trying Not to Fall

All night long I stay awake
Because I think of you
Can't seem to change the way I feel
Dreams of me and you

Every time I close my eyes It's your
Face that appears
Gotta try to shake this
How else to keep from tears

I can't believe I'm falling again
Just don't know how to stop
Keep on trying, to no avail
Letting myself just drop

My heart is telling me one thing
Nothing else matters anymore
Only when I see you
Please, your the one whom I adore

Questions I have asked myself
Responding to them all, to
Stop my feelings for you, is like
Trying not to fall


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First Date

first date  

Just because 
I ate
you paid
doesn't mean 
I lay 
I open
I preen
Take me home
fast as you can
I'm too young
your'e too much a man
I want to lay in my mama's bed
I want to watch the news
I want to hear how people died
that's not as scary as you


Kim
1st  put on my mama's site


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Sunflowers...

I love to bask...

unknowing~

in beds of sunflowers...

with my journal

and good luck pen

not knowing when

the day will end

not knowing

when

the good sky

will turn from

dark blue

to dark 

not knowing

the question to ask~

I'm in love with sunflowers~

and that is all


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UNTITLED MONUMENT

Beyond the self, 
is the freedom, unchained dawn,
I am in a crowd of voices. 
Lifted by songs,
a bruised truth becomes a rose. 
Choice was limited,
I desired silence, middle path in night, 
under the lunar ecstasy.

Nowhere to go 
I searched for tranquility, peace and light. 
Failing hopelessly. 
Love migrates back to old memories. 
White days are pruned,
I would say the mirror was wrong. 
I did not choose my life.

Dream of final 
release was extraordinary
grandeur of pink moon 
hanging on the trees,
the divine shower.
Life did not alter the genes, 
it shifted the flow. 
Untitled monument was submerged.


SATISH VERMA


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THE BATTLE OF DESPERATION

Where do I put my hate at the end of the day?
Who will save my soul when I forget to pray? 
How do I fall asleep at night? 
When all I want to do is fight! 

Who can I love when my love has gone away? 
Why can't I be the man that would make her want to stay? 
I rip my mind apart like the blade rips the flesh. 
At the end of the day my head is a bloody mess. 

I don't slip cause I won't get up from a fall. 
I am losing at life's game so I am left to ball. 
They laugh at my demise cause they can't resist. 
So I know when my body expires, it won't be missed. 

The cold flesh will become a bone frame. 
No one will ever look at me the same. 
I will fall and your tongue will cause the slip! 
Your bottle of pain is not the same as mine, just a sip! 

Get drunk and high off my misery. 
Spit it, suck it, slam it, then let me be. 
I am a sinner so throw your stone. 
Make your hatred known and then leave me alone! 

My soul is not worth saving any more. 
This battle has ended and I am done for! 

I do not need to sleep at night! 
I can fight a war with out any sight! 
My love is gone and gone for good! 
She did not love me and I know now she never would!


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Stand up Speak up

Stand  up,  Just  say  Whats   wrong,
Speak  up, Tell them what you held in so long,
Stand  up,  Because  you  know  Whats  right,
Speak  up,  Because  you  can  win  the  fight,
Stand  up,  Dont  let  them  twist  the  story,
Speak up,  Tell  them  the  true  story,
Stand up, Because  you  know  the  truth,
Speak up,  For  all  the  troubled  youth,
Sand up,  Just  say  Whats  wrong
Speak up,  Tell  them  what  you  held  in  so  long.


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Painful Memory

The sooner you leave
the better I can breath.
When you stand behind
me watching every move I
make, making sure no
 mistakes are made.

I can feel your 
breath on my neck,
it sends a shiver down
my back.

Thinking what will 
happen next.  Will I be
thrown across the room, 
choked, beaten?
I pray to God that some how 
he will get you away but God
doesn't hear me pray.

As my head goes into the
wass, I can feel warm
blood rush, into my hand, I 
limp slowly away, tring to
find my way to my room
where I may rest, but you chase
after me, hold me back, 
as I try to fight back.

You relize you got 
the best of me, you 
walk slowly away.  I 
count your foot steps, to 
make sure your gone, then
slowly I, get up and look 
straight ahead, wishing the bash
was harder so I could 
be dead.

