To Love Is To Stay Away
Is it really such a surprise
That I choose to be alone?
Rather that than to hurt more people
Because I am so easily hurt.
Is it really such a big deal?
I'm fine with it.
Alone does not equal lonely
It's time I put myself first.
I ran from one man to the next
Needing the validation,
Pain was all I really got
And nothing quenched that thirst.
I realize now I needed love
But not from anyone else
I was a hollow person
Always bound to hurt.
The pain of the past forever with me
The loss of my baby always felt in my heart
That taught me what a lie it is
That you can live until you love you first.
I love that baby with all my heart
I think I probably always will
But death and pain are all around me
I'll never bring anything but the worst.
Copyright © Janet Runyan | Year Posted 2016
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