Why

Why is my life such a living hell All it is hell. I go thought hell 24/7. Friends go left and right. Half of the time is why. Why go Why not come back What did I do I don't understand. Most of the time I blame myself. Knowing I did not do it. Half of the time I wish I was not in this mess. But yet I was in it. I make peoples lives easy but also hard. I just don't get it. Why is my life such living hell God someone help There is no reason why I should be having all these why's. Why. why. Why is a never ending thing. But et there is a why be hide everything. If it is not one thing it is another. There stands a why. Why go Why not come back What and the hell did I do.