Crawling softly to bed, 
I lay my sleepy head,
to rest.  I fall slowly asleep
until  the morning comes, 
and awakens my beaten soul.


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Accidents Happen

driving down the street jamming out to the beat 
not knowing what we were about to meet 
the next thing i knew i had fallen asleep 
waking up to the screeching of tires 
i pinched myself hoping it was just a bad dream 

as i feel something grab me pulling me to safety 
i look back and i see the complete opposite 
pain blood agony 
my friends my family nearing death 

the sound of sirens draw nearer and nearer 
carting one by one off to the hospital 
for hope that their lives can be saved 

sitting int he waiting room 
pondering why it wasnt me looking death in the eye 
why must i always be the one standing by 
why is it my hearts the one to cry 
too many times its me saing goodbye 

as the sun starts to rise 
i jet back home so my parents arent surprised 
jump in the shower getting ready as if nothing happened 
during the day my mask is put on the night is when it comes off 
forced to face reality of the horrifying accident that had just happened 

every breathe i take feels as though it is not worthy of being breathed 
what has happened to me 
why all the lies why all the pain 
where did the old me go 

day by day i wait anxiously for the latest news about my friends 
till finally the out come has arrived 
marcus will not survive 
after hearing the news my heart shattered into a million pieces 
how many more are going to be taken away 
where am i supose to go from here 

tear after tear 
my heart grows with more fear 
fear of loosing others fear to take off my mask and show the world i am hurting 
how can this be how can so many people die when it should be me 

the answer is it was an accident 
nothing can be changed about what has happened 
the cure is time 
and that is what i seem to have a whole lot of 


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Abused...

How was I to know it would end this way?
No one told me that I'd lie  here, broken and bleeding.
All I did for you,
All I said was to please you,
All I wanted to be was what you wanted...
But you just cursed me, lied to me, used me, and beat me.
Now I lie here,
Woundering why...
MY blood is being drank by the greedy ground.
As you rip out me heart and spill the blood.
Once so full of love and hope,
It's now nothing.
Sitting, like a balloon thats lost it's breath,
My heart shrivels and dies,
My skin turns cold,
My limbs go numb,
Yet with my last breath, I forgive you.
For the things that you were hypnotized into doing to me,
No body cry over me, 
For I am now in my Father's arm's in Heaven.


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Justin

So many loud noises all around, 
Screaming, yelling, to put the gun down, 
as the tip of the gun reached your head, I cry out, take me instead, 
Thrown to the ground praying on the way down 
I lied there hopelessly knowing I can’t do anything to make it stop, 
when I watched your own brother slowly squeeze the trigger, 
I closed my eyes hoping that it was just a dream, 
The last thing I heard that night was the echo of the bullet that perced through the 
untouchable Justin 

So much blood so much pain, 
I crawled over to you wishing to hear you say everything was going to be ok, 
I put my head on your stomach feeling the last breathe leave your body, 
No more will you be there to talk to, 
No more will you be there to comfort me when times get rough, 
No more will you be there to make me laugh, 
I just wish I could take this all back. 

You were my best friend, my other half, 
People say we were inseparable, 
I guess they were wrong because now you are gone, 
Leaving me all alone, 
Lost and confused not knowing what to do, 
Things will never be the same without you, 
This empty space within me will never be filled, 
My spirits of hope, happiness, are killed. 


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No Story-

Maybe there's little

or no story

tonight

just

the dragonflies

to keep us safe

and warm

protect
me

from love

and keep me

from feeling

cold

and anything

that might feel

new...


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Untitled

Waking up every morning with this great fear and burden on my heart
Waking up every morning wanting to tear my heart apart
 
Speaking to the enemy at church and on the phone 
I get this feeling of dread while I'm at home
 
At one point in my life I was wishing I could just escape from this treacherous 
world
Wishing and hoping that my world would stop twirling 
 
At one point in my life it was changing dramatically 
I felt like no one could see me 
 
I wasn't always the center of attention 
But my life was racing so fast, I was about to have a head-on-collision
 
Scared of my past, I let my past define
Scared of my present, I let other people define me 
 
Crying black tears that no one could see 
Crying black tears that came from the depths within me 
 
As the tears fell down from my cheek, thoughts of suicide started to slip in
Not knowing what to do I started to give in
 
