Rain

I sit at the window and watch the rain fall as the puddles grow bigger and my heart just grows small I pushed all my feelings way too far down so they can't be let go and I can't make a sound I wish I could cry or just tell a friend and maybe my pain will all come to an end but my eyes will not cry and my mouth will not speak the feelings that torture me inside, so deep I need a release so I just watch the rain that's crying my tears and releasing my pain forget all that hurts me that I've kept all inside and focus on the puddles gathering rain while I hide.