Was I Dreaming

Hell when the wind blows over howling fiercely cold in different voices twisting inside the whistling tunes in torment One from a past long buried a ghost appears wishing in beats of hail reliving the past darkness Then the thunder roars reality as the lightning lights up a December night sky flashing inner vision my coming fate awaits such pains returned the awful nightmare awakens looking up such sadness gripping the heartache small crystal balls sparkling rain down Alone I light my candle wishing black a ring around the wrists I tighten steel begin to pray to God within the pain of swelling wrists smiling feeling peace in innocence Tears fall in such shattered dreams with a promise full of happiness love As you began to know me I felt our future bright together golden sands our spirits and souls danced Into the realms within a fortress crowing queen we both wished that day to stay here together forever