With the people around me caring for me deeply
They didn't let me give in and now I'm starting to see me
 
Life changing as it may seem this is everything that 's happened to me 
Life changing as it may seem I didn't let these things get the best of me


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I THINK IAM READY

                  I think I am ready
       to explore that world that everyone
            say's is so fun,exciting and adventurous
                 But ,am I really ready
      knowing of all the risk of becoming pregnant,
           having and STD, or even possibly HIV
                     how scary
     Do I say I am ready to have my innocence taken
            because he asked or say it's time
    or because everyone is playing the same game 
           we call having SEX or making LOVE
  On T.V. and the music video's they say it's okay
                  just wrap it up
  But my question is will I really be okay 
     Lyfe Jennings said "think before you let it go"
           but the words that he is saying is having 
    me head over heels,
               and he assured me that everything will be okay
     and that we will be together forever,and he's not in this so called relationship
               for that one thing that most guy's want ,
     that can leave regrets in my life
             Am I really ready?
To possibly get my heart broken 
       to be the talk between him and his boys ,
            Am I really ready?
 Can I handle the hurt,pain and embarrassment
          that may come along with it
           Am I really ready?
                  I GUESS NOT........

By:Bianca Harvey


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For you

See now you known well in tha hood by selling weed
Im known well in tha hood for doing good deads
Now tha seperates us very much 
But you known for knockmin niggaz out with 1 punch
Im dont run to watch.... I jus shake my head and eat my lunch

When I grow up I wanna finish College
When you grow up you wanna make an illegel profit
Now we may have grown up in tha same place
But we definately go end up and a different place

I dont expect you to follow my dreams
But I want you to be sure you follow  the real things
All you see is making money fast
But being a dope man aint go always last

So when you finnally relize your potental or if you dont
Ima al ways be with you


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Lonely

I used to be filled with life. Happiness and strife. All of this has passed me by. 
I cannot even let out a sigh. Only to be lonely and cold. I've lost my faith Im not 
as bold. I need some one to guide my back. Get me away from these brutal attacks. I 
only wish I was not alone. To be brought back to life from this concrete stone. My 
life was stolen from me. I will run away to the wild sea. I sneak out without a 
Sound. I wake up on the cold hard ground. My body aches from the torture. I can 
only see is a portrait of her. My mother my saint. This women fought to protect me 
from you. I speak "why did you kill her?" You reply "She was just like you! A 
useless women!" I cry to God to help me now "Please take me away from this world!
I don't want to be lonely anymore. I wont take the beatings once more! I will break 
free from these chains! I want my life back! Give me it now..." As i slowly fade 
from the world. I can a voice call to me. It sounds like an angel. NOw all is 
quite. I am not alone anymore. You have brought me back to her. Thank you God. I am 
finally at peace. While the devil sits in a lonely cell. I am with my angel my 
mother. While he sits in ...


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Its Me

                                                                its me
                                                                its me
                                                          its me alone
                                             who makes those choices
                                                   you know the ones
                                                     about my friends
                                                    and who they are
                                                             its me
                                                             its me
                                                             its me
                                                     and me alone


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Caramel Water

A young girl
Blossom From the Concrete
A rose
Her Pretty Curls
Fallen from the streets
I suppose
Taken by a loved stranger
Her most prized possession
Her family doesn't since danger
She hides his confession
Should she forgive him even though he deceived her
Or should she tell the the secret and have nobody believe her
She decides to silence herself but til this day it haunts her
She thought moving would help but in her dreams  he taunts her
Maybe it was a good thing that she kept his darkest secret
But she has a goal and she's not afraid to reach it


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Crying Over Spilt Milk

Amongst the finest silk.
Beginning to spill is the milk.
Caressing the very fabric.
Disgracing the very cosmic.
Enjoying the destruction.
Fraying the very eruption.
Grave driven is the rage.
Harboring the scent of sage.
Indignant excuse.
Jester the abuse.
Killing the very soul.
Losing all of your control.
Milk runs and brands.
Open container saves the other strands.
Purpose unknown.
Questing the very moan.
Rendering the very cloth.
Sending the sloth.
Tending to the mess.
Usually they like to make it less.
Venders selling gothic souvenirs.
Wading to the very fears.
Xerox everything in sight
Yours to destroy and fight
Zeroing in on the very game of playing the average.