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Worth Repeating

2 All Of U (& the newbies too) * You are all such wonderful people and I am such a miserable mess. Believe this to be true, if not for all of you I'd experience little if not any happiness. I don't comment or reply to anyone generally. That's because I've adopted a life so cowardly. Whenever I find myself growing close to anyone, I begin to panic and become mentally undone. I've been crushed in the past from loss tragically. I've lost many loved ones in my life prematurely, and so I tend to hide in the shadows secretly and keep my distance for my own personal mental health safety. If I lost any of you, it would destroy me. I just can't take anymore tragedy. So if I'm not in touch much, please don't take it personally. You have no idea how much all of you mean to me. Best Wishes Always, theKidster SillyBilly.

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Jslambert Mister Roboto

Date: 12/6/2011 11:22:00 AM

Nice cop out...I still like your poems though. Just kidding kidster!

Phyllis Babcock

Date: 12/6/2011 8:53:00 AM

Thanks for sharing your heart and soul for that is not easy to do. love phyl

Phyllis Babcock

Date: 12/6/2011 8:48:00 AM

We all face many adversities in life Billy. Sometimes we do what we have to do to survive. I guess no one said life would be easy an by far it hasn't been easy. I guess a lot of us write to ease some of the burdens we have faced in life. We express it better in words than by mouth. So sorry you have had so much to bare but stay strong. We all mean a lot to each other here on the soup. I think we have made many good friends who will pick us up when we are down. Just don't be afraid to live each and every day. My faith has carried me through the bad times. Hugs Phyl

Nathan D.

Date: 12/6/2011 1:25:00 AM

we all do what we have to in order to survive just make sure you dont stop fighting

Date: 11/29/2011 6:58:00 PM

We do what we can with what we are able to do. Writing is a blessing in my life. I don't want to stress out about meeting others goals. Just enjoy what you can. Best wishes with your writing and with life in general. Karen

Doris Culverhouse

Date: 11/29/2011 1:43:00 PM

reflects myown life....

Nette Onclaud

Date: 11/28/2011 7:21:00 AM

soup mail, billy!

Natalie The Rogue Rhymer

Date: 11/27/2011 8:45:00 PM

Billy-What a great write here-shows your true emotions and helps us understand you much better. I'm sorry that you've had to deal w/ so much but I have a feeling that things will be looking up for you soon :)

Poet Destroyer A

Date: 11/27/2011 6:47:00 PM

you should read your replyed comment... ok...... xoxoox p.d.

Poet Destroyer A
Date: 11/27/2011 6:50:00 PM

i'm kidding billy... you know your my best foe ever.... i mean poet friend.. if it was not for you..i would not have been a brave poet... so believe me..you made a different poet out of me.... so if you don't reply it is okay.... it's when you respond that shockes me....lol... have a nice happy day..i am... .....-=.....-=......-=..........-= p.d.

Poet Destroyer A

Date: 11/27/2011 6:44:00 PM

blah blah blah..... the poet destroyer was here.... lol.... ...-= .-= ....-= .....-= p.d.

Poet Destroyer A
Date: 11/27/2011 6:51:00 PM

i mean are tooooo!!

Poet Destroyer A
Date: 11/27/2011 6:47:00 PM

oh! what you thought I was gonna leave... a cheer up Billy ,,its not the end of the world.... hum! where where you when i lost my sister this year... where were you when i had to face me step-mom.. sickness this you... where were you when my daughter left home.... hu hu hu! i thought we where friends to till the end... i'm kidding..i'm doing well hope you do to.... xooxoxoxo....p.d.

John Freeman

Date: 11/27/2011 10:45:00 AM

All that is of humanity's concepts is a mess Billy, don't feel that you are unique in this respect, we all are included to one degree or another. When the human mind is in control we all suffer in the valley of the shadow of death. Look toward the sacredness of life's sacred essence within to find peace of paranorman Love, for it is the precept of life. Prayer is good from the heart Billy. I will pray! Agape, Moses

Dan Kearley

Date: 8/5/2011 3:18:00 PM

Well Billy,this might be the first post I have posted to you.Your poams usually put a smile on my face. :-) But this one has shown me the heart you have.I too have lost many loved ones in my life.But with my faith,I know they are in a better place then this tragic world we live in.God only gives you what you can handle!So like me, you must be able to handle alot.Live a joyous life,try to keep a smile on your face,and try to put smiles on the faces of all the people you meet. :-)

Dan Kearley
Date: 8/5/2011 3:38:00 PM

Also live for today!Don't hide in a dark room filled with regrets.I know what it's like to have that pain in your heart from tragedy.That pain has now alowed tears to flow more freely.But I am not ashamed.I feel that I now know the true feeling of LOVE.Pain,joy,sorrow,happiness, LIFE! :-)