What Did I Do Wrong

what did i do wrong? one minute we were riding high that crest of euphoria the next i was tumbling in the water pummeled by the waves unable to breathe to see to....be what did I do wrong? how did I change? didn't I give you my all maxed out love and care what else is there to give how can I live without a heart and soul? I gave you....all was it not enough to fill your empty spaces? how did I lose those enchanting graces shocked disbelief gnawing gently to grief rejection sated insides churning with the bile of betrayal brewing spewing pain burned esophageal refrain acid lined life what did I do? what did I say? why did you go away? away...away....away..... You don't hear a word I say Gone with the wind of wistful wanting daunting the life bound to me...haunting You went away....away.... took away my voice left me no choice but to shrivel and die goodbye good? bye? it's been so very long and yet.... I cry! Eileen Manassian