Recent Problems

I’m battling demons I do not know The ones you can never see They seem to be always winning Keep getting the better of me My mind, it’s so weary from battle My thoughts, they cannot get straight I wish my life was just simple But complexity remains my true fate You’d think I’d have it together With family to help, if they could But no, my life’s just a mess And it seems my choices, no good My heart, it is in the right place Always ready to fight a good fight But my mind, it does no more pushing It rolls over and says then good night If the two could just come together Then maybe I’d be sure to succeed But alas, they always fail to align While my heart is left there to bleed So, these demons that seem to persist Push me and poke and they prod They weaken my very own will They’re crowding me back to the sod They’re burying my every attempt I almost feel like just giving in But then I’d have nothing at all Because I’d let them all win So, though my mind is now mush My heart will carry my true I know somehow I will beat them If it’s the last ting that I ever do