The Love of a Friend

I forgot who I was or where I was going. I'm a leaf in the wind and it wont stop blowing. I have no one to call.. I left myself behind. Just leave a message. I'm out of my mind. I didn't see it coming. All the bridges I burned. The tests I somehow survived were all lessons not learned. I cant do it alone but I'm all by myself. I cant stand what I see. The mirror cries out for help. I dont want to give up and if you see me out there. Please give me a kind smile. Something two people can share. The little things help so much. When the despair is so real. I pray I make it through this. I know what I want to feel. I want to feel I belong and to believe once again. I want to care about someone. I need the love of a friend.