Why me dear god
Why the hell me!
I did all you asked
I’ve even played the card
Of a good girl, the one
Everyone wanted me to be.
Why can’t you save me.
I’m hurting immensely
And no one care not even slightly.
How could you allow me to fall
So deep, so far into misery.
I’ve grown to hate myself so much so
I’m that demon within the angel
That you see.
I’m crying out for help
And not once did you show me sympathy.
Like everyone else you pretend to care
My prayers are just words you refuse to here.
You watched the tears ran down my cheeks
And didn’t send an angel to watch over me.
I don’t want to be part of this world anymore
Just set me free….
Sleeping forever is where I are to